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mardi, octobre 11, 2011

Eddie [unfinished]

Lucy Stillwell

The call comes late. Maybe he's at a bar, mouth full of Scotch. Maybe he's regretting last night's indulgence and is home, responsibly early, mouth full of toothpaste. So - late, well past business hours, well past sunset, the evening news scrolls by, muted, as someone flashes a white-toothed smile - "Eddie?" His Captain, annoyed by the fuckery of someone interrupting his own evening. Which, the background noise suggests, is taking place in a blues and jazz venue, probably someplace thoughtlessly trendy. San Fran-fucking-cisco.

"Got a hit on one of your guys. Piotrowski. Give this sad fuck a call." Or not, his tone implies. No skin off the Captain's ass.

Now, Piotrowski isn't just a person of interest. He's not just a special target. He's Eddie's newest CI, maybe. They are still mid-courtship, far as Eddie can tell. But behind that flat façade of Slavic imperviousness Piotrowski showed the world beat the heart of a green-gilled coward, and all Eddie needed to do to start turning him from shithead into shithead informant was make him fear the cops and the prison system more than he feared his compatriots. He was promising, a dark, narrow little window into the hidden guts of his organization - Italian, mostly, for all that he himself was a Pole.

Promising, and now past tense.

The 'sad fuck,' you see, is a homicide detective with the Oakland PD, which may well be the second-worst job in the greater SF metropolitan area. And he has the corpse of Eddie's 'person of interest,' his brand spanking new CI "strung up," he says, then goes quiet. "Well, you have to see it." Interdepartmental consult. Metro Crime Task Force. They've already got approval for the overtime if Eddie wants to buy in, bring his knowledge of the deceased to the table.

He's given an address in industrial, sad-sack Oakland. Crime scene processing's just started. "The more the merrier," says dry-voiced Detective Omar Washington. "Got to see this to believe it. But word to the wise. No fucking press."

Eddie Vakoj

Its that hour of the day- wait... night. Its night... (a glance out the window confirms this) when pieces of the lean detective began to feel disjointed. His mouth would go numb. Fingers dance across the bar- through a ring of moisture there perhaps- or his legs to a tune he can't hear. He purses tingling lips, scowling slightly as he listens to the gravel and whisky voice of the man on the other end of the phone.


"Yeah. Sure thing- thanks for the head's up." beep.

Work. Thank god. The endocrine song courses through his veins. Waking him up and lifting the corners of his mouth. These days it seems the only thing that ever really perks him up. Well... that waitress he'd slowly been trying for- Lucy? Suzy? Something with a 'y'. SHE would have perked him up. An hour into the attempt he'd found himself convinced she was a lesbian and gave up.

Funny how they're all lesbians these days.

He chuckles to himself, a dark mutter of humor as he stands on the bar rail and whistles at the bartender.

"Barry! Yeah. What? WHAT?" He rolls his eyes. "YEAH yeah.. you're not a dog. So quit being a bitch and lemme at your phone already. Yeah its local."

Barry's a bit irritated. Not much. Just enough that Eddie makes sure he sees the ten slide into the tip jar. A sullen glare at the man as Barry brings the bar phone over. Ed's hands are fast. Clever. They're through dialing the number before he thinks to recheck it.

Nevermind. Some people just got it. Ring Ring.

"Pick up you shitbag..."

Lucy Stillwell

"Washington." The other end of the line. The man's voice is crisp and dark and dry. Behind him, the suggestion of motion. Other voices, the usual movements of a crime scene. "Oakland homicide."


Definitely the second-worst job in the greater SF metro area. No one's sure, yet, what the worst might be.

Eddie Vakoj

"Vakoj. Captain Erickson says you've got a dumb Pol-lack joke you want to talk about. You want the file or a face to face?"

Months of work. That's what he's thinking about. Months of stroking that fucker's ego then bursting it again. Over and over and over.. even the threats had gotten tired and finally, finally he was getting somewhere. Nailing Piotrowski down. Guy wasn't all bad. Just kinda hollow. No guts. Just right for Eddie's purposes, as it happens. And now he's dead.

The drive helps to cool his frustration a bit. He'd scuffed his knuckles a few minutes into the drive to Oakland- taking the privacy afforded by the drive to engage in some childish behavior and punching his dashboard. After that brief impact, he'd spent most of the rest of the time talking to Susan. It was a habit that had come out of the shreds of a twelve year marriage, and it was hard to break. Her ghost was every bit the wise ass the reality of the woman was.

