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mardi, janvier 31, 2012

Coffee and donuts. [unfinshed end]

Luce

Tuesday. 3:32 a.m.

Brian's phone rings; the display flashes a San Francisco number. Not a familiar one. Someone, apparently, is skilled at finding every last living pay phone in the city.

Brian Hayes

It took several rings for Brian to answer the last time his cell phone rang at some ungodly hour of the night, but it had been New Year's Eve, and he had been otherwise occupied. When he answered, there was a party blaring in the background. When he answers tonight, there is expectant silence, the pause of a man who has just been dragged from sleep and is not oriented to place or time yet, before he groans and manages to produce speech.

"Agent Hayes," he says, his throat gravelly with several hours' disuse.

Luce

"Agent Hayes," a woman's voice. She cannot be familiar enough that he might know her voice in his ear, attenuated by distance, by a cellular connection and phone lines. There's noise in the intermediate distance, the low throb of a bass. That, however, is mediated by a wall. Echoed voices, the sort that ring off tile. A bar somewhere, near the back. Close to the bathrooms.

"I did not mean to wake you." A sharply drawn breath. Her voice floats away from the mouthpiece of the phone. " - you should give me another number. One you need not answer in the middle of the night."

Brian Hayes

"... Luce?"

She can hear him inhale, deeply, perhaps propelling himself up on an elbow to turn on a bedside lamp, resigning himself to wakefulness.

"No, no, it's fine, my alarm's going off soon anyway." A beat. "Unless you're calling for no reason, then it's not fine. What's..." A pause. He's scrubbing his face, bidding himself wake up. "What's going on?"

Luce

She makes some noise of affirmation in the back of her throat. So the voice is not immediately familiar; who else in San Francisco would call him at this hour. With that voice.

Then a pause; this feels sharp. Poised as she makes some decision. Her breath comes in a rush of static against the mouthpiece. "Someone followed me tonight. I - " her voice thins as she pulls away from the mouthpiece. " - in a bookstore. Acted like he was hitting on me. Insisted on buying my book. But it was more than that.

"I think he's one of them. I gave him a phone number. He called. He wants to meet tomorrow night."

Brian Hayes

"Okay."

If he wants to know what led to the someone hitting on her, what she was doing in a bookstore so late that she is calling him at three o'clock in the morning, what led to this improbable occurrence, well, occurring, the part of him that is incorrigibly a father remains silent.

This is his work cell phone, after all, not his personal cell phone. It sleeps in the bathroom of the hotel room where he is staying while he tries to find an apartment that the requisitions department will not burst a blood vessel attempting to finance. She does not have that number.

"What time?" he asks, and then: "Did you get his name?"

Luce

"Alex. That's all." Her voice is spare; the throb of the beat has changed, from insistent to desultory, but it is still there in the background, the noise pushing itself through the connection. "9:00 p.m., tomorrow. This café in the Mission.

In a moment, her voice resolves, her mouth returns to the receiver. "He paid with cash. Otherwise I would've snagged the receipt. I don't - " That sharp, interstitial interruption of her voice; as if she were holding something back; or forcing herself to move forward.

"I don't think you should get involved." Her voice is lower, then. There's less girl to it. She's clear on that point, all low and in a rush. "But if you want to, I'll be at the ice rink in front of Macy's at Union Square. 7:30.

"I need to go. I need to get out of here." The throbbing bass has stopped; the screech of feedback in the distance replaces it. "I shouldn't've called you. I half-hope you won't be there."

Then the receive clatters onto the box; there's a moment when he can hear the bartender calling LAST CALL. LAST CALL FOR AL CO HOL. before the handset slips home and the line goes dead.

Brian Hayes

"L--"

But she hangs up, and he hears the severance of the connection, and pulls the phone away from his ear to peer at the display to confirm that she has, in fact, hung up. She's gone, and he could go into his call log and retrieve the number of the payphone from which she rang him, and call her back. Brian does not do this. What Brian has is a time, a location, and a 90%-full progress bar in finding Darryl Pennington and his compadres.

He also has a half-missive not to show up.

"Christ," he says, and lays back down to sleep for another fifty-five minutes before his alarm screams to wake him up.

----------

He's there, at Macy's, at 7:27 the next night. This may possibly be the stupidest thing he's done in the last three months, but he is there.

Luce

He will find her sitting on the spine of a park bench, her feet planted on the seat. There's that youthful insouciance to her posture - that bonelessness, as she leans forward, forearms elbows planted on her thighs, a messenger bag tucked beneath her booted feet. The night is bright and cool, the suggestion of the moon lost in the fog that has rolled up from the bay and begun to embrace the streets, creeping on slow feet through the darkening streets. The Christmas crowds are gone; a certain austerity lingers in their wake. The big Macy's seems nearly denuded without its mantle of Christmas lights, and the ice rink will not stay open much longer.

There's a cool, sharper feel to the ear this close to the manufactured ice; the sound of a few skaters cutting their way across the surface, that hiss-hiss of the blades against the ice.

She is dressed in something dark - dark jeans, a dark fitted jacket, military style - over an unzipped hooded sweater, a dark shade of teal, the hood splayed open across her back, and - beneath - a tiered tank in white eyelet lace, which makes. She has a book open on her lap, tucked beneath her body, and is leaning over reading in the low light, though her sharp gaze sweeps upward now and then, watching the other shoppers with a faint spillover of nervous energy evident in the movement of her heel against the worn planks of the bench. Thumpthumpthump. And again, thumpthumpthump.

Brian Hayes

Brian is not a conspicuous presence. Without any effort exerted whatsoever, without making use of cloaking devices or dampening measures, he can move through the populace without drawing attention to himself because he dresses quietly enough, because his handsomeness is a quiet sort that requires extensive study to appreciate.

When he appears tonight, his hair has been trimmed, shorn closer to his scalp than it was a week and a half past. Though he wears the near-forty years of his life in his frame, his face weather but not old, it retains a boyishness that leads to a question as to whether he is even capable of growing stubble, let alone a full beard.

He's never made the attempt. The military, and the government that employs the military, frowns upon unnecessary hair. It is unprofessional. From his black work boots to his jacket, his button-down shirt tucked and belted into a pair of sturdy jeans, he's on the clock but does not scream FED. Murmurs, perhaps, if one stops to read him. Civilians do not wear short, dark trench coats.

Hipsters do. Brian could not possibly be mistaken for a hipster.

That said, they are not in a museum, where his footfalls will echo on the marble floors. This is asphalt, and it mutes the impact of his boots until he is several feet away from her bench.

"You'll strain your eyes," he says, by way of greeting. His hands are in his pockets. His coat is unbuttoned.

Luce

"I won't," she returns, voice rich with the automatic confidence of youth. Brimming with it. As if there could be no question that anything about her, anything of hers, could ever be ruined. Still, she shuts the book with a certain snap, her index finger left inside to hold her place, her, and straightens abruptly, kicking out the bag, to tuck the book inside. Each movement fluid and thoughtless, as her eyes touch his, then drift down over his attire. The short trench, his hands in the pockets.

The light loves her features; smooths over the flared cheekbones, highlights the engaging pallor of her skin. Catches out a half-dozen shades of goldenrod and honey and amber in her hair, pulled back from her face tonight, twisted into a loose little chignon, the sort tied against its own weight.

"I'm sorry I called you so late." Her eyes are clear; her features sober. There's something searching about the look she gives him, both intent and taut. A brief, sharp little half-smile accompanies the apology. "I'm half-sorry I called you at all. I can still blow him off. The odds of him finding me again are - "

A faint, modest little shrug, her narrow shoulders rising and falling like a breath beneath the straight lines of her Napoleonic jacket. " - pretty minute." And higher than anyone thinks.

Brian Hayes

She's sorry she called him so late. Brian gives her a consolatory closed-lipped smile, the dismissal in his eyes. It's in answer to her half-smile, as though he senses the intent to speak further, and he drifts nearer to the bench, keeping his hands in his pockets and his shoulders straight. Holsters have a tendency to force the wearer to keep his posture close enough to perfect to fool a drill instructor. Something about being armed creates confidence, oftentimes false. Confidence alters the way one presents himself to the world.

When Brian looks at her, she has no inclination that he is thinking of anything but what lies immediately ahead. Whatever happened the last time they met, in the time between now and then, is out of his mind. Should she look back, she can see he is focused yet near-preternaturally aware of their surroundings. Though he looks right at her, he does not have the muddled gaze of one who is bewitched.

"Stop apologizing," he says. "If I didn't want you calling me I wouldn't have given you my card." A beat, no time for her to respond, before he continues, "Do you want me here with you, or, ah... should I hang back? We got--"

He checks his watch.

"--ninety minutes before you said he was going to show."

Luce

"Better if he only knows my face," she returns, lifting her chin, holding his gaze. Or rather, holding her own gaze steady on his face as he checks his watch. This quickly, supple little half-smile near the end of it. " - don't you think? I figure it's a fifteen minute - twenty minute drive to the café."

The book slides into her messenger bag, nearly soundlessly, and she twists the strap around and around her right hand, then pulls the weight of it up onto her lap, slipping it shut and securing the straps wrapping it.

"They teach you surveillance FBI school?" Here a grin, not a half-smile, that curls like smoke from her mouth. Never quite reaching her eyes.

Brian Hayes

If Luce had first been introduced to Brian twenty years ago, if she met him again now, the difference in his personality would be staggering. It is no wonder that his marriage is a sham, that the woman to whom he was married has no predilection to or purpose for pretending to have an interest in spending time with him, let alone pretending anymore.

His kids do not find him boring. When they see him, he is on vacation, does not have other obligations that distract him from them. He wears trainers and clothing that suits him rather than, well, suits, will play pickup basketball with his son or drink beers with his daughter.

That isn't the man that his wife knows, and that isn't he man that Luce knows, either. The man Luce is beginning to know is quiet, repressed, purposeful. It's near pathological, how intent upon his work he is.

She asks if they teach surveillance in FBI school, and he snorts, idly rubbing his lower lip with his thumb as though to brush away the beginnings of a smile.

"I was Navy intel before I joined the FBI," he says, as though he is both aware of there being potential for a joke and balking at walking right into it. "Came pre-trained." A beat. "Why?"

Luce

"I have no idea what that means," she tosses back to him, her half-smile lingering at the corners of her mouth, briefly beatific. " - but I think it was a yes."

Untwisting the straps, she lifts her messenger bag over her shoulders, slipping the strap so it bisects her torso from her right shoulder to her left hip. Adjusting the bag against her narrow frame, she slips neatly off the park bench and stands. She's wearing flats, tonight. And ordinary, opaque clothes with enough fabric that they conceal rather than reveal the sharp lines of her lithe frame. Still, the girl is an inch or two taller than he is, even without the heels that usually have her towering-tall.

"I figure. You watch from someplace. Right? When he leaves, we can see where he goes. I mean, it's a public café. I don't think he'd try anything there." Her shoulders are curved forward; there's that bright, nervous air about her again. "I suppose he might try to follow me, too. But he just seemed so arrogant. I - I mean, he didn't seem like the sort who would imagine that he might be found out, you know?"

Brian Hayes

Luce claims to have no idea what Navy intel means, and though Brian stifles an amused snort, he does not elaborate on what it is that translates to in civilian speak. He doesn't tell her that he used to know how to fly a jet, that just before he was shot down he was on a track that would have resulted in a commission and ever-expanding security clearance.

That he was swept up by another organization for which the idea of clearance is a thing of the past he does not mention, either. She has seen his aura, but it means nothing to her. That is just as well.

She figures surveillance has him watching from someplace, and Brian listens, as though her plan is novel to him. When she speaks of the arrogance of the creature who hit on her, that typical flinch of laughter leaves his sinuses, and he nods.

The man had barely reacted when faced with a vicious predator intent upon consuming more meat, yet when it was over, when it settled on him and he had no audience, Brian had let himself be human and retroactively terrified. This is not a world to which he has become acclimated, and that may spell hope for him. If there ever comes a time when he becomes numb to the horror the world is capable of producing, it is entirely possible his acceptance will owe its existence to the irreparable fracture of his sensibilities.

"Let him keep thinking that," he says, then indicates the street with a tilt of his head. "C'mon, I'll give you a lift there." Whether she chooses to stand to follow him or not, the nervous battering of her heels against the bench has stopped. She's standing. He takes the opportunity to ask: "What's your objective, here?"

Here: in luring this arrogant guy out into public, in following him, in calling Brian. Brian wants information on Pennington's whereabouts. That doesn't mean they are on the same page.

Luce

"My objective?" she gives him a sidelong look, faintly incredulous. The glance is matched by her tongue, the shadow of laughter underneath her breath. It is possible that she has never been asked such a question, and there's a substrate curl to her mouth, some living awareness of irony, there, which she breathes out all at a go as she steps into pace beside him.

Long-legged and sure, her gait, particularly when freed of the constraints usually (self)-imposed by her penchant for heels. As they walk, she tips her head back, then reaches up and snags the hood of her sweater, pulling it forward to cover her gleaming hair.

"I'd like to be safe. Here. In the city. I'd like to be able to duck into a bookstore without having one of them follow me. The first one, I could say, maybe he didn't see me. I just have to be careful, lay low a bit. The second - " here she curls her shoulders in a shrug, the movement faint, though not precisely helpless. "I can't say that anymore. You understand?"



Brian Hayes

So they start to walk, and Luce is astounded by the question that comes out of the man's mouth. He does not look the sort to ask things like what her objective is, looks as though he's more inclined to ask after the character of men who are pursuing her in bookstores and what time she believes she will be home upon leaving to meet such a creature. It is difficult to gauge his motivation in asking such a thing.

Perhaps if he had phrased the question in a manner that is not at all appropriate for public consumption, his motivation would be clearer. If he had asked whether she had any interest in keeping this particular individual alive, if he was simply here as a security blanket, it would have been clearer, maybe.

Brian has his hands in his pockets as they begin to walk across the plaza back, presumably, to where he has parked his car. His boots do not clatter against the ground, and the weapon he has concealed beneath his jacket does not jostle in its holster.

The X-5 protector is made entirely of composite material and will not trigger a metal detector. Its ammunition is caseless and made from polycarbonate, making it as invisible as the gun itself. It is fitted with a laser sight, and he has the capable of equipping the revolver with any type of ammunition he decides is suitable for the given situation. It is entirely within the realm of possibility that he could simply stun a target by sending a gas or explosive shell firing near to him, rather than hitting him in the chest or head from a distance with a hollow-point round.

This is what is going through Brian's head when he asks, though as they walk, as Luce speaks, for all the world knows he is simply asking because he has no other earthly notion of how to carry on a conversation.

"Alright," he says, and pulls his car keys from his pocket. A silence then, pregnant, as he gathers his words, but he does eventually say: "I don't know if you're going to get 'safe' anywhere other than the middle of the woods, this day and age, but I can sure try. Tonight, anyway."

Luce

She has no weapons. No weapons at her back; none in her bag. Nothing that will defeat a metal detector, nothing she can use to pick off prey from a distance, or stun them into subservience. Or prick them with a jolt of electricity that might set teeth humming in their sockets. Just this lean frame, tall and narrow. Nearly fragile, and a bag full of - what? books, like as not. Or perhaps shoes - slung across her boyish torso, settled at her hip.