No press- just like Washington had said. One dark blue Lexus with the trimmings and nothing else.

Lucy Stillwell

Face to face.

Face to face to face. That's what Washington wants. You gotta see this guy. He says. Tell me you can give me something.


The neighborhood's one of the rundown industrial districts of West Oakland, near the foot of the San Francisco-Oakland Bay Bridge, in the broad flatlands. The buildings here are early to mid-century, the last century. There have been a half-dozen attempts to revive the old war-time industrial core that sent Oakland's minority population skyrocketing. Mostly, they've failed. Urban renewel is some kinda sick joke, on streets like these. So these are dark, dim roads fronted by red-brick factories and warehouses, the odd commerical building, the occasional attempt at gentrification, or public housing, or what the hell, in varying stages of repair, punctuated by the odd half-finished, mostly forgotten mural.

He has to park a couple blocks away from the address itself, only because uniforms have the streets approaching the crime scene blocked off. Locals - and gods only know where they came from - linger at the yellow sawhorses, testing the boundaries. Nevermind the hour, some are kids no older than ten or twelve. Some are twenty-year old mothers, heads full of curlers, going on forty-three. Something about curlers and house shoes and house coats gives them a timelessness, caught forever in a once and future middle-age.

The uniforms are still establishing that perimeter, sharing out gossip, chasing down the kids who try to get closer, but they let him through, easy. when he gets close, he can see why they're keeping the public away.

Czeslaw ("Chess") Piotrowski is upside down, naked, lashed to a makeshift upside down cross by means of a heavy duty outdoor extension cord - bright orange - wrapped around his feet and ankles. Darker lashings at waist, neck and wrist are similar - dark green, though. Made to disappear against the landscape. The cord at the right wrist has come loose, and his right arm flops sideways, waving in blank surrender.

He has been hung out of the second or third story of an old warehouse. Various official looking figures are clustered around the shattered window casing through which the whole ugly tableau was suspended (by a heavy duty chain). Others mill about below, boots crunching on glittering shards of shattered glass. No blood. No guts, just glass glinting like fractured diamonds underfoot.

--

As soon as Eddie identifies himself, he's directed to Det. Omar Washington. Inside, upstairs.

Eddie Vakoj

He follows all the normal steps. Flash badge here. Get directed there. Bright eyed. Alert. Giving the trip from car to scene the same tireless pace he always has. Grim. Earnest. The ground eating pace of a coyote hound that just knows his prey won't get away as long as he covers ground without wearing himself out.


Its when he's given that last direction. Up the stairs, inside... that he begins to deviate from protocols. The idea is this: One gets directions, says something trite in reference to the body, follows directions. In that order. Generally, with that sort of brevity.

This though. This is goddamn wild. The tall, angular detective nods absently to the officer that directs him, and stares up at the lifeless husk of his CI. Slowly his head tilts to the side. A dog puzzling at something. Then his eyes travel with fevered zeal between the body and the ground. He stares into the thousand reflections of the crucified Pole mirrored in tiny bits on the ground.

Green, the arm wrappings. They fit into the background... maybe more cable. Maybe coincidence.

His boots make clipped, morbidly eager sounds on the stairs as he travels up.

"Washington? Vakoj." A handshake, and two names a world apart from each other.

Eddie Vakoj

He has to clench his hands hard to keep from rushing straight to the windowsill. Did the chain scrape? Does the sill show signs of weight dragging against it? His palms want to taste that ground, he wants to study every bit of grit and industrial absenteeism the scene has to offer. He wants to know about the cross and the green arm ties and he wants to start and WIN-


Instead he's smirking and greeting. Giving introductions. Acting like the other people present aren't just sorta in his way, really.

It will be entire minutes before he begins to sweat. Before the eager, hunting creature that lives between cynicism and a forgotten race in the back of his head starts to rear its head.

Lucy Stillwell

Inside: that's where the crime scene is. One tech is struggling to get floodlights working, another is cataloging blood spatter, while a third works fingerprints. And holy hell, there is a lot of blood. Black pools like oil slicks gleaming from depressions in the worn concrete floor. A long, narrow trickle circling off toward a central drain. Spattered stains on a pair of big plastic paint buckets.