Her eyes are darting; this enlivened awareness of the space, the faces of those slipping by them in the ordinary stream of humanity, snatches of other lives touching theirs, the elements of other conversations, which she takes in with this expansive but liminal sense of space as they walk. The jingle of car keys draw her gaze back to him. Our here on the sidewalk, her eyes are darker, somehow. She meets his gaze. Gives him this quick, darting little grin that just imprints itself on the shape of her eyes.

Maybe that's his reward for I can sure try.

Tonight, anyway has her making some noise in the back of her throat, subvocal and self-aware. Bemused, perhaps, though not at his expense. At the world's.

She circles the car, waits patiently at the passenger's door while he chirps off the alarm, then lifts her bag over her body as she opens the door and ducks inside. That grace again, that certain sense of her body's balance as she fits herself to the seat, tucking the messenger bag beneath her legs.

The silence extends. Until he has fit himself into the driver's seat and the engine hums to life. If the radio comes on, she reaches out. Turns it down to a peripheral hum of white noise, her fingers fine, gentle on the nobs, skin luminous in the dashboard glow.

"Brian." Touching him - so lightly - for emphasis. On the wrist or the thigh; whichever is closest. The touch deepens a moment, until she feels his eyes on her profile. Only then does it lift. "Can we make a deal. You and I?"

Brian Hayes

It is a rental car that he drives, or at least some sort of vehicle that is logged somewhere and for which he is responsible but that he does not own. The license plates are atypical, do not match the other plates of the other drives in the other parts of California; the fact that the word GOVERNMENT is not, in fact, punched into the metal at the center-top of the plate makes no difference. It is a sedan, it is dark gray, and it is so new that it is a wonder it does not reek of chemicals when Brian unlocks the door and opens it to let her inside.

When Luce ducks down to sit, Brian is not watching her form. His eyes, blackened by the darkness same as hers but no less attuned to their surroundings, are on the world around them instead. The door claps shut like a mouth that has decided it has nothing more to say, and he walks around the vehicle to get in, himself.

This is the same car in which they drove on New Year's [Eve] when he picked her up several miles from here, in a shitty part of town when he had been drinking and she had needed a ride. He is married, and they kissed, and yet he has made no mention of it, is not looking at her as though it would be or not be acceptable for the occurrence to repeat itself. He had not looked at her as though he wanted to kiss her that night, either, and yet.

There is no music when the engine turns over. Console lights blink on, and a seatbelt sensor chirps until it is engaged, but nothing comes blaring out of the speakers to greet them. He is reaching up to adjust the rearview mirror--people are shorter at night than they are upon awakening; gravity compresses the spaces between the vertebrae--when her fingers find his clothes, just barely exerting pressure, and Brian looks over flicker-quick, eyebrows raised in silent inquiry.

He takes a breath, registering the touch, and then she wants to make a deal.

After he clears his throat, Brian says, "Depends on the deal."

Luce

It takes her longer than most to note the seatbelt censor; to understand that that annoying little noise is insistent that she pulls the belt home across her body. But she does. And then she touches him, lightly, and then he says, Depends on the deal.

That has another half-smile chasing itself across her fine features, in this way that makes her well-made little mouth go suddenly wide. Flashes - so briefly - little white teeth behind her glossed lips. The hood she has flicked up over the crown of her head casts darker shadows across her face; bisecting the smooth line of her cheekbone, but the console lights still flare, reflect in the liquid darkness of her eyes.

"I won't ask you why you're doing this. Why you think you have to do this. Or how." She is looking away then; out through her passenger's window, staring at the city through the ghost of her own reflection, darker voids at the eyes and mouth in that moon-pale skin. Her voice sounds wistful, or - drawn somehow.

"If you don't ask me how I know what I know." The touch deepens. Not sexual, just human. Some human connection. "Or why. Will you do that for me."


Brian Hayes

One of the surest ways to ensnare the interest of one with the mind of an academic is to present an equation whose solution cannot be attained, to say with certainty that there will never be certainty. She may very well be beginning to believe that Brian has a fire lit inside of him, that for being as regimented and boring as he is there is a purpose to the things that he does, that he is driven forward in pursuit of something even if she cannot, yet, sort out what it is.

They're on similarly uneven ground, then, because he cannot figure out what she is, at all, other than unusual. In certain narratives, this would create a magnetic attraction for him, would have him yearning for her presence and becoming enthralled even without the touch of blood to his lips, but Brian is not infatuated. Even as they sit in the dark, the engine running, his eyes cast across the cabin at her, he is not staring. There is no lust in his gaze.

The way Brian looks at Luce is the way he looks at the printed word, at crafted marble, at something he can understand in a matter of seconds if he obviates other distractions. Even without distractions, though, understanding eludes him.

"And what happens if I ask?"

Johnny

[BRB]

Luce

That has her darkened eyes darting back to him; a moving gesture of her head, which pulls the soft fabric of her sweater taut against the long, curving line of her head and neck. Her eyes are still; her mouth too. Some faint curl to it tastes like regret. Bitter almonds; cigarette ashes.

She smells like cigarettes, like tobacco spiked with spices. Cinnamon or clove. She smells like Chanel No. 5 underneath it, clean and arctic, if he inhales deeply enough.

"Then you hunt them alone." That little smile lingers at the edges of her fine mouth. And she pulls back her hand, slips it across the border that is the console. Wraps the straps of her messenger bag around her fingers. "And I get hunted alone."

She looks like the printed word. Like crafted marble; her loveliness an uneasy thing, shaped rather than made, and not for men's pleasure. Too fine and too stark for ease.

"Which is it?"









Johnny

The ghost of a reflection, marred by a blur of black stepping out from behind a brick wall, on the way to disappearing before it was every really born. Just an idea. Just an intrusion on her perfect image. The bricks make the shadow jagged like tiny steps for the brief moment that it's there. Neons cover it up -- neons drown everything.

Movement outside the vehicle, deliberate movement. It isn't hidden by subterfuge or stealth, just noise, just running shoes on concrete and a long coat flapping. It's those sounds -- the wavering images -- it creates information that isn't even there. His coat is moving along with his hair, it's windy outside.

Suddenly there's a fist rapping against the window beside Luce's head, a heavy fist, the sort of fist she didn't feel when she touched Brian's hand. A face is peering into the car, eyes crystalline blue and searching. His hair is swept to one side by the wind, half of it sticking up, half of it falling down. Clean shaven. He doesn't blink or do much more than look for a few seconds, like he's on the other side of a one-way mirror.

The coat is tan, like he could be a detective. He looks too young to be a detective.

Brian Hayes

"Jesus Christ."

Brian does not flinch, if only owing to the fact that he damn well sees the tall blond man in the tan coat stepping out of the darkness and approaching the car. His figure blots out the jaundiced light from the nearby street lamp, splashes black across the windshield and onto Luce's sculpted face. That is the first time he looks away from her in several seconds, and he sounds as though he is attempting to remember what it is normal men feel when they are interrupted by their clients.

Irritation is what he's going for. A first-year theater student who has forgotten his line could have delivered the annoyance with far more conviction than he does.

"It's okay," he tells her, should she start; a hand on her upper arm is the second tier of calming her, if necessary. With Luce's window facing the sidewalk and traffic flying past Brian, he cannot beckon the young man around to his side of the vehicle.

Rubbing his lower jaw, Brian looks for a moment as though he's considering driving off. He does not.

"Alright," he says, "deal," and then rolls down the window enough to speak with the young man.

"Yes, Jonathan, what can I do for you?"

Luce

"Who is that."

Her reaction is instantaneous. Pulls her immediately and instinctually away from the window, which rattles in its track with the reverberation of Johnny's fist. There's a honed note of alarm in her voice, low and intense. A stark note of betrayal in her voice, whipslender and absolute as the lashing glance she directs at Brian.

Her visage is ghostly through the darkened window, swimming with reflected like. Dark eyes in a pale wash of a face, framed by the dark sweep of a hood whose color is lost in the deep gray shadows. Fine mouth forming a narrow line. She shifts her narrow hips in the seat, away from the glass, the question lost to a sotto voce hiss. His reassurance does nothing for her, and so when the window is rolled down, the 'parole officer' has his hand on the 'girl's' upper arm. Tension bleeding through the layers of her clothing.

There's this sinuous twist to her body in the passenger's seat. Like a mobius strip - the taut sweep of her shoulders turned protectively away from the opening window, her pale face and - in this light - huge, dark, vaguely feral eyes - lilting back, watching Johnny. Staring at him with a compressed suspicion that makes itself felt with every sharp little breath she takes.

Johnny

"Johnny," he corrects Brian, his voice sounds like generic slang, like an Italian Deli in Los Angeles. "Who's the broad?" He asks him, a light brown eyebrow lifting beneath blond hair. The sound of cars passing by creates a crescendo of a hiss, as if in answer to Luce's own reaction. The street fighting back subconsciously.

"This your wife?" He asks -- "Nah, can't be. Way too cute."

A step back from the window and he's no longer hunching, shoulders raised and back straight. Not a detective any more. Now he's a soldier.

His left arm has been hanging by his waist -- it hasn't moved.

"I broke something," he says to Brian.

Brian Hayes

His hand has not left Luce's upper arm, but it is not closed around her limb vice-like and threatening. For being as quiet as he is, everything about his demeanor and appearance suggesting that his worst-case scenario involves accusation of exercising anything other than strict professionalism, he cannot be described as cold. Remote, perhaps, but more akin to an island in the South Pacific than Antarctica.

That hand on her arm has dried tears and stopped bleeding. It can be reassuring, if he lets it. With Johnny appearing outside her window, caging her in, Brian does not realize that, to the other man, he has to look terrified.

He's trapped in a car with a monster. He does not know she is a monster; he has to suspect; subconsciously, he has to expect that when she whips around to look at him again, the betrayal in her eyes will turn him to stone.

Johnny is faced with a feral young woman too gorgeous to be Brian's wife, and his parole officer sitting wide-eyed and hypervigilant behind the wheel.

He mouths Broad? with confusion knit into his eyebrows, and does not look at Johnny's arm until he says he broke something.

"What," he asks, his words nudged by sarcasm, "your phone?" A breath, and his eyes tick to take in the appendage. He sighs the heavy sigh of a man who has spent too much time in the company of small children to vouch for his own sanity. "Alright... fuck's sake, Johnny..."

He's thinking.

Luce

The sparest sort of easing, as Johnny steps back from the window. Enough that she brings her hips below her body again, allows the sinuous curl of her spine back into something close to its native alignment. Her mouth is spare, still and set in her face, made heart-shaped by the sweep of shadows from the cross-bar of the roof and the curve of hood of her dark teal sweater. Pulled back from the crown of her head, enough to reveal more of her fine blond hair, by the recursive whip of movement in reaction to the young - detective, soldier? - man's sudden appearance.

Darkened eyes haunt his face; the search unsparing, tinctured with alarm. Take in the sudden shift of posture; that straightbacked, sharpshouldered stance as familiar to her as the blood in the back of her throat. It does nothing to reassure her.

Her gaze drops to Johnny's left hand, then darts out beyond him. Skipping over the evening's crowds, searching the shadows beyond him.

"Where is he." Her head is canted toward the window, forehead first. The searching gaze is back fixed on the man with the broken hand. Arm. Something foreign to her tone, though perhaps he cannot hear that in her voice, it deepens with the sharp edge of her anxiety. Her mouth barely moves with the words. "What sort of farce is this." Then more sharply upward, back to Johnny in a way that pulls the hood further back from the sweep of her features. "Is he watching, right now - "

Johnny

Brows crease and it's confusion. Eyes on Brian for an answer that he doesn't get any time soon, or at least not soon enough for the soldier, detective, whatever he is. The arm doesn't even lift when he steps back to half pivot and see where Luce is looking, it just hangs there limp by his waist. He doesn't even cradle it. There's no glove on his hand, just flesh. Blood drips from his sleeve to the pavement. It stinks like treachery and redemption.

"What?" Johnny asks, his head turning back to face the two of them through Luce's window. "What's she talking about, Brian?" The older man used Johnny's name, so he knows it's safe to use his. Or at least, that's how the logic works in his brain.

"Is who watching?" This directed at her. Leave Brian out of it. He doesn't know.

Brian Hayes

"It's alright," Brian says again, and he does not use her name. There is nothing where it ought to be, and it leaves a gaping hole; he does not call her 'sweetheart' or 'honey' or 'darling' or anything that might imply a connection between them, doesn't talk to her like a frightened child or a spooked horse, but her anxiety does not make sense.

In the museum, she had thought he followed her. That memory is transparent, the information left lying out for too long to be battered by the elements while he stared at it. At first he had thought she meant the creatures that were popping up like pale, flesh-eating moles across the city. Those seemed to be more of an inconvenience, though, something deadly but manageable. They were not specters.

This 'he,' though, has Brian staring at the back of her head as though he can sort out what the fuck she's talking about without having to ask questions. This 'he' makes her think she is being stalked, and it is not absurd, her paranoia. Brian mutes his appearance and it screams FBI. Johnny shows up dripping dark fluid and speaking like he has been watching too many black and white noir films, knows Brian's name.

She would have to be insane to not believe them to be following her.

Johnny keeps talking, asking questions, and Brian draws another breath.

"You know," he says, "house arrest is an option if you can't follow the terms of your parole. You'd look dashing with a tracking bracelet clamped around your ankle. Maybe I could rig it to explode if you went outside after eight o'clock."

That has to be a joke. Brian is consistent, at least: it's hard to tell if he is joking.

"We'll get someone to look at your arm, alright, just go home and wait for me."

Luce

The creature's nostrils flare; she maintains her distance from Johnny. Stays closer to Brian, the known unknown, not the young man who appears out of the darkness, broken arm dripping blood. Not even the taut-drawn stiffness of pain imprinting itself on his mouth. He's just talking, hand hanging; the blood dripping off it to spatter on the sidewalk at his feet.

She watches him stiffly, the bleeding tension in her body evident in her neck; in the molar-grinding set of her jaw. The stiffness of her shoulders. Still, while they are speaking she's moving, subtly shifting her grip on the straps of her bag, kicking it backwards so it will not tangle with her long legs should she decide to shove open that door, push past Johnny and run.

And she looks like she could run; light as she is, fine as she is, her limbs are long. She looks like she could run for miles, face to the wind, eyes narrowed against the cold bite of the evening air.

"Nevermind," to Johnny, and sharply at that. Brian's reassurance barely registering in her periphery. Just this hint that she's being pulled - faintly - in his direction her only acknowledgment. She is fiddling with the straps with her right hand, nudging her bag back with the heels of her boots, "it doesn't matter." And her, a brief, winging glance toward Brian, her eyes stark in her pale face, mouth thinly set, breathing shallow. Just enough to move her shoulders beneath her jacket. "Maybe I was wrong."

"I'm sorry." Back to Johnny, her eyes dropping to his wrist. Breathing still shallow, through the mouth rather than the nose, and tainted with alarm. "You should go to the hospital."

To Brian. "You should take him to the hospital."

And both. "I should go."

Johnny

Johnny doesn't look hurt -- impassable resistance in his face. It doesn't register and she sees it; she knows it's not there, it's not just being ignored. There's a difference between the two and she sees it. She knows it. What's more is Johnny suspects she knows it because he's looking at her more than he's listening to her. Just staring.

Brian's words though, Brian's words seem to strike him somewhere he hadn't expected because he blinks and peels his gaze off the delicate breeze in the passenger seat to stare long and hard at Brian. He wants him to just go home; he doesn't care. Why should he?

"Fuck you, Brian." Says Johnny. "Fuck your department too -- no, stay." He says to Luce, it's not coupled with a smart remark or smile. Just stay. He turns to the front of the car and walks into the road. There's cars travelling, quickly too, but he doesn't stop walking even for a second. Just slips through the gaps at a steady pace. It's all calculated. The risk ratio is acceptable.

He leaves a crimson gash in his wake.

Brian Hayes

Brian, too, knows that Johnny is not in pain. He knows there is not a compound fracture under the jacket sleeve. He knows that whatever is wrong, he cannot take care of it at the trunk of the car, and he sure as shit isn't going to take him to a hospital.

This has to be a frequent occurrence in his life. With his right hand on Luce's arm, his left on the steering wheel still, his wedding band--it shouts every time it has an audience, shouts not of his love for the woman who put it there but the fact that it's a goddamn lie, that it's for show, because the man has nothing else about him that indicates he is capable of feeling anything for another human being--is occluded.

This is reminiscent of arguments he had with his daughter when she was growing up, before she realized that her asshole of a father was not actually a robot. She could say whatever she wanted to him and he would not react.

The words that come out of Johnny's mouth do not evoke an outward response, but they are the same damn ones his daughter used to throw at him, fuck you Brian, her disrespect as manufactured as his callousness. The young man walks off, leaving blood and anger in his wake, and it isn't unless Luce looks back quickly at him that she can see he looks disgusted.

It's with himself, not with Johnny, but good luck with that distinction.

"Shit," he says, taking his left hand off the wheel and swiping it down his face. His right hand leaves her arm to turn off the engine and undo his seatbelt. He's rushing. "Luce, I am so sorry, I gotta--"

Johnny

[NAH BRIAN JOHNNY IS GONESKIES]

Brian Hayes

[THAT'S WHAT YOU THINK ASSHOLE]

Luce

And that reaction; that sudden Shit from the regimented man's mouth is the first thing that draws her out of the starched, icy immediacy of her paranoia. Her intense awareness of their surroundings, the shadows beyond the kid - the boy - now darting off, weaving through traffic, his blood a trail on the pavement she could follow with her senses shunted and her eyes closed. By instinct, and without thought.

How quickly her eyes change. The pinpricked pupils dilate, softening that sense of dark immediacy to her gaze. Her eyes touch his face; follow the movement of his hand over his features, drop to his right hand as he disengages the seatbelt. There's this pressed smile on her mouth. Not really a smile, wavering rather, but bracing. Meant to push him onward. There are things you have to do.

"Go." - she tells him, with this intensity that matches his rushing haste. This vibrance to it that lives in the space of his self-disgust and his need. The same place that sworn curse came from, but deeper, wider. Wide as the ocean. "I didn't mean - "

- to what is likely lost in Brian's rush. She tucks herself more deeply into the bucket seat, tracking Johnny's weave through the traffic. "There - see?" Even helpfully, as he disentangles himself from the seatbelt. Opens his door and shuts his door. Stays there, sinking into the seat as Brian braves the traffic in Johnny's bloodied wake. Follows his progress through the traffic like a corked bottle bobble on dark swells some moon-laced ocean light.

Then - when he is far enough away that he cannot hear the snick of the passenger's door, pushes it open. Slips out the other side. Nudges it gently closed, and runs the opposite way. Leaving a half-block's worth of footprints from the smear of Johnny's blood through which she tracks, and then nothing. Nothing at all.


Brian Hayes

Luce disembarks from the vehicle, imparting a hug upon the still figure that remains behind the steering wheel with little more than a tensing of musculature at the contact and a wry glance over his shoulder at the pop of the door's latch and the rush of cool night air into the backseat, and Brian cracks the window if only so he can help the rental car to purge its air of the lingering ghosts of clove cigarettes.

It will do no good. The stench, though brief, will linger long after the burgeoning trust the superstitionalist populace has in him has scattered as pellets from a discharged shotgun. With no intent beyond this evening other than to track the difficult-to-track creatures that are suffusing this girl's heart with such fear, tearing flesh from the skeletons of the living and skulking in the shadows like labyrinth-dwelling beasts born from a long-dead mythos, he just sits back and watches the coffee house through the plexiglas.

Truth be told, he cannot remember ever actually smoking a cigarette in his life. He tries, but there are parts of his life that seem flat compared to others. If there was ever a time when he harbored an addiction to anything other than his work, it seems to have been repaired, spackled and repainted, so that it stands out only if one knows where to look. Brian does not know where to look, but he cannot remember when or why he began wearing a nicotine patch.

Like everything else, though, it is a habit.

Without taking his eyes from the scene before him, Brian slithers his cell phone from its holster and rests it on his thigh so he will feel it if it vibrates. The ringer has been silenced. His doors lock with a choking sound, and he waits.

Brian Hayes

[Perc + Alertness DON'T LAUGH]

Dice: 2 d10 TN6 (1, 5) ( botch x 1 )

sigh

[NIPPLE BOTCH]

Brian Hayes

[I FORGOT HE HAD A BOOSTER HANG ON ROLLING ARETE]

Dice: 3 d10 TN4 (3, 9, 10) ( success x 2 )

Brian Hayes

[I CAN'T REMEMBER IF THAT IS +SUCCESSES DICE TO ALERTNESS POOL OR WHAT AND MY PDF IS 400 FEET AWAY SHIT]

Brian Hayes

[OKAY ROLLING ANOTHER 2 DICE PLEASE DO NOT FUCK THIS UP BRIAN]

Dice: 2 d10 TN6 (7, 9) ( success x 2 )

Luce

(Sneak!)

Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (1, 2, 8, 9, 9) ( success x 2 )

Luce

Toreadors do it better. Dif -2 for heightened senses.

Dice: 5 d10 TN4 (3, 4, 5, 6, 9) ( success x 4 )

Luce

Watching.

The streets are damp tonight, from an earlier shower. The sky is cool and gray above the orange haze of the city's native glow. There's something softened at the corners, the first hint of mist coalescing beneath the streetlights. Given them a certain irridescent corona still somehow dirty with the shedding light. The lights from the coffee house - with its big picture windows and its smokers' patio outside - are big, flaring.

In the day those windows would make a show of the sidewalk, letting someone ensconsced in the corner booth curl up and watch ever businessman, every dealer, every prostitute, every street musician, every hustler and every street kid who might happen by over the edge of a book or the plastic lip of a tablet or laptop. Night, is entirely otherwise. The crowd inside so clear through the picture windows, the light blasting, brilliant. Like some sort of fission, some new source of energy.

He has the street sounds, the back and forth between the smokers huddling together against the cool night air, the wash of rain over tires and tires over asphalt. The low roar of a souped-up engine somewhere close as accompaniement, though the people inside look - like puppets, somehow. Like shadows on some paper stage, without voices to make them whole.

She cuts through the knot at the door, turns back to respond to something someone's said to her; a brief, razor brilliance of a smile cast in shadow by her position. Then she turns, casts a sharp look right down the line of the street, steps aside as a couple pushes the interior doors open. This half-frown, and a moment's consideration has her digging into that chic little clutch for some change.

She slips away from the door, somewhat out of the light, and tosses something into the upturned baseball cap of a homeless man slumped between the coffee shop and the tattoo parlor next door. A man so easily overlooked that Brian had not seen him before. Then slips back to the door, pausing long enough to drop her cigarette to the ground. It flares as it falls, then gutters in the puddle by the front door.

There is this small pause just inside that warm, bright space; then a stranger in that corner booth stands up. He's tall; wearing jeans and a blazer over a t-shirt, with a shock of dark hair long enough that he might have a part-time gig posing for romance-novel covers.

She walks toward him; slipping neatly through the crowded tables, her sequined top scattering diamonds of smoke-blue light all around her as she moves.

Even in her heels, he matches her height. When she's close, he reaches for her as if he meant to hug her. She takes his hands instead, clasping them in her own and holding them away from her body. He extricates, reaches for her cheek and jaw, meets with a moment's sharp, tense resistence -

- before she gives, and he bends to brush a faint kiss along the line of her cheekbone. Then, only then, does he pull out her chair - and, reaching down, brushes that fine little strap that has slipped down her shoulder right back up again, as she takes the seat.

A truck washes past; this running noise, the axles, the friction of the tires against the asphalt. It cuts off his view for a stutterstep moment. When it is past, the pair of them are sitting; a waitress leaning over the table to take their orders.

And the homeless man is gone, though the hat remains.

Brian Hayes

Brian is not a genius. What little he manages to accomplish in the way of feats of mental prowess, he is able to accomplish through sheer force of will, it seems, or advancements in science that provide him advantages that he would not have had had he remained in the civilian populace. To say that he has a slew of common sense and street knowledge would be a goddamned lie. Anyone who is able to do anything with a computer could look up his service record, could find traces of his existence on the Internet and in publications from small town newspapers.

He is not a genius, but his eyes brought the presence of a seemingly homeless man outside the cafe into his cognizance, and a moment after the Mack truck has blown past, the man is not there any longer. Though Brian's eyes were watching the interaction between the willowy Luce and the long-haired 'Alex,' his instinct drags his eyes back to the abandoned cap on the sidewalk.

For reasons he could not explain in front of a jury of his peers, Brian draws an uneasy breath and sits up straighter in the driver's seat. With the seatbelt still drawn tight across his lap, he cannot move as easily. His right hand reaches down to undo the harness.

Brian Hayes

[Perc + Alert + Booster, -1 diff because reasons]

Dice: 4 d10 TN5 (2, 2, 5, 7) ( success x 2 )

Luce

There street's chaotic. Some patrons are leaving the café and wandering off in pursuit of slightly more exotic pleasures tonight. Others are just leaving, cutting sharply as they jaywalk across the street. This open band of laughter unbends from the group of smokers at the door, arrives at Brian's cracked window in waves, imperfectly rendered echoes. Strange snippets of conversation.

Inside, Luce and Alex are - flirting. He's heavy handed; that arrogance she mentioned. Sitting too close, reaching for her while she holds herself apart, permitting some of it, pulling back from other assertions with a cool, gleaming sort of smile that says she has dealt with all this before. Not unlike a thousand other awkward first dates starting somewhere in the city.

Then the truck, and the man - gone. The baseball cap left behind. Brian notices this before the knot of kids at the door of the coffee shop. Though one notices quickly, laughing, goes and retrieves the baseball cap. Brian's attention slips from the couple in the shop uneasily, maybe touches on the kid picking up the baseball cap when - there - cutting across the street some twenty feet away, a man in dirty blue coveralls flares briefly too-bright in the sweeping lights of a passing car. He's shaking off something bulky - an old coat? - when the car slams on its breaks.

It nearly hits him. Comes to within a handful of inches of his shins and he turns, washed out features contorting with anger as the couple in the front seat are just beginning to unfreeze from that moment of implacable horror - that awareness that they were this close to killing someone.

His fist contracts. Brian is perhaps the only person looking directly at the plumber (the 'plumber') in just that moment. There's this terrible, sharpened moment where Brian might well be convinced that this stranger is going to slam himself forward into the hood of that car and -

- but no. He masters himself, the plumber, jaw grindingly set and pulls that arm back to himself. The oversized coat is gone, left behind on the pavement. The plumber cuts a diagonal toward the van parked in front of Brian's car.

Brian Hayes

Though he watches, unblinking, Brian does nothing to intervene. This is not the call that he has to answer, is not the reality that concerns him, yet his attention does not remain on Luce interminably because for once, for now, he has faith. What little faith he does have is based on fallacy, perhaps, one of the first of the fallacies being that he can trust a creature he has never met before not to attack the other woman in front of a few dozen people.

It is not until he watches the 'plumber' run out into traffic and nearly punch the hood of an oncoming car that a flickering of Christmas Eve eve comes to him. The presence of several hundred witnesses had not stopped his current target from attacking a teenage boy, from frightening Luce to the point that she did not want the short yet solid federal agent going anywhere near him.

(The notion that his employment is a lie will be shattered in a few weeks when his family name and his title are splashed across the evening news like blood from a severed artery. Tonight, there is still doubt.

Johnny sure as hell didn't help.)

He does not choose to split his attention between the man who is approaching the vehicle directly in front of his own. What he does is watch the other man until he reaches the van, then look back across the street at the coffee house. Should the activity within the warm yet dimly lit cafe be as-was, the 'plumber' is a closer and more immediate danger. He gets Brian's attention.

Luce

The plumber reaches the driver's side of the van; steps on the running board and leans inward, bends over rooting around for something; or tossing something. Brian has a vantage point on the man's legs, the coveralls damp from the wet street and no more.

Then he jumps back down with a solid thunk, now holding one of those blowtorches Brian himself might've used, once. Early in his marriage, fumbling through an instruction booklet on how to unfreeze the pipes, or how to fix solder on the S-joint of the complex of pipes beneath the bathroom vanity.

He slips the torch into place on a brown utility belt he pulls out and begins wrapping around his waist, then slams the driver's door shut with a solid enough thunk that it sends the old van rocking. Circles back to the back doors. Squeezes between Brian's car and the van proper and opens the back doors. It is dark inside, a smear of something on the upholstery near the tailgate that could be oil. Though if the Agent in the rental car behind were to imagine something else, he would not be mistaken.

The plumber shoots a careful look over his shoulder, frowning at the streetscape over the roof of Brian's nondescript sedan. Which is apparently too pedestrian to catch the man's attention, since he narrows eyes on this muscle car parked down the block. There are tools inside. Though they are more of the bludgeoning variety; a sledghammer. An old, rusting shovel. A pair of ladders have been tossed haphazardly into the interior, and Brian can see - if he strains - another pair of plumber's coveralls, stiff with dried blood, too ruined to be of use, tucked admist the detritus inside.

The man picks up a claw-handled hammer, and a large wrench, and slips them into the loops of his workbelt as well. Grabs something else - metallic - and tucks them into a side pocket of his coveralls, then shuts the doors firmly. Looks up, frowning over at the coffee shop, where things continue apace. Where Alex, sitting closer - is briefly pulled away as a waitress returns to their table with all the regalia of real tea, which she procedes to set in front of Luce with a certain ceremony.

Brian Hayes

Without the aid of sensory dampeners, without cloaking devices or true cover of darkness to shield him from onlookers, Brian manages to remain unseen by the man moving about at the back of the van. There is enough of a buffer between their bumpers that the plumber can throw open his back doors and rummage around, but not such that Brian cannot glimpse a disarray that speaks of violence.

That is not oil. None of it is oil. Plumbers do not deal much with artificial lubricants, nor is there any reason why he ought to be wielding a sledgehammer, a shovel. In the driver's seat, Brian slides down lower, as though he can make himself invisible by ducking his shoulders lower than the steering wheel.

Shit. Shit shit shit.