Detective Washington is a big, bluff African-American with a eyes like a mournful puppydog, chewing a mouthful of Nicorette as he circles the interior with a camera, taking careful pictures of the words scrawled around the room, in the victim's blood, again and again and again and again.

Pater noster,

qui es in inferno,

sanctificetur manu tua.

Sanctificetur manu tua.

Sanctificetur manu tua.


"Sick shit, isn't it?" says Washington. He has a pen in his mouth, in addition to all that gum, and he treats it like a cigarette when he finishes photographing the blood-writing, handing off the camera back to the tech tracking down every stray drop of blood. Reaching to shake Eddie's hand. "Your guy must've had some enemies."

Except he didn't. None that Eddie knew. Or rather, he had enemies. He had cap in the back of the head, beat-down, knife in the back enemies. He had enemies willing to murder him, enemies willing to put him on display, even. They all do, even Eddie.

But he did not have enemies willing to commit such goddamned blasphemy, upside down crosses and blood-writing and - sick shit as Detective Washington put it so eloquently. Even the Mexican cartels, the Russians, they murder on Saturday, go to church on Sunday.





Eddie Vakoj

Eddie's eyes barely stop skittering like hungry spiders across the scene. A glance to Washington. An itch between his fingers where a long, thin cigar should go.

-Then back to the scene. Wanting and relentless. Long fingers- powerful from hours and hours and hours at the gun range and supple from the sort of sleazy affectations the low- brow interpret as 'style' writhe against each other as people move about and do their jobs. They could step on something. They could move something that inch that means everything. He always gets that feeling. Breathes a certain way to overcome it.

Eddie's lips part slightly as he begins to speak, then pats his phone into his hand to take pictures of his own. Then-

"Well yeah, sure... but they're the sorta enemies that get teary eyed at their daughter's confirmation, you know? This is...."


Then he's distracted. Wait, no. Not distracted. Focused. Really, he's a bit eerie. Eddie's fame is widespread, if local. A laundry list of offences that may or may not be true... and a very, very high number of solved cases. For a few moments, its almost as though Washington were not there.

(Per+Intuition, Per spec: small details+ wp. wp justification- interfering with something he wanted.)

Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (2, 3, 4, 5, 9) ( success x 2 ) [WP]

Lucy Stillwell

They're waiting for some sort of crane to get the body down, without further disturbance, but Eddie can get a look at him, from the window frame, or through available binoculars.

There's evidence of superficial torture. Fingernails pulled from their beds. Branded skin, crushed fingers, all survivable. Cause of death: exsanguination. Someone cut both femoral arteries, at the groin, let Piotrowski bleed out like a stuck pig. Collected the blood in a few plastic buckets as if they were milking a damned cow, then started finger painting on the wall.

Blood's everywhere and the place stinks of it. Blood and piss and shit. The ME can tell them just where the poor bastard died, as that's where he soiled himself. And so on.

There are no witnesses beyond the poor, freaked bastard who found the body, the locals who came out before the cops showed. No obvious suspects, despite Piotrowski's ties to organized crime. At least the techs are having a field day, turning up a good half-dozen partial fingerprints, one of which is bound to be solid enough for analysis.

Everybody assumes there's some psychokiller at work here. The (anti-)religious imagery. The blood on the walls. Someone mentions those infants who were exsanguinated, tossed into a Cathedral in SF last week.

But what Eddie notices, more than most, is how methodical the scene seems, beneath the grotesque trappings. Maybe the killer showed some exuberance in the torture, but the letters - Italian, Latin, something - on the wall are painted, repeated, clearly and broadly, in a shallow, practiced hand everyone can read.

Eddie Vakoj

"...organized."


Yes. Organized. Religious and nuts goes together like the vodka and tonic he'd been staring into after the sixth or seventh time Suzy or Lucy or whoever had rebuffed him- but Religious and organized? That's not so common a trait among the 'paint the walls in blood' crowd.

For now though, Eddie knows the crucial part is staying out of the way- for all that his gut reaction is possessiveness. Its MY crime scene, and so on. Those minor details everyone else is collecting will be critical. So- while he remains out of their way for the most part, he can't leave- can't leave, without knowing what the green ties on the stiff's arms are, and whether the windowsill shows any signs of stress or pressure. If he had been dropped from the window, someone might have heard something.