He picks up his cell phone, flipping it open to thumb through his recent calls. The odds of one of them belonging to a dedicated mobile number instead of a pay phone on some corner miles away are slim, yet he finds the one that correlates with the last parlay he'd had with Luce and hits SEND, holding the phone to his ear as he remains hunkered down.

The window is still cracked. If he winds it back up, the motor will make a noise. His voice, likewise, will make noise. Brian waits for an answer to come across the connection, keeping his gaze on the man in front of him; he mouths the sequence of numbers and letters stamped into the license plate to commit it to memory.

Luce

People see what they need to see. The plumber is looking for a biker gang or a mystic; someone that strikes him as having solid threat potential. An ordinary man in an ordinary car on an ordinary street. The plumber frowns down at his reflection is Brian's windshield as the agent flips through his cell phone; circles to the driver's side and taps lightly on the window.

"Hey." There is a bit of a drawl to the man's voice. " - dude in front's got me blocked in. Gotta make a U-turn here in a few. Get the equipment back in the van. You mind backing up a few feet to let me get around ?"

His face a smear in the driver's window. Lingering for just a minute longer, long enough for a yea from Brian before walking toward the driver's side of the van.

--

The phone rings. Rings. Then someone answers, "Harry's Meat Market, what's your beef?" - someone with a New York accent announces into the phone. "Knock it off, Larry!" - from a few feet away, beneath the throbbing bass. "Uh, yeah, anyway. Gumby's! Can I help you?"

Brian Hayes

"Sorry, man, wrong number."

Brian claps his phone closed, silently cursing Luce for her overly judicious caution, and cranks the key in the ignition. The engine turns over, and the console lights awaken; he sits up straight again, already having indicated to the plumber that he would move his damn car, and starts to buckle his belt when the Corolla's sensor chirps at him to do so. It will not stop chirping unless he complies.

The average person will not comply unless it is to cease an annoyance.

It is that dinging reminder that he needs to keep himself safe in the event of a collision that, somehow, has Brian doing the opposite. He checks oncoming traffic, then throws open the driver's side door and steps out of the vehicle. When he approaches the plumber--stopping beyond arm's or hammer's reach--he does so with his hands on his hips, exposing the badge clipped to his hip.

"Yeah, hey, about that equipment..."

Luce

The plumber is standing by the driver's door, waiting. Frowning. Brian climbs out of his Corolla, into the street. The asphalt is damp beneath his feet, and he walks up alongside the van, paint peeling back from its frame here and there. The logo, he'll notice then, in his peripheral vision, with one part of his engaged brain, is spray-painted on and the world plumbing is misspelled as plumping for god's sake.

Miller + Son's Plumping the sign reads.

The man in coveralls is jangling keys, distracted, frowning over at the coffee shop when Brian calls out to him. He turns around, gives Brian this frown that as him flicking a look downwards, stiffening when he sees the badge.

"Shit, dude. I didn't actually mean I was going to do a Uie. I was gonna go around the block - " low and gruff, that drawl. Then, the moment when the mention of equipment registers, a deepening of his frown; another brief glance across the street. " - equipment? There a problem, officer?"

Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (3, 4, 9, 10, 10) ( success x 3 )

Brian Hayes

In the dark, it is difficult to make out the department responsible for the badge, whether he is a state trooper or a city police officer or--worse than both of those--a federal agent, yet its matted gleam in the neon luminescence betrays its authenticity. This is not a prop. Bitten down upon, it would threaten to crack an eyetooth.

"I dunno," he says, staying by his own bumper and maintaining that air of authoritative nonchalance. It's a farce. If the guy moves too quickly, he will either have a gun drawn on him or an aging man with the build of a former and successful athlete tackling him to the ground. "Got a bit of a mess in the back of your van, there. Is there a problem?"

Luce

"Jack of all trades, I am." The plumber returns, with the sort of grin that is meant to be winning. Or ingratiating. The sort poor assholes give to cops. Instead, it just comes off looking pained, as if the muscles he was putting into use had not had such use for months. Years. A fucking lifetime. "Fucking economy. Do some landscaping down at the - arborterrarium."

He has his hands up now, framing his body. The incongruous tools - the hammer, the massive wrench, the blowtorch - swing from his workman's belt as he moves. "Listen, I don't want no trouble. Just trying to finish a job. You know how it is."

--

Inside the coffee shop - movement. Another couple comes out into the cool night air, two men arm in arm. The long-haired Alex is now leaning back in the corner booth, alone, toying with the regalia of the tea. The tea ball and strainer, the teapot, the saucer and spoon and - while the girl winds her way back toward the lady's room. Phone in hand. Alex is squinting, trying to see out through the glass, darkened by the glare of the interior lights.

Brian's phone vibrates with a text. Problem? - from an unfamiliar number with a New York City area code.

Brian Hayes

He left his phone on the seat. Its already-muffled rattle is swallowed by the closed car door, by traffic, by the conversation he is having with the plumber. As he is given not one but three bullshit explanations for the blood, Brian's face remains immobile.

"So you don't mind if I take a look, then?" he asks, as though the guy has a choice. If it is mud, or oil, or anything that might have been caused by landscaping, surely he won't protest. If he is either Miller or Son, surely he cannot be a proud man, driving around the city with a misspelled advertisement as he is.

Luce

The plumber looks up, past Brian's shoulder. Across the street. There's that expression. That crushing burden of sudden - deep, abiding, inhuman - anger crushing across his face. Hands fist at the minds side and then deliberately uncurl. One finger at a time.

"I do mind." The plumber grits out. Scowling at the copy. "I got a job. I'll move the fucking van if its in the way - " still finger his keys. "But for the rest, you got a fucking warrant."



lundi, janvier 30, 2012

After

Luce

There's this strange silence in the aftermath of the sudden burst of violence. The city's ambient hum slowly impresses itself on the shell of quiet. First a siren, distant enough and lonely enough and immediate enough that it can't have been already dispatched. Not even if the mayor's grandmother was frantically dialing 911 in the corner tenement.


"Where are you parked." Luce asks, in that silence, through gritted teeth. She has buttoned up her dark coat to conceal the worst of the damage to her narrow frame, but walks with that slow, centered caution of the wounded in his shadow, refusing to stay behind even if he offers to 'bring the car around.' Maybe she does not trust herself with the man collapsed, wounded, bleeding in the middle of the street. Maybe she is concerned that there are more of them, somewhere close. The calvary come to wreak vengeance since they cannot relieve their comrades.

She says nothing more during the walk; watches with huge, dark, silent eyes as he opens the doors. Levers herself, gingerly, into the passenger's seat with a sharp stream of exhaled air, holding her narrow frame otherwise entirely still. Eyes closed as he takes the driver's side and the city lurches into motion around them. Still and silent as if he stops back in front of the strip club to clean up whatever he can and will before some dispatcher, somewhere, takes pity on the immigrant grandmother in the corner apartment and sends a patrolman to investigate her report of gunfire, an hour or three later.



Serge Carlock

The clean up itself was quick and efficient, anything incriminating had been picked up and dumped in the back of the blacked out black cadillac. Despite her pain, Luce would find herself rather comfortable in the plush leather interior of the older vehicle, and thankfully she would not be bleeding all over that fine interior. She might watch Serge for a few moments through the windows as he works thoroughly and efficiently until he deems it suitable to leave. With that point reached, he steps back into the vehicle and drives.

They leave the local neighbourhood in silence, Serge driving onward towards the edge of the tenderloin itself with a careful and watchful gaze to and fro about the neighbourhood as he drove, carefully watching for signs of pursuit, which thankfully there is none. When they come to a quiet spot on the edge of the Tenderloin, a quiet stretch of industrial sprawl he stops the vehicle and looks at Luce.

"Are you ready to extract the buckshot Marie Helene?" He asks slowly, his gaze falling upon her still form.

Luce


The creature is sitting forward by then, forearms braced on her thighs, her spine defining a convex curve, the sharp delineations of her vertebrae faintly evident, even through the layers of t-shirt and hoodie and jacket. The seatbelt is pulled across her body, distended to its greatest length by the curl of her body, and then only because it was necessary to stop the insistent beeping of the car's demanding electronics.

When they pull to a stop, she sits up as if she were surfacing from some great depths, blinks as she turns in a slow survey of the deserted industrial neighborhood. Her features are largely hidden by the deep hood pulled forward over her golden hair, but she lifts her chin, then, pushing it back as she reaches between them, depressing the latch and allowing the lap belt to reel itself back across her body.

Her pale eyes are dark, brightened by the reflection of the dashboard lights, only just. She shakes her head no and gives him a taut, wan half-smile. More tooth than lip, that - though the teeth are dull and human, thank whatever gods you will. "No." That wan smile quickens, briefly, around the word. "Though there's not much choice, is there. Will you give me a hand." And she holds out her left wrist, so that he can grab the cuff of her jacket and help her peel it off her body, without much help from her presently useless of right arm.


Serge Carlock

Serge nods, taking a moment to look at her clothing, and almost seems of the mind to simply cut it off rather then enforcing any kind of pain inducing situation by its slow and casual removal, the clothing was after all...already ruined. But she seemed insistent on the removal in that way, to peel it from her rather then to cut it off and so he slides over and moves to assist her with the removal.

"I have medical tools in the trunk...if you give me a moment once we have your wound clear. we can use them, instead of our fingers to remove the shot." He suggests as he brings the jacket to the point where he knows any further will hurt.

He looks Luce in the eyes, or at least where he assumed her eyes were at this point and indicated to the jacket. "On three.." He said calmly before starting a slow count.

"one.....two....three." At that point he quickly removed the coat the rest of the way, stripping it from her form as quickly as possible.

Luce

When he seeks her eyes, he finds them. She looks at him with a raw directness, the sort that might pass for trust in their world. Or, more likely - recklessness. Her own gaze is steady through the pain, which she seems intent on swallowing, on holding somewhere in the core of her body.

Until, of course, he makes it to three. She isn't a soldier. Just a monster, and she makes a sharp, clear, strangled noise as she lifts her right arm far enough for Serge to pull the her coat off her body. The process has to be repeated with the cheap cotton hoodie underneath, though this time she asks him to hold the waistband first as she unzips it, before peeling it off. Underneath, she's wearing a thin cotton t-shirt, vaguely pink, with I Eat Vegans in dark fushia lettering. And holds at the shoulder and flank. The latter clean - his stray shot, through and through - the former an ugly scatter of buckshot, blood and bone.

The clothes were the only thing giving her narrow frame bulk. She is a slight, stark thing, hunger haunted and still. And still breathing, as if it mattered.

He has medical tools in the trunk, he tells her. This time, her smile is close-mouthed, tight. It does not reach her eyes, which glitter faintly in the dark, but it lingers at the corners of her mouth.

"You're quite prepared, aren't you." Sharply exhaled at the end. "For every eventuality. I think that would be best. Thank you."

Serge Carlock

"I find it best to be prepared, in particular for damages that might be taken by myself or others." He offers simply as he takes in Luces form, almost surprised by the sheer...lack of her. She was barely there, almost emaciated in her existence, and somehow that was not apparent when she wore dresses or anything more fanciful, it was only here in the stark, harsh reality of their situation that it became apparent.

He unlocked the car doors then and stepped from the vehicle, giving Luce time with her thoughts, and her pain as he moved to the trunk and unlocked it with a heavy thud of metal. It would be several moments before Serge returned with a small, but comprehensive first aid kit. In his hands was the most pertinent piece of equipment, a pair of needle nose medical pilers, specifically designed to remove bullets and bullet fragments.

He slid within the cab of the car once more, closing the door so as to muffle the sound that would surely escape Luces lips soon and set down the kit. "I am certain that you are not prepared for this." He said as he held up the pliers and turned on the cars interior lights so that he could see better.

"But the sooner we accomplish this...the sooner you can heal."

Luce

Jacket and hoodie are discarded in the backseat. The car rocks faintly as Serge climbs out of the driver's side, and again as he gathers his supplies from the trunk. Were he to glance up, he might see her moving, sharply at certain points, turning in the passenger's seat to stare out of the window at the dim corridors of the old industrial neighborhood.

When he returns, switches on the overhead lights, sorting through the medical pliers from the kit in his truck, she has removed the t-shirt as well. Pulled it, half-torn, from the narrow definition of her torso. She has a model's spare frame, not a pin-up's - so there, the lone tapered line of her pale back, the pinpointed definition of her elegant spine, the curl of her ribs, the sharp wings of her scapulae all have the immediate physical elegance of one of the old master's sculptures, as if she had been hewn out of marble rather than born of flesh. Except for the ragged lines of her blood-laced though not bleeding wounds.

She is nude from the waist up, then. Hair coiled at the base of her neck beginning to come undone. Though some instinct toward modesty has her covering her small breasts with her left forearm, abducted across her body. When he climbs back into the front seat, turns on the stark wash of the overhead light, she shoots him a dark, unreadable glance over the curve of her (uninjured) left shoulder. Mouth just open, breathing soft and inhumanly steady.

"I know." She affirms; this sharp little lift of her chin in his direction. Another taut twist of her mouth by way of acknowledgment. "Do you need - " Her eyes drop from his face to the medical pliers; she loses the train of her thought and her eyes and mouth go still. Then, a sweeping glance upward. "I'll try not to scream. Which way should I face?"

Serge Carlock

Perhaps thankfully, when Serge climbs back into the front seat of his car he regards Marie Helene with no more interest then that of someone who doing what was necessary, in this case, prying chunks of metal from a fellow. He did not stare at her body, did not try to sneak a glimpse at her breasts. Though wether this is due to an overt use of willpower is unknowable unless she seeks to divine more from his neutral gaze then he lets on.

She gives him an unknowable look, he raises a brow ever so briefly, meeting her gaze as she continued to breath, Serge for his part, had given up on such pretences, his gaze stark and unmoving, his breathing having fallen still, the only thing remaining was a gentle warmth to his skin, the last remaining vestiges of blood he had pushed to the surface to warm him...just incase.

"Relax your neck as much as possible...and remain looking forward. A natural posture will aid the removal." He says as he brings up the pliers and considers something for a few moments and reaches into the medical pack and pulls out a medical mouth guard...sealed and contained he strips it out of its packaging, offering it to her.

"If you would prefer...if not...we should begin, I apologize...I am not the most...skilled of surgeons." He said as he leaned in close, and put the pliers to the wound of her arm.

Luce

Luce keeps her chin high, this regal posture made taut by her evident pain. The stark flare of tendons in her neck; the clear contraction of her right arm, curled against her body, the patent tension in the long curve of her trapezius, the sharp cut of her clavicle, forward, the ugly, raw scattering of buck shot in her dead flesh.

The overhead light has her pupils contracting, but her usually pale eyes are still darker, somehow - that withheld emotion; the force of will it takes to hold herself still, against the pain. Or perhaps, worse - the vulnerability.

Relax your neck he tells her, and she flicks him a look. Mouth curls - so briefly - wry. "Okay," she says through that, the irony seeping into her tone is so faint, and mostly substrate. Her eyes drop from his as he goes seeking the mouthguard in his medical kit, a lifting look of query a moment later as he offers it to her, confusion evident until he shows her the shape of the mouthguard and she mouths "Oh," without voicing it. Reaching out with her left arm to take it and slip the guard into her mouth.

Whatever resolution she made to follow his directions - relax your neck - disappears with the cold touch of the pliers against her skin. Which is warm enough it feels almost human. She tenses up, unthinkingly, and reaches out to brace her left hand against the arm rest, long fingers curling into the leather. Modesty, it seems, forgotten. The soft swell of her breasts - on an otherwise boyish, narrow frame - rising and falling, just so, with each breath she takes. Perhaps she's simply reassured by his spare efficiency. His refusal to allow his gaze to stray from the work at hand.

He begins to apologize, offers this explanation about his lack of skill. She's quiet, mouth fixed around the guard, but she gives him a sharp shake of her head meant to cut off the explanation. The need for an apology. Or absolve him before it begins.

Serge Carlock

Serge kept his gaze from her small but pert bosom, even as her hand fell to the arm rest, seeking succour from the pain in the grip the sturdy construct would give her. There is a slight downturn of his lips as her body tenses with the cold feel of surgical steel against her warm flesh and he shakes his head ever so slightly, not that it would be easy for anyone to resist, to remain relaxed. Such things were for hero's, warriors, or for those so damaged that pain was a thing of the past.

She shook her head, no longer able to speak, cutting him off and as she does Serge pursed his lips momentarily, the ice grey gaze of his eyes taking in the woman with a moments curiosity, the scar tissue on his left cheek twitching momentarily before he nodded.

"Then let us begin." He said as he took hold of her shoulder with his one free hand...and sank the business end of the pliers into her flesh, beginning the painful task of removing the invasive shards of buck shot.

[Dex+Medicine]

Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (3, 3, 5, 5, 8, 9, 10) ( success x 3 ) Re-rolls: 1

Luce

Willpower

Dice: 4 d10 TN6 (1, 2, 4, 6) ( fail )

Luce

There's something grotesque about it all, stark and clinical in the deep shadows cast by the overhead light in the front seat. The sounds of the city are cut off, windows closed, doors locked. Just the faint murmur of traffic on some thoroughfare in the middle distance insinuates itself as an ambient hum in the air. He begins the tedious painful work of fishing the buckshot from the mangled wound on her shoulder; she closes her eyes, bracing herself more tightly as the pliers invade the wound.

- and then she begins to shake, this low-level tremor that opens from somewhere in the middle of her spine. Quite against her will. She bites down, hard, on the mouthguard, grinding her teeth together as if she could somehow stop the tremors by contracting every muscle in her body. Then she makes a soft cry that resolves itself into a gasp of pain, sharply indrawn.

They don't stop, the noises, not when her eyes fly open, staring starkly over his shoulder. NOt when she screws them shut again. Not when she wills herself to close her mouth and not open it through the count of ten. She throws her head back, so the crowd of her pale head is braced against the headrest. Each breath comes in sharp little contractions. "I'm sorry - " she manages to gasp out, head back, eyes open, staring at the ceiling. Blood at the corners of her eyes, welling but not yet falling. "I can't stop. Please keep going."

Willpower again!

Dice: 4 d10 TN6 (2, 2, 3, 8) ( success x 1 )

samedi, janvier 28, 2012

Backslash

Backslash

Backslash had only been in the city a few hours. He had a contact, and a destination. Cartier had been happy enough to share that information. But now that he was here, he realized what a stupid idea this had all been, and it showed all over his face. Shuffling up to the fifth 'blonde-haired, blue-eyed, tall and thin' woman in the last 20 minutes, he grimaced, sighed, and tried again. "Uh, Luce?"

Luce

Perhaps the fifth time is the charm. This tall, thin blonde has just arrived in the warm little coffee shop tucked in the busy Union Square shopping district. She's dressed in fitted black jeans, black boots, and a crisp gray-and-black military style jacket, over a handful of layers - a heather gray cashmere cardigan, and a softly pink t-shirt. I Eat Vegans, the t-shirt declares. Decipherable, really, only if one spends some time staring at her chest. She's pulling off leather gloves, tucking them into the side pocket of a messenger bag she has slung across her body, pale brows faintly narrowed as she frowns over the half-empty space.

Then Backslash approaches her; her pale eyes flicker up and down, a certain stillness in the steady gaze.

Luce?

The stillness lasts a half-second longer. A deliberately delayed recognition.

"Cartier's friend?"

Time has softened her accent to near-insubstantiality, but it is there, underneath her tone. Then, this brief, supple curve to her glossed mouth.

" - are you really called Backslash?"

Backslash

There was a flicker of relief and a tensing of apprehension in the recognition by this one. His own clothes - baggy bottomed cargo pants and a dark hoody sporting block lettering "OCCUPY THIS" - seemed to be inadequate in comparison. Fidgeting as he came under the woman's scrutiny, Backslash grinned at the question, then dropped his gaze to his shoes, his smile gone when his eyes popped back up. They didn't meet hers.

"Yeah, Cartier's friend. Yeah, Backslash. It's...a long story, and not a very interesting one."

Backslash seemed to shrink away physically, as though he didn't know quite where to go from there. Instead, he seemed content to let the awkward conversation marinate in its own, well, awkwardness.

Luce

Luce has spent too much time around - others, lately. Not vampires. He averts his eyes from her own and there's this subtle bristling, a certain way she squares her shoulders that passes a moment later. A brief, sharp exhale, and the faint curve of her mouth - changes minutely. Becomes rather more wry.

"Well," another flashing head-to-toe scrutiny, though it is more watchful than judgmental. This fine sort of irony. " - don't we make a pair.

"Why don't you grab a table," lifting her chin toward the half-deserted interior. A brief quickening of her mouth. "I'll buy coffee so we've reason to be in here."

Backslash

"Heh." The laugh was forced, but not drawn out. "Yeah, ok." There was no more sign of comfort in her conversational companion. The more she watched him, the more he squirmed. "Wouldn't mind having something to warm my hands, thanks." He seemed rejuvenated by the chance to get away from the beautiful woman though, his shoulders squaring, and his head no longer bowed. Shoving his hands in his pocket, he set out in search of a table.

After a quick canvass, he found what he was looking for - a small table on the edge in the shadow of the overhanging roof. Picking up one of the seats, he positioned it in the shadows, his back to a corner of the building. Sitting, he tipped the chair back and waited for the woman to return. He seemed far more comfortable being in the dark than he had in the open.

Luce

She's gone for five minutes. Maybe more. Long enough that Backslash can begin to enjoy the anonymity of the dark corner he's chosen for himself, back against the wall, a view of the street and the shop itself opening from his position. Lingering at the counter while the barista makes the drinks they cannot consume, her polished nails tapping impatiently at the counter, pale blue eyes flicking over the other patrons, in the place as she waits.

When the drinks are up, she drops a rather generous tip into the tip-jar, picks up the drinks, and weaves her way - sinuous and sure - back through the half-empty tables, toward table he has chosen. Sets his drink down in front of him, then her own. Then lifts the strap of her messenger bag over her torso and tucks the bulk of it against her chair. Three little pins are fixed on the strap. He has time, perhaps, to decipher a Woody Guthrie quote on the topmost (This machine kills fascists), and the gothic lettering on the middle button. (Thy Fearful Symmetry - which makes her either a fan of William Blake or some mediocre midwestern goth-metal band.)

The creature's hair is a golden blonde, pulled sharply back from fine, sculpted features. Her eyes a pale blue, though they darken as she joins him at the shadowed table. She has the tall, boyish frame of a model, narrow and sharp, a certain edge to her prettiness that feels anything but plastic. And when she looks at him, there is an uncomfortable directness in her eyes. Even when she remembers her manners and avoids eye contact, her frank gaze lingers on that anonymous face he has drawn over his own. Refuses him - almost instinctually - the anonymity he seeks.

"Backslash." This faint huh of amusement spared for his name. " - dare I ask what brings you to San Francisco? Running from something? Too something? Maybe you just like the Mediterranean climate?"


Luce

She's gone for five minutes. Maybe more. Long enough that Backslash can begin to enjoy the anonymity of the dark corner he's chosen for himself, back against the wall, a view of the street and the shop itself opening from his position. Lingering at the counter while the barista makes the drinks they cannot consume, her polished nails tapping impatiently at the counter, pale blue eyes flicking over the other patrons, in the place as she waits.

When the drinks are up, she drops a rather generous tip into the tip-jar, picks up the drinks, and weaves her way - sinuous and sure - back through the half-empty tables, toward table he has chosen. Sets his drink down in front of him, then her own. Then lifts the strap of her messenger bag over her torso and tucks the bulk of it against her chair. Three little pins are fixed on the strap. He has time, perhaps, to decipher a Woody Guthrie quote on the topmost (This machine kills fascists), and the gothic lettering on the middle button. (Thy Fearful Symmetry - which makes her either a fan of William Blake or some mediocre midwestern goth-metal band.)

The creature's hair is a golden blonde, pulled sharply back from fine, sculpted features. Her eyes a pale blue, though they darken as she joins him at the shadowed table. She has the tall, boyish frame of a model, narrow and sharp, a certain edge to her prettiness that feels anything but plastic. And when she looks at him, there is an uncomfortable directness in her eyes. Even when she remembers her manners and avoids eye contact, her frank gaze lingers on that anonymous face he has drawn over his own. Refuses him - almost instinctually - the anonymity he seeks.

"Backslash." This faint huh of amusement spared for his name. " - dare I ask what brings you to San Francisco? Running from something? Too something? Maybe you just like the Mediterranean climate?"

Backslash

Backslash grinned briefly, then realizing it, wiped it off his face. He made eye contact briefly, then dropped his eyes to the table. His fidgeting hands found the drink, and though it wasn't cold, he wrapped his hands around it like he was in a colder climate.

"People who run from things are usually more interesting than I am. Or at least they tend to do stuff. Ya know, in public. I'm more of a homebody. Always wanted to come to California though. Silicon Valley is about my pace."

He shrugged, still looking at the drink, useless aside from the slight warmth it was imparting. His eyes suddenly rose to meet her gaze. Suddenly the meek gamer geek in front of him showed a flash of inner strength. "What do you do here?" The question let, his will apparently gave out, and he dropped his eyes again.

Luce

"Me?" - the question has her mouth carving into a half-smile, which seems both distinctive and private. Her tapered little chin rises minutely as he meets her gaze, and that directness sharpens, pupils contracting as she focuses on him. The fine muscles framing her eyes tense as she looks from one of his illusory eyes to the other, just so. Then a sidelong glance away, toward the dark street, the late night shoppers. "I try to stay out of the way."

There's a certain - confidential - sense to her body language. She glances over her shoulder, surveying the tables around them before she leans closer. Tipping her head toward him. "Quite frankly, I recommend that in general. We haven't the most stable governance here in San Francisco. Though if you can keep your head down, the city does have other charms."

Backslash

The coy response drew a smirk from the shy young man across the table.

If her style was confidential, his was classified. There was no sense that he wanted her to even remember him when he left, though the very act of his concealment probably made him that much more memorable. Still, it was clear from his constant fidgeting and lack of social skills that he was not comfortable here. Still, he didn't seem to be making any move to hurry the conversation.

Her last statement brought interest to Backslash's face in the form of a raised eyebrow. Still unable to meet the gaze of the woman at the table, he nonetheless was able to sit up a little straighter in his seat. "I'll admit, I don't know much about what's going on here. Not a lot of info crosses the desert to Vegas. I'd be in your debt if you could give me an idea of what I might be getting into."

Luce

She takes a breath. There's this: she always takes a breath, breathes throughout their conversation quite as regularly as any human woman. As if oxygen were still somehow necessary to the function of her long-dead body. So: she takes a breath, and holds it, eyes dropping to his mouth as that smirk makes its way across his features. She's always wondered how well such masks telegraph the expressions underneath. How it feels to have another skin layered over one's own and her eyes linger on his mouth, long after the smirk has vanished.

Perhaps she can see through it. Some of them can; but there's no particular expression of revulsion on her fine features. Just a certain wariness creeping in at the corners of her eyes. The twist of her mouth, until she exhales.

"The Prince." Her voice is low, pale eyes on his face. " - prefers to be called a Queen. And the Queen does not like gossip. There are a handful of others in the city; nearly all have been pressed into service as the leaders of their respective blood, regardless of need or ability.

"I would not be surprised to see you named first among your brood, should you come to her particular attention. She likes to have a puppet court. And if you value your neck, you'll bob and weave when plays with your sticks, I think.

"I do. I declined Primogen and she named me Harpy." A brief, narrow smirk. "Not that there's anything to gossip about. The Queen despises rumors."

Backslash

His smirk disappeared when she mentioned the Queen. It was replaced by a look of revulsion at the idea that he would be named Primogen. This was replaced in short order with a look of horror when she revealed her position. The fidgeting was back in force. He crossed his arms, clamping his arms in his armpits in an attempt to get control of his actions again.

"Sorry, I uh...didn't know I was talking to the media. But I'm not really...cut out to be, ya know Eldest. Any way you know of to get out of it? And keep my neck. That's relatively important."

Luce

He gives her a look of horror and has to clamp his hands in his armpits to stop fidgeting; and she flashes him a suddenly wide, vaguely feral sort of smile. This flash of perfect white teeth behind perfectly glossed lips, her chin rising in this way that shows off the smooth white architecture of her throat against the dark collar of her wool jacket.

"Probably the worst gossip columnist, ever. I gained the job because she wanted to spite me after I successfully weaseled my way out of the being made a member of her privy council."

She huffs a laugh, then closes her mouth around the next one that comes. Swallows it back, the feral smile subsumed into this closed-mouth smirk. Pale brows arc over pale, gleaming eyes. Still, the look she gives him is not unkind.

"So you see, if I had any successful strategies for avoiding responsibility - or, and this I think is the most important point - the illusion of responsibility, I would have already employed them on my own behalf. I suppose, you should keep your head down, try not to draw her attention to yourself. Mind, she only calls us to attend her once a season or so. Perhaps you'll be able to recruit someone else to push into her path before we're next summoned."

Backslash

The near-pleading in his demeanor shrunk away once her bad news was delivered. He seemed to melt, slumping in his seat as his scrunched features mirrored the thoughts likely flying through his head.

"I don't suppose there's any possibility of just, ya know, refusing is there? Or maybe I should ask what the penalties are for something like that. Anyone I can hide behind, any other jobs I can do, something like that." Something apparently occurred to him, and his eyes went wide. "Son of a bitch, I'm the only one here?" He froze, his eyes slowly moving to the woman across from him, apparently only now aware that his vulgar outburst may not be well received by this Harpy.

Luce

"I haven't met any." She returns, quite immediately, with a faint, wintry smile that can do nothing to reassure him. "Though, they might well be waiting out Her Royal Highness down in some deep warren I'll never access for fear it would ruin my boots. So I won't swear by the report."

Then that cool little smile stills on her mouth; drains from her features as he freezes. She expels a stream of air, taps a perfectly lacquered nail (burnt orange, the enamel, gleaming with lights reflected from the coffee shop) on the plastic cap of her mug of tea.

"Darling. I don't bite." This, to that frozen look. Her mouth twists again. A cool sort of rue. " - not our kind, in any case. And Cartier's been a friend to me when I've required one. As much as we ever are. I prefer frankness to flattery, at least from those I like. And thus far, your reaction to your potential once-and-future promotion mirrored mine. Precisely, with slightly less fidgeting.

"If you take my meaning. We're all prisoners here."

Backslash

"Eesh, charming. Can't wait to meet Her Highness." The sarcasm was apparent. He allowed his right arm loose so he could chew on his thumbnail. "For the record, it's your bark that scares me, not your bite. Harpies are people I usually give a wide berth. No offense. Maybe I can be useful enough to you to keep out of your reports." He smiled wanly, the prospect clearly not tickling his fancy. "Time will tell." Cutting off sharply, he glanced up at the Harpy. An awkwardly-tossed ball into her court.

Luce

"When you do, bow and scrape as best you can. Wear your best suit," she returns, a lingering, ironic sort of smile curved around the words. "Say as little as you possibly can, and agree with everything she says. If you keep that in mind, I'm sure it will go swimmingly.

"Though perhaps you'll escape scrutiny for some time. Do you know, I've been here for months, and only met her last week. Bit of a reprieve, for you."

Then, a low - sharp - little laugh. Her bark not her bite. Luce picks up her mug of cooling tea and tips it to him. "Touché." The right corner of her glossed mouth crawling higher than the left. "On both counts. Time will tell and we have nothing but.

"Tonight, though, I have a ticket to the ballet and a late dinner-date." This sharp little smile, for the last, as she bends over to nudge her messenger bag out from beneath the table. The sharp, wet sound of a zipper being undone, then she is sitting up again, lifting the long strap over her torso with her left hand as she offers him a small card with her right.

"We should talk again. Soon. I answer that number more quickly than I do electronic mail."

The card is an ordinary business card. It says, simply:

L. Stillwell
(212) 555-5555

"Do give me a call when you're settled in. Would you."


Backslash

Watching her get ready to leave, it was the first time that night that Backslash hadn't been fidgeting uncontrollably. He accepted the card, absently tucking it into one of the plethora of pockets attached to his pants. "Will do. Thanks for agreeing to meet. Have a nice dinner-date. We'll be in touch."

Giving her the opportunity to 'make an exit,' he waited until she'd left before slinking off into the shadows. He retrieved a ratty bag from behind a dumpster in a nearby alley, slung it over his shoulder and wandered contentedly toward the more dangerous parts of this new town.

samedi, janvier 21, 2012

Bound.

Luce

She called on one of those gray days in the mid-week, Tuesday, or Wednesday. The days that soften and lose definition - work and work and work, or school and school and school - except for those who have neither to which they must attend. From the same number on the little linen calling card she left on the lacquered cover of his piano, a 212 area code. New York, New York.

Left a voice mail, late at night - sometime after midnight but before the bars begin to close - her low voice close to the receiver, but backgrounded by the low thrum of bass and the clink of glasses.

About our conversation the other night. I found something for you to see. Let me know an evening you might be available, and I'll make arrangements. Au revoir.

--

The directions take them out of San Francisco proper, across the bay. Through the seedy collapse of the city of Oakland, into the city of Berkeley, which has an entirely different feel. Through the streets lined with vegan restaurants and artists' co-ops, past the bars and boutiques catering to the university population, into the university campus itself. The green quads and the brickfronted classroom buildings, the façades crawling with ivy. As bucolic as any New England campus, with the added exoticism of the odd palm tree on the grounds.

It is well-past the hour when classes are held, and although the commercial streets close to campus are still well-populated at this hour with students doing a bit of early-week bar-hopping, the campus itself is dark and green and still. Just the odd co-ed scurrying across campus from some late night study group to some purposeful assignation. The street is just two lanes, winding past an ultimate frisbee field, beneath a huge memorial fountain, under a slender brick clocktower, rising, eventually, to a parking lot tucked beneath another of those vaguely-Tudor brick buildings that has won itself a sweeping, modernist addendum - a stark swirl of glass and concrete.

The parking lot is drenched in shadow, and nearly deserted, but commands a fairly sweeping view of Berkeley itself, and of course, San Francisco glittering across the bay. There's a little white Chevette in in the far corner, and a green Prius that seems marooned in the skirt of light shed by the streetlight in the middle of the lot.

It's cooler up here, exposed to the wind, a damp fog slowly coalescing beneath the soft white lights illuminating the walkways meandering through the dark green campus. Luce is perched on a bench near the steps leading up to the building - Corbly Hall - one of the signs names it. Seated on the spine, her feet on the seat, her attention on the horizon. San Francisco like a jewel in the dark, the bridges connecting it across the bay ablaze with arterial light. Still, when the low rumble of the engine cuts through the ambient urban hum, or the sweep of the sedan's headlights casts her in sharp contrast to the soft dark all around, she pulls herself away from the view, slips down easily from the bench, and walks down the sidewalk to meet him.

Zazh

The message would be left on a phone briefly ignored, in favour of a negotiation with a young fellow on the stock exchange. His suit was a second skin, discharged only in the name of personal hygiene, sexual recreation and the occasional dry-cleaning habit. The man's cuffs were the only dusty part about him and only then plagued white from the remnants of the line he'd railed moments ago.

Good Shit

Was the common line offered, followed by a goofy grin. To which the reply was almost always a cool smile from behind Sunglasses and a

"The product is never anything short. Be sure you tell your friends that."

The deal would seal with something like precision and no sooner would his hand dip out for a shake then it would vanish into his pocket for the buzzing phone he'd left forgotten momentarily. It would take the space of leaving the meeting behind, down the elevator from the thirtieth floor and to the car door where Crosby waited, for him to listen to the message and consider a reply.

* * * *

She meets him on the sidewalk.

The Trip here has been nothing but phone calls. The divider is up between him and Crosby and nothing but a location to punch into the GPS is given before Zazh devolves into several long conversations on a cheap piece of cellular technology. His attention seems wholly riveted the necessary spectacle of his 'duties' performed and thus the backdrop and landscapes they are passing are left to wander past his window without perception.

It isn't until they are at the curb, slowing to a crawl that becomes a stop, that Zazh's attentions finally leap out into the darkness to find the slender blonde moving through the low gleam of campus lighting, upon walk-ways made for ease and comfort.

The door creeps open and Zazh steps out with the snapping of the phone shut and a smoothing of bristled edges. His features climb down from something that might have been anger, or simply irritation and he dusts down the long coat that hides the charcoal suit, black undershirt and sharp red tie. A favourite amongst his 'business attire' it would seem.

He slips the door shut, the passenger side window crawling down to allow him to peek inward. A murmured set of instructions for Crosby then, something about 'Roger and Martinez' and '...a quick round up' before the window is sliding back up and Zazh is turning to regard the blonde upon approach. His hair has been trimmed once more to military shortness, while the goatee has been steadily thicker. A dark brown, threatening a dull black. He does not smile so much as he lessens in stoicism upon seeing Luce, stepping forward to receive her with a courteous and seemingly comfortable, settling of fingers to either hip and a kiss to either cheek.

"I admit-" He murmurs, as he pulls away "-of all the places to find tastes that follow your pallet, Oakland was hardly high on my guess list." He glances around what little of the campus they can glean from the sidewalk proper.

"...University's fail to inspire much in me beyond nostalgia for college level conquests and TA flings, I'm afraid."

Luce

Standing there, waiting - a dark handful of long, slender shadows cast back from her tall frame by the soft, fog-bound lights scattered about the parking lot and greenspace - hands sweetly held behind her back, for god's sake, she looks like she belongs here tonight, does Luce. In the quiet parking lot of a college campus, commanding a view of San Francisco across the bay. Waiting for an older man in a dark car.

Dressed in a pleated skirt - dark gray - with an asymmetrical line to it and a pair of silver zippers that seem to spiral around the garment, without apparent purpose beyond decoration. In thigh-high stockings and solid black ankle-boots laced tightly around her ankles. The stockings end just where the hem of the skirt falls, showing off a creamy inch or two of thigh here and there as she moves. A glittering black bag - metallic, somehow - on a gunmetal chain is slung carelessly across her body, and rests against her right hip.

Over that, a series of layers - the topmost a gray-and-black military style jacket, the bottommost a clinging cotton t-shirt in a nearly translucent pink with some logo on it - I Eat Vegans - it may be deciphered as, eventually. She has a scarf wrapped several times - quite loosely - around her neck, spilling down the length of her torso, in varying colors of gray, pink, the odd bit of orange, shot through with glimmering threads of silver and gold. Her hair is up tonight, softly bound into a knot on the back of her head, a pair of elastic bands holding a few flyaway strands back from the sharp, clear lines of her face.

"Zazh." Waiting to greet him, quite patiently, as he imparts his instructions to Crosby, then murmuring his name with this deliberate note of quiet pleasure in her voice, the corners of her red mouth just quirking upward with that - ever-so-faint - easing of his posture as he approachs her.

"Mmm." She leans into him to return the pair of kisses, one to either cheek, just so, left hand steepled briefly on the breast of his charcoal suit, as if for balance. The brush of her mouth is cool; her skin smells like her cigarettes and the clean wash of night wind, this close. Her perfume a sharp, defining arctic note beneath it all. "A bit out of your way, and your domain, I confess it - but if none of the pieces we see tonight are to your taste, well. You'll let me know how I can make the distraction up to you, won't you?"

"Come," and so, takes his arm if he offers it to her, and begins leading him up the stairs to Corbly Hall. Which also purports to house the Birke Art Gallery and the Janice Edwards Performance Space, if the tasteful little signs wrapped in ivy flanking the walk and stairs can be trusted. "I have made some of my favorite discoveries at student shows. Mind, you have to be willing to suffer through a few heavy-handed political statements, certain recitations and recreations of things you've seen a thousand times before. But I've separated the wheat and chaff for you. Which makes it quite nearly painless, hmm?"


Zazh

"Mmmm, whatever entertainments proceed us tonight I'm sure I will find comfortable enough. If not, I've my own methods for introducing enjoyment."

It sounds almost like a threat on his tongue, Zazh indeed, providing an arm for Luce to link into as they begin to scale the concrete steps. His hands are gloved, form fitting and black, free limb brushing down the front of his jacket which sits as near to closed as one can get without buttoning.

"I admit to a little curiosity, however. Student life often appeals to the greatest of sufferings for rich reward. Often at the expense of fitting in and losing your touch. The gain is usually left off to the wayside as a future potential or possibility. One Night stands and elevator trysts aside, I'm sceptical." He glances across the landscape of the Campus as they wander, eyes dimming slightly as they pass beneath each glowing bulb of illumination.

"...And yes, colour me pleased for the...refinement-" His mouth stretches wide on the edge of 'fine' "-of whatever discoveries you've made. You know my tastes do not run without the arthouse community. Listening to a bunch of prattling students would hardly constitute anything more than a Bullseye for me to aim at-" Briefly wistful, as if that thought had not been sudden but pondered several times in the past. His gaze travels the campus still and he lights on a pair of young co-eds, wandering a different path nearby, their smiles and laughter indicative of a conversation about some professor or other. Zazh's gaze lingers for a moment on the curves of the closer in the pair before returning forward to their direction, unabashed and unapologetic per usual.

"What sort of themes and motifs should I be looking forward to? Or rather...what sorts should I be looking to free from the prison of opinion?"

Luce

That promise, or threat, has her casting him a sharp little glance, her features in cheated profile, eyes dark from the deep shadows. A certain searching stillness, minute and clear, a brief, sharpened tension in her body at his side; shoulders straightening, her hand tightening against his forearm. All in stutterstep, no more than that, before she eases back into her lean frame, the sinuous certainty of her tall body with murmured, "Of that I have no doubt." The searching study of his profile continues unabashed for the last little flight of three or four steps, then darts away as they reach the building proper.

"Elevator trysts, Zazh? I always preferred the library. The stacks or the study carrels. The tension of trying to stay silent when you just have to make noise. Always on the verge of being caught."

The front doors are locked at this hour, of course - she has a key. An electronic one she fishes from one of the crisp little pockets of her jacket and waves haphazardly in front of the security censor. Then, with a faint frown of irration when it does not respond immediately, repeats the swipe twice over until the damned thing hums its recognition and buzzes them through.

They are in this constructed atrium attached to the older building, this sweep of concrete and glass that offers clear views of the dark campus beyond. Clear enough that Zazh can enjoy the view of his co-eds quite until they disappear from view. The lights are low at this hour, turned down to conserve energy, but the place has the sort of quiet, mechanical hum of a building at rest about it. There are bulletin boards full of ads everywhere, for drink specials, for ride shares, for rooms to let, for auditions for that play or this short film, soliciting volunteers for this psych experiment or that tutoring programme or this intramural women's competitive dominoes team. This sheen of activity, made tawdry by the emptiness of the space. Or the sheer fucking expectation of it all.

"Fine," she returns, when he dismisses the students, all at a go. Something indulgent in her voice, rich with amusement. Perhaps even affection. "They prattle, like fools. They've discoveyred everything anew. Solipsism or existentialism or the gospel of Thomas, or sex in public, or the color black, or cigarettes, or heroin. Or Byron or modernism or Marx or Heidegger or Fellini or Turkish coffee and cigarettes at three a.m. How they burn the back of your throat.

Their footsteps echo sharply on the tiled floor; but she seems to know the space well enough to navigate without consulting the signs on the walls. Sweeps him past, down through a narrow hallway lined with rusting old lockers that opens into the rest of the addition, high-ceilinged, curving, bright. An open lounge, lined with quietly humming vending machines, a now-closed coffee cart, and the promised art gallery, the doors closed, the windows dark.

"But underneath, they're ever so tender. The prattling surface, it's some film they slipped into, some thin skin that you can peel right off. Beneath it they're soft with longing, bright and sharp with anger, or just hungry, fucking hungry, or even better, all of it, all at once. The ones who live inside their skins, and not the ones the world has constructed for them. So lovely. Supple. Wounded. Sharp. Needful and bright.

"Open to the world in a way they'll never be again, raw enough that every kiss leaves them bruised. Resilient enough that they'll heal in a night or three, and be ready for the next little adventure."

She talks, murmurs, considers the problem of students the entire time, her voice rich and low. The halls are empty enough that a certain echo of her accented tones resounds back to them, but only the shape of it against the senses, not the words themselves.

"I suppose," she finishes, as they reach the lounge and she begins shaking out a small set of keys, flipping through them for just the right one, "I like them rather better than you do." A neat little shrug, shoulders moving narrowly beneath the constructed lines of the jacket, dismissing the difference, entirely as she responds to his next question.

"Now, tonight - this is the senior exhibition. One of the students is a particularly fine sculptor. She has two or three pieces here that I think you might enjoy. They're meant as studies for larger pieces, but exquisite in their own right. Two in stone, one in bronze." she continues, inserting the key into the locked gallery door and pushing it open with a rush of air from the air conditioning system. Dark shadows drench the room; she turns on just the spotlights.

"Called, respectivelyDanae, bound, and one eye open. The girl has an exquisite hand, and an extraordinary eye for the human body. But I don't want to say more. Let you come to the pieces on your own."

The gallery is large; sectioned off into exhibits of the works of various seniors, each name fixed on the wall. Here a cluster of paintings, there a series of complex, oddly made tapestries and collages made of mud and garbage. And so on. Some are well-done - a series of pencil drawings of the same woman, always nude, in positions of dreaming or repose, for example, or a group of oil-painted city scapes, thick with paint that feels alive, lived in - but most have their modest charms undercut by clumsiness of late adolescent thought, political or otherwise.

Luce leads him through the maze of senior exhibits without much of a sidelong glance, though she pauses if one or the other of the paintings catches his attention, to the sculpture gallery in the back of the room.

Zazh

"Keeping quiet is for the respectable. The submissive."

And that was all he seemed willing to venture on that subject.

Zazh waits for her to press them forward, the entry receiving a stoic glare as the keycard she passes flashes three times over before allowing them in. Zazh steps in time, seemingly taking no action to proceed ahead of Luce or direct her in any way. Comfortable to be directed or shown, as if some curator had welcomed him into the passions of her world and was busy exploring the nuances, which...Luce seemed to fit into well and truly. This was her world and Zazh was but a spectator, considering philanthropy.

They pass through the halls of the institute and Zazh's attention seems impervious to the Co-ed presence all of a sudden. Luce's description and dissection of the student population is at once, true to form and similar in taste to a waiter describing the specials. The tail end of the description has them passing a young woman, long straight and auburn, a knitted scarf about her hipster jean and flannel short sleeve self. Zazh's gaze sends her scurrying a little faster down the hall, skirting around their wandering steps with a hurried expression of 'elsewhere' on her features.

"It's that lack of foresight and that enviable energy to bounce back that makes them so..."

He pauses as she unlinks herself, claws around for a single key upon a small set suited for a janitor's ring. When she finds it, displayed between finely sculpted fingers, he smiles. A playful thing if one were to assume Zazh is capable of such feats.

"...appetizing." A heartbeat, as she plucks the doors open, a brief teaser of what he is in for delivered on the edge of Luce's lips, the vaguest of gushing offered from the svelte blonde, hidden behind a complimentary tone. Zazh's smile grows into a grin, as he follows her through the doors and into the darkened halls of the exhibit space. He does not veer or turn to regard his surroundings, hands vanishing into the pockets of his jacket, pulling back until the red of his tie stands out in the low lit gleam of surrounding lights.

"Hmph."

It's the only sound he really makes as they are passing paintings and briefly lit sculptures. The curve of a naked arm in 2nd or 3rd dimension, or the swell of outrage/calamity/yearning/solemnity, awash in the perversion of youth in understanding. He dismisses them with only a hint less idle contempt than Luce, all the while collecting her steps in his own as they proceed to the designated area where awaits tonight's showing.

"I must admit, after the last time we spoke, I had given some thought to my own preferences and found myself wandering across the relations between Appetite, Sexuality and Violence. How the three merge and mingle without careful or cautious regard for the others' boundaries." A suggestion? A comment, to be sure.

Luce

"Had you?" there's a note of something in her voice; a still sort of interest that seems mostly - withheld, subsumed into her skin. This hint of darkness in the shadows of her gaze; in the steadiness of her sidelong look - the way she turns her head; the way her hooded gaze lingers on his profile; then drops lower; the dark line of his shoulder beneath the well-tailored suit, the black collar, the cinched crimson tie against the landmarks of his throat. Then again lower, to their linked arms. Hers tucked inside his. "And did you come to any particular conclusions you mean to share with me? Or am I meant to discover them on my own?"

They've stopped walking, by now. Have arrived at the entrance to the small sculpture gallery, and Luce leans close, just tiptoeing upward on her to press a kiss - the sort that would be chaste were it not for the faint suggestion of her teeth against his skin, and the way she inhales him, there, just there, at the end - to his bristling cheek as she slips her arm from his. Allows him to approach the small pieces on his own.

"Here we are. Go on. Enjoy. And if you don't know the myth of Danae, I can tell you the story, if you like."

There are a dozen by the same girl - Amber Ynes Corialano, according to the signage on the walls - set into alcoves or displayed on square, modern pedastals that glow with light from below, bathing the pieces from below and above. Otherwise, the room is wrapped in shadows, and that is where Luce remains, near imperfect, squared arch that ushered them from the cluster of works by the school's Textile Arts students - whatever the fuck that means - to the sculpture gallery.

Danae - shows a woman curled forward, one hand curled forward beneath her head, the other tucked beneath her body. The sharp, clean lines of her naked back so smoothly shimmed out of white marble they beg to be touched. The sharp frame of her pelvis, the dip of her waist, spine and clavicles rendered so finely, neck and head tucked into a hollow of the rock from which she has been so perfectly carved. She seems, at once, to be bent with exhaustion and prostrate with desire. And emerges from the rough edges of the raw stone from which she has been carved as if she were part of it; being born, or being reclaimed.

bound is somewhat larger. The total work is a foot and a half to two feet high, and quiet nearly as wide in diameter. Also carved from white stone - less opaque, this, less supple than the fine little block of Carrera marble from which Danae has been carved - it shows two human figures, embracing. Sufficiently androgynous that one cannot tell the sex, and so entirely anonymous that they merge into formlessness where they are joined at the head and shoulders. Or perhaps it should be said that the lower bodies emerge to startlingly fine physical detail from this formless block of stone, where the heads and shoulders would otherwise be found. The pair are wrapped 'round with rope and even barbed wire, the effect so realistic that it can be seen to dig into the flesh of the stone figures.

Finally, one eye open is a bronze work. The bust of a child, a girl, perhaps an adolescent. She has that formlessness of youth - all in oiled bronze - wideset eyes and a soft open mouth, a headful of curls rendered in the metal, a certain expression knitted into her brow, surprise or pain or - really, precisely, the first moment of one or the other, before the sensation has settled into the skin. Before it has been recognized. When it could still be a lover's touch or the kiss of a whip. All that, and what seems to be a fishhook, tucked into the skin of her left cheek, pulling it downward. Exposing the disc of her left eyeball, the smooth striations of skin and bone beneath as if that skin were something that could just be peeled away.

There are other pieces scattered around, by the same hand. Some with the same promise, though none of the rest are as clearly or beautifully rendered as these three.

Luce leans back against the frame of that squared off arch that leads from the Textile Arts gallery to this one, her shoulders set, her arms crossed beneath her breasts, the keys stowed back into the pocket of her jacket, watching him with this sharp, shadowed, avid eye. Skin so pale in the sharp contrast of light and dark that she seems carved from marble herself.

Zazh

"Mmmm, no. Merely some absent pondering. Thoughts I lose all the time and come back to on occasion."

They push through and into the gallery, Zazh's gaze lifting to dance from several unfinished pieces. His study is momentary, hands already climbing to his shoulders and arms, sliding the long jacket off his frame with the ease of a business man finished a negotiation. Luce's suggestive 'peck' is given a brief glance out of the corner of his eye, the flash of a smile fish-hooking one corner of his mouth in a hitched way before, suited and hands tucked within pants pockets, he begins his rounds throughout the gallery.

His gaze finds the small name plates on each of the finished pieces, eyes following the contours of the plate for a moment as if committing the name to memory, as if recording it's definition before the surgical dissection begins. That gaze leaps up and across the frame of the work, the inspection absolute and detailed. His features do not shift or change, firstly coming to the Bronze piece and the child there. His hand strides out to brush not the cheek of the girl, but the slender presence of the fishhook poking out from the skin. He licks beneath it's barbed tip, as if to wipe away a tear of blood.

He flicks the same finger, like he were cleaning it of the red stain and then moves onto the next.

Heartbeats pass as he explores Bound. His gaze travels the ambiguous lines and curves of the androgynous pair, hints of mirth leaping out into the tiniest of smiles or the flashing of teeth. His fingers graze the barbwire, without pressure, lighting and flicking back as if pricked or plucked at in turn. A subtle hum of noise emerges, indistinct and subtle before he's moving onto the last.

Danae is granted an audience. He pauses in his movements to allow his eyes sufficient time to wander from one angle. Inspecting the presence of the piece, the wash of desire in the way her body seems caught between prostration and righting itself. The lay of her exposed hand could be pressured to lift her up, or simply support her in the offering. His hand hovers over the almost obscene protrusion of her hip bone, a triangular obelisk that seems to pull the eye toward it's summit and tip. He brush's a finger down it's fine marble length and then shifts position. Performs the same measure at a new angle. Then again. And a fourth time.

"...Uncertain about her desires. Whether she should be free to feel pleased or simply free. Uncertainty about being pleased or pleasing. There's..." A pause, his head tilting, eyes widening slightly as he stands behind 'her'.

"...excitement there. The way her eye-" A gesture toward the front "-peeks out from below hair and over arm. Regarding and watchful. Invested in the choice of whoever is watching her. Waiting for a decision." He clucks his tongue at the piece, running the back of his fingernail up the marble backside. Casual objectification.

"Reminds me of you, Dear." He offers to Luce without glancing back at her, already moving on from Danae back toward the Androgynous pair, with a narrowed glance across their bound shapes. A fleet of small twitches rides his face before he chuckles, helplessly.

"Poor fools."

The only comment, passing the piece without pausing again. He drifts around the Bronze statue without a glance back again, approaching Luce once more and the long coat he had left dangling near the door through which they entered.

"Stunning pieces. She's quite a talent, as far as my amateur's opinion can go." A pause then as he reaches her side, a brow arched, jaw misaligned, made all the more villainous for hidden subtleties of his jaw behind that goatee.

"Give me your opinions. On the pieces." A heartbeat. "...And the girl responsible for them." Something in the way he words that last phrase, suggests that Zazh is looking for something beyond the Girl's appearance, likes or sunday reading. He wants an assessment. A comparison.

A dissection.


The Observer

((Is anything going on in here?))

The Observer

((sorry about the slow response, I ran out to grab a drink!))

Luce

She leans back against the partial wall enclosing the sculpture hall, her posture familiar, hipslung. Framed by the long sweep of the coat he has shucked off to her left, and the soft glow of the galleries through which they walked to her right. Crossed arms loosen as she watches him, everything lazy in her posture a heady sort of lie, given the way she returns his fish-hook smile with one of her own. Given the steady, direct way she studies him as he leaves her and approaches the works on is own.

The room is silent, except for the background hum of the climate-control system. Except for his footsteps on the wooden floor. Except for the susserant rhythm of her breathing, his hum of consideration. There's something alert about her mien, as he studies the bronze bust of the girl. A spare, watchful tension, her breath briefly withheld as he reaches out to trace line of that hook, as if she expected the smooth, oiled bronze to bite through through his gloves and skin, and spill a bead or three of his blood to flare brightly against the hungry expectancy of her senses. Her teeth close around the thought, this just-audible click, some subtle astriction in her jaw, in the long line of her throat, lean body straightening against the archway within which she lounges.

Then he has moved on to bound and she - she has been captured by Danae, even from across the shadow-washed room. Zazh is not looking at her and will not see how it captures her, so entirely in the space of a breath. Captures her and holds her in place as if she had been driven through with something so sharp and slender she cannot quite feel the pain, just yet. And is simply fixed in place.

Mesmerized, speechless, open. Unmoving until his path around the piece - in search of some new angle - obstructs her view. Then she shifts forward; returns to startled life. Takes a deep, quickened breath as if she were just waking from a certain sort of dream, the sort that steals into the shadows of the waking world and lingers well into the morning.

She remains present by settling her cool gaze on him rather than the piece itself - that sense of remoteness embedded into her skin now, something hungry, withheld.

--

"Is that how you see me?" - there's a certain dreaming distance to her eventual response. Well after remark that Danae reminds him of her, as he is chuckling over the fate of the poor bound fools, drifting past the bronze bust of the girl without a backward glance. "Prostrate. Uncertain. Exposed?"

Her eyes, dark with shadow, idle on his face. "Invested in your gaze. Wanting for definition, direction. Waiting for it." Her posture quite the nearly same as when he left her side to explore the three pieces. Shoulders straight against the framing arch, narrow hips forward in a negligent posture.

Though there's something more to it, now. Something more - deliberate, her left shoulder lost in the empty folds of the long coat he stripped off and put aside. A little smile for him, the private sort she deigns to share, clear-eyed but arch, some elemental move me challenge inherent in the faint curl of her little mouth.

--

Which softens, deliberately so, as he requests her opinions. Requires them both, the pieces and the girl responsible for them, sliced open and exposed for his inspection.

"Mmm." She returns immediately, quiet agreement with his amateur assessment of the girl's talent, lifting her chin as he returns to her side. "She is. There are others showing here who have similar technical skills. Some rare few. A nude in the next gallery so realistic you could fuck her, were you so minded. Arching her back just so. Welcoming it.

"But - " her eyes touch his; drop to his mouth, framed by his dark goatee. " - nothing like this. Dull in the end, once you get past the titillation. The shock of exposure."

Then her attention shunts away to the gallery, its soft columns of bright light, its deep, multipartite gray shadows, considering the pieces from this distance, each in turn before continuing.

"bound is technically the best of them. Something about the precision, so I'm told. The layering necessary to achieve the look, since it was carved inward rather than sculpted out from some formless ball of clay. A fine hand and an anatomist's knowledge.

"I prefer Danae, of course. Look how perfectly the curve of her back can fit to the curve of your palm. She was made to be touched. I want to peel her out of the rough of that marble from which she's been carved. Watch her respond to the pressure of my hand on her spine.

"And one eye open could veer so easily into the adolescent, hmm? Sometimes she calls it a self-portrait, because she thinks it superficially daring. But then gives this nervous little laugh and -

" - well, the charm is in precision of the expression captured in the eyes and brow. It prickles under the skin, will not let one settle into any particular definition. What was it F. Scott Fitzgerald said? The true test of a first-rate mind is the ability to hold two contradictory ideas at the same time, resisting the natural, settled human desire for pat resolution. There she is - looking at you. Pain or suprise, want or fear. Horror, perhaps. Longing? - pick one, any one of them, and as soon as you've settled on precisely what you think she's feeling, you are struck by the conviction that you have it wrong.

"Quite entirely wrong."

A supple, crimson half-smile, long arms shifting lower over her torso. Tugging the loops of the scarf downward, beginning to unwind it, thoughtlessly.

"As for the girl," a quiet hmmm, nearly as ambiguous as the pieces in question. Something bemused, contained. With a vague, hungry sort of affection darkening the tone. " - she's an awkward thing, shy. She wants to be the center of attention; those pieces are not from a retiring mind. But when someone's eyes find her, she flushes. Gets this tight, self-conscious little smile. She turns every sentence into a question. Lilting upwards. Has this bright, nervous energy you just want to zipper open. She wants so much, and doesn't know how to take.

"Not yet.

"Don't ask her what each piece means. She has stories about them that she thinks you want to hear. The sort her professors encourage her to tell. Meaningless - except that they let her access that certain place inside her, open it up without flinching from the fullness of it. Desire and fear, need and loathing and everything else that deserves a half-dozen names rather than one.

"I don't know that she'll ever make it professionally. She lacks the talent for self-promotion necessary to make yourself heard in a crowded marketplace full of self-involved, self-impressed hacks.

"Though she still has time." A brief, winsome half-smile. "She's young. She has all the time in the world."


Zazh

Is that how you see me?

"No." An immediate response, detouring in his path toward her briefly, around an unfinished sculpture, the jutting yawn of a mouth, formless but for the beginning of the curve that turns from upper lip into rising septum. His smile is diminishing, gaze lifting from the piece to dart around the gallery walls, high up toward the lights and corners of the place here as if in cursory, albeit finicky obsession.

"Not entirely. Perhaps less an obvious hallmark to all those things and more a...fantasy you're looking to prove true."

* * * * *

"I hear a memory in your tone."

He is infront of her the moment she begins to explain, settling into a comfortable few inches of space to block off the presence of the surrounding pieces. His hands remain in his pockets and his chin slightly lifted to meet her gaze, even should it try to dart 'round and catch a quick glimpse of the artistry behind them.

She explains each piece in kind and he remains in place, neither crawling into her challenging pose, nor drifting apart from it. A steady presence that overshadows all but her words and explanation. There is a brief flicker of dismissal about his lips at the mention of the nude nearby; a brief fluctuation of his left cheek and separation of his eyes from her.

He listens as Bound is explored, squinting slightly when the overhead light of a glaring stage display halogen, catches the corner of his eyes. It forces him to lean forward, a few scant inches further into her space, where he remains throughout her description of danae. He gives Luce's explanation a brief hardened of the eyes, darting across her features with avid scrutiny that passes a moment later.

She goes through the monitored juxtaposition of the Bronze piece and Zazh seems to weather the explanation with polite aplomb, focusing briefly on the stretch of Luce's neck or the subtle rise of her modest breasts, even as a 'hmmm' drifts past his lips that sounds anything but feigned. His attention returns to her eyes again.

As for the girl

"Yes, the girl." He offers, only to step a little further forward, interest suddenly gauged. They are as near together as bound's own creatures now, even as Luce begins to clarify on the young woman's methods. Her attitude and personality. Her social graces (or lack thereof) and finally, the key to her success and while it will probably never be.

To which Zazh can only quirk a half-smile, rising across the right side of his face. His head leans off to the side nostrils flaring around the various mingling scents that hang off of Luce. His eyes flash shut a brief moment, entertaining those scents, before he emerges once more, gaze opening, back straightened and Luce's space returned to her with the smooth turn of a heel.

"Excellent."

He moves toward the doorway, glancing into the larger gallery space, eyes performing that same cursory glance at the walls and corners, the same precise scrutiny levelled at the darker spots behind all the track lighting meant to be tasteful.

"The Bronze piece has little interest with me. Explorations of childhood and it's various transformations are for pedophiles and the nostalgic. Let her have her forgottens and her forgets, besides, whatever contrary effort it may will inspire would have me putting bullet holes in it before the week is out." A sniff of derision, then he is turning back toward Luce with a frank sort of gaze.

"I will take Bound and Danae, however. Both present a rather intriguing avenue of exposure that I would like to explore further and at my own leisure." He pauses then, eyes flicking up toward his Jacket.

"Was there anything further you wished to show me?"

Luce

He hears a memory in her tone.

"Do you?" she returns, just so, pupils dilated for want of light in the shadows, her darkly lashes gaze fixed on his for want of anywhere else to focus. "Perhaps it's merely a pastiche of one. No true memory at all."

And there is again, reflected in the surface of his black eyes, narrowed, just lifted to meet her own. When his attention rises to the high, industrial ceilings, she allows the supple thread of a frown to settle between her brows. It just touches her mouth, a certain narrowing note - query or - something sudden and alert, living in her quiet flash of her eyes, which are dark and darker except when the ringed flare of one of the spotlights casts her in a dark, immediate glow. And then they are pale as the ice at the heart of a glacier.

Her own nostrils flare, sharply when he is so close to her. And she takes each breath as of she were breathing him in. Otherwise, she weathers his immediacy, the warmth of body, the sudden engagement of his interest with her customary aplomb. Remains almost deliberately unmoving herself, except for the steady rhythm of her breathing, rising and falling with the precision of a metronom, faintly staccato at the apex of each breath.

"Mmm." A flickering glance back at the bronze piece; back to him. Though there's a new sort of suspicion in her whip-lean body, supple, and subtle still but worming its way into her spine. "In that case, I'll call her. Let you meet her. She'll be glad to have made her first sale.

"But no, there's nothing else worth seeing, here."


Zazh

"Sale?"

He leans back suddenly as if inspecting Luce anew, his head canting off to one side and a generous smile crashing his features into something like queued joy. Pleased in waiting.

"No, dear. I'm not purchasing them." He chuckles at the thought, already moving to lift the Jacket off it's place upon one of the swinging doors, climbing into each sleeve with deliberately careful measures. "You said she was timid. A creature struggling not with her art but with the artist within. Such things are as detrimental to the self as narcotic crutches. Poisons to blur your perceptions and lower your inhibitions, eventually wilting away all semblance of who you were in favour of what you could have been and where you could have gone.

"She is of no use, interest or fascination to me as she is at this moment, beyond perhaps some little filly creature who would be ringing my doorbell in search of that desperate longing you mentioned before- No-" He snorts, shaking his head, incredulous "-I'll not entertain some puppy or creature fawning at my heels and feet or looking to explain away her passions. The pieces would lose all meaning, all semblance of themselves in that instance. Art is as nothing without the Artist to give them meaning."

He turns then, shrugging into the shoulders of his long coat, nodding toward Danae and Bound with the closed out finality of possession.

"I will procure the pieces in my own time and method and she will enjoy the fruits of such efforts. She will be a blaze. Of glory or tragedy or whatever else she chooses to make it, but for now and for this, I will make of her an Artist, worthy of the pieces her hands have loved."

He turns to regard Luce briefly, offering his arm toward her again, expectant.

Luce

"I thought - "

This when he leans back inspecting her anew. That faint edge of a frown deepening between her brows, pursing her shapely little mouth into still sort of moue, which makes her features seem younger than she has any right to be. When he steps forward to lift his jacket off the door, she curls her left shoulder unconsciously forward, though her body language has grown - rather more tight, narrowing at the shoulders, her clasped, crossed arms riding upward on her torso, bunching the loops and whorls of her shimmering scarf upward.

Straightening, slowly, she pushes her set shoulders, her spine up the sharp definition of the arch until she is standing upright, her head canted forward, brows still drown downward, that searching expression foremost in her pale blue eyes. This sudden, sharper awareness of something entirely foreign in him sharpening in her eyes. In her body language, remote from him. Something wary and withheld as he finishes shrugging into his coat and glances back at the pieces, certain, entirely, of his ownership of the works.

"I thought you meant to - " a glance back, a breath, drawn, constrained. Glances down at his offered, expectant arm as if it were something foreign. As if it were as distinctively dangerous as the scent of bitter almonds in the air. " - round out your gallery. All those empty niches."

Her long arms remain where they are, narrowly crossed over the whip-lean line of her torso. Except for the modest rise and fall of her breasts with every breath, she could be graven herself. Shaped by some old master's hand, that's how still and fine she seems, in just that moment.

"What do you mean to do - "

Zazh

"-I mean to own what you've shown me. What bits and pieces have come to my attention and in the same breath, give this girl you express interest and no small amount of faith of ability in, a chance to express herself beyond the means she has written for herself. In other words, Luce, I plan on introducing an element of adulteration into an otherwise banal experience." His grin is wide. The sort of thing that Shark's might wear if they had the muscles for it.

His arm loosens and drops away from it's proffered place, gaze lingering on her a moment longer as gloved hands rise to clasp at his lapels.

"You need not worry or fear. Whatever precious level of comfort you have here is not one I will disturb for very long and if anything, it will provide you with a much more abrasive and refined quality of work, should the little foppish whiners and children that populate these halls take the cue."

And...as if as an after-thought to some moral nugget left remaining in his head.

"No one will harmed."

Luce

She studies him from behind that posture, crossed arms, this stiff, sinuous line to her frame, the pale slice of her pink-cotton t-shirt visible beneath the dark frame of her jacket. The buttons and epaulettes, the braids, all the monarchist regalia of it. Long fingers braced against the opposite forearm, the short nails painted a bruisingly-deep shade of plum, lacquer gleaming, reflections of the overhead lights moving across the surface with every breath she takes.

Studies him searchingly; as his arm loosens as he explains precisely what he means to do the note of alarum darkening into a quickened sort of intrigue, that softens, just once, as he assures her that no one will be harmed.

Then all at once she unbends. Arrives at his side with the steady, unwavering grace of a sidewinder and a few sharp clicks of her heels on the parquet floor. Tucks her right arm into the crook of his left even when it isn't offered to her, insinuates herself beside him, the long line of her tall frame broken only by the metal bite of the bag slung across her torso.

Her hand tightens around his forearm, clasps at his wrist firmly enough to make the leather of his gloves creak beneath her grasp as she tiptoes upward, breasts brushing against his arms she leans to plant a kiss on his temple. One that lingers long enough that she can quite nearly taste the pulse beneath his skin. The certain rhythm of it, steady as her breathing.

Then her mouth drops to his ear, forehead tipped forward, the curve of her half-smile the faintest impression against his senses.

"Zazh." This sudden contraction of hunger coiled in her voice. "I want to watch."

Zazh

He braces himself as she slides into place beside him, her grip firm enough to speak of want. Eager enough to bolster desire and earnest in that way that says prostration, exposure. Waiting. His grin remains, shrinks into a smile as she plants a kiss upon his temple and drifts something very close to lust across his earlobe. It is enough to have him suck in a breath, clear his throat slightly and shrug the tension out of his shoulders and...elsewhere.

"Watch..." He 'hmmm's for effect, allowing it to linger even as he turns just slightly until her weight is carried not on his shoulder and bicep, but in the crook of the arm she was flushed up against. His hand wraps about her waist and cups at the gentle slope of her hip, keeping her close and inhaling once more the rich mixture of her scents.

"...The immediate moment, I think would be beyond my efforts to arrange." A brief note of feigned sadness to his features just then, turning just slightly to catch the edge of her nose with his own, haunting her lips with his, eyes wide enough to catch her gaze with that slow widening grin.

"...Tell me, dear. Is this one of your hungers then? Something-" A glance down at her lips, arm cinching a little tighter, forcing her off the heels of either foot, onto the balls and that precise balance of hers -you might threaten to show me when you really shouldn't?" Brow to brow now "Should I be flattered, frightened or aroused and..." A brief moment of pondering, as if he suddenly came to some conclusion or other.

"Should I retract my prior statement about someone coming to harm?"

Luce

"I don't believe that," she informs him, breathless in that moment. Or rather, just on the cusp of breathlessness, shifting her body subtly open as he pulls his arm from between them and clasps her around the waist. "Do you know? Not entirely. And certainly," here her voice deepens, drops into her chest and throat. "I have no faith in your feigned regret."

Nose forward against his ear, her eyes half-closed - that he can feel, the flush of long, soot-tinged lashes against his brow, or the high curve of cartilage defining his head before he turns. Close. Closer, as he tugs her forward, pulls her from her heels to the balls of her feet, her torso elongating through the spine, this sharp, articulated crawl of joints beneath her skin, a certain taunt - reaching - strain in her hip.

As his grip shifts, drawing her forward, upward, she worms her arms upward as well, mantling them around his shoulders, bracing her hands against the back of his head.

Is this one of your hungers, then -

And she smiles against his mouth, razor sharp and wide, closing her teeth around his lower lip. Digging her elbows into his shoulders in emphasis of the sharp little nip, the pressure easing. "I'm not that easy, Zazh. I might show, but I'll never tell. And I recall," her head dips, cast aslant, so briefly, this brief, soothing pressure of her little red mouth on his lower lip, her nose grazing his cheekbone. Brown quickly returning to his, some fulcrum that defines the sweep of her movement. Murmuring, low, her quiet voice framed by the curve of that little smile he can feel against his skin. "You're to be scented, never tasted. See how well I remember my rules."

Then, abruptly, she pulls her mouth, nose and brow away from his. Still holding onto his neck, trusting her enviable balance and his clasping hand to keep her upright, cranes her neck back and stares at him, the hunger banked leashed into the sinuous cage of her body, her eyes clear but darkly stark.

"Someone always comes to harm, Zazh. Even I know that. We deform the universe."

Some backward pressure on his clasping hand, then, Beginning to peel herself out of his arms.


Zazh

For a moment, just a moment, Zazh indulges being lost in the concept of Luce:

He turns fully to gather her up in his hands. Not the poetic clutch and embrace of a lover, entwined in arms, but clutched by the grasp of fingers and the search of a libido fantasizing. To th outside view, perhaps someone wandering by on a late night jaunt in search of some papers to grade or a flyer they had meant to come back for, it would look like some coquettish art-house student amidst the beginnings of a fling with some long coated professor.

He leans slightly into her engaging bite, pausing long enough when the teeth relent but the lips remain poised upon his own, each word she utters a vibration that travels the length of his tongue and the dance of his throat. He muscles his hands into the curve of her ass for a brief, harsh moment and the inhale is sweet. Crimson decorates his lower lip and his grin is the boy caught his first glimpse of manhood in the window of Mrs. Robinson.

"As I recall-" He says, lips quirking to one side, hands returnign to a more modest behaviour that has them peeling away from her hips one finger at a time "-those were my rules. Or warnings." He frowns slightly, again, feigned "Not entirely sure which, these days."

He allows for the pressure to ease between them, releasing her fully back to her own balance and lifts his hands to straighten various garments. A second time to clear his throat and his grin lessens, motioning at the gallery around them.

"I think it time to go but...when it happens, I would recommend you avoid this place for a week or so. Allow things to cool. I will see what I can do about providing you a moment to observe the aftermath." A pause then, hand rising to wipe gloved digits across the crimson staining his lips.

"No promises, however..."

Luce

Her eyes are closed; or nearly so, against the feigned frown her gives her when reclaiming his rules. His fucking warnings. Her breathing harsh but steady, her red lips pressed together, the faint stain of his blood on her mouth lost amidst the paint. She seems withdrawn from the space around them entirely for a long, singular moment, tongue pressed forward against the seamed line of her pressed mouth.

Maybe she's still lost in that moment of loosened want, long moments after the pressure of his hands has eased, long moments after she has peeled away from his grasp. Or no - it is something else entirely. Some new tension beneath the crisp, military lines of her gray-and-black jacket. Distracted, held back.

He gives her instructions, advice. Offers her a moment's observation in the aftermath, and she not to have heard him, staring off with a frown at their reflections in that moment, superimposed like ghosts on the picture windows looking out onto the darkened atrium.

Then, though - an "Of course," hitched breathing no true impediment to speech, though even this feels distracted, as if the whole discussion were now an afterthought she could hardly be bothered with. Then she looks back at him. The glance feels startled - no, not startled, precisely, but liminal, as if she were studying not him, but some projection just beyond the ordinary. Her eyes linger on his mouth - stick there, the stare just as fixed as the one she gave Danae earlier.

The faintest, substrate movement, some turn of her shoulders towards him, is his only warning before she kisses him again. No teeth this time, just this tense, starkly restrained, lingering movement of her mouth over his. The faintest pressure of her darting tongue before she breaks away - and this time for good.

"Give me some warning ahead of time, too. Would you." The brisk tone feels like anger; like - "Best that I not suddenly disappear in the immediate aftermath of whatever you've planned. And yes, I think it's time to go. Come. I'll see you out."