Lucy Stillwell

The killer was rather more organized than the Oakland PD. Even with the overtime endorsement, it takes the ME and Company a solid hour to finally appropriate - not a crane, in the end, but one of those pneumatic scaffolds that window washers and contractors use, for detailed work at heights.

There's not much for Eddie to do in the interim, except stand around and glower at the techs contaminating the scene even as they work it, while Washington's lieutenant just wants to talk shop. Somewhere in the middle of the blood and guts, the talk turns to budget cuts. Pension woes. Shrinking salaries. Last year's unpaid furloughs, and the looming threat of more of the same, this year.

In the interim, Eddie gets a good look at the window sill. The shattered frame, gouges on the inside where the murder tried to pry the casing away from the worn brick. Crumbled mortar on the ground, too, and a few scintillating shards of glass on the ground - one or two of which seem to have some blood trace on them. There's stress on the frame from the dropped body; wounds, close up, Eddie sees, when they finally get the poor bastard down, that look like the killer tried to nail him to the frame of the cross three or four brutal, pointless times, before settling for extension cords and -

- the green around wrists and neck, the split remnants of an old, ragged hose, bound by florists' paper-covered wire.

Eddie Vakoj

Shop talk. There's a dude-

-and Eddie's eyes swing to the crucified man, then back to the lieutenant-

right out there hanging from a fuck me cross, and High Latin writing- in the man's blood- all over the walls... and this boring grunt wants to talk about his pension. His budget cuts.


Eddie gets tired of it after a few seconds. Truth be told, he never even offered a pretense of being involved in the conversation in the first place. Some folks are just that boring. Cut some of the gleam from some new puzzle- from the pursuit of some faceless new thing dressed like a human, and paste a bit of the ordinary in order to fill the gaps. To look at a problem and see some piece they recognize.

He spends an hour squatting on his heels. Long hands dangling. Eyes shining. Taken, completely, with this.

He gives a fuck about his pension. He pads his retirement fund with bribes.


L. Stillwell

Last post:

Shop talk. There's a dude-

-and Eddie's eyes swing to the crucified man, then back to the lieutenant-

right out there hanging from a fuck me cross, and High Latin writing- in the man's blood- all over the walls... and this boring grunt wants to talk about his pension. His budget cuts.

Eddie gets tired of it after a few seconds. Truth be told, he never even offered a pretense of being involved in the conversation in the first place. Some folks are just that boring. Cut some of the gleam from some new puzzle- from the pursuit of some faceless new thing dressed like a human, and paste a bit of the ordinary in order to fill the gaps. To look at a problem and see some piece they recognize.

He spends an hour squatting on his heels. Long hands dangling. Eyes shining. Taken, completely, with this.

He gives a fuck about his pension. He pads his retirement fund with bribes.

L. Stillwell

This is an Oakland case, said Washington's lieutenant. This big, florid man interested in funding and pensions and overtime. But we want you on it as secondary. Won't even have to do any work. Keep your reports reasonable and I'll sign any overtime slips you have.


Later, and privately, Washington offers Eddie an oblique apology. An explanation: the boss wants Eddie on board so they can leverage federal metro task-force monies to cover overtime the city won't pay any more. I don't intend, Washington assures him before the night is over, to cut you out. We get the results from the labs and the coroner, I'll give you a shout.

It takes them a couple of hours to get the corpse lowered, photographed, and tucked neatly into the body bag, black to hide the blood. Still, no one has managed to translate the blood-written saying on the goddamned walls as much more than a "fucked up Our Father shit." (Our Father, who Farts in Heaven someone guffaws underneath his breath.)

They'll keep that quiet, though. No need to panic the community. No need to get the media on their collective asses. And anyway, they'll need some way to rule out the crackpots who will inevitably crawl out of the woodwork and claim this as their handicut. What the fuck did you write on the walls? seems as good as any other, and better than most.

The techs have collected fingerprints, blood evidence. Trace. It's time to let the system work.


---

So later: dark, the still hours after midnight now and the uniforms are still blocking off the approaches to the crime scene, leaning against their cruisers, manning the near-pointless barricades. The gawkers left are mostly the homeless who usually crash on this block, who were rousted from their nests of crumbled newspapers and filthy blankets, from their evening libations of alcoholic mouthwash, a dollar a bottle at the seedy dollar store whose half-lit neon sign Vakoj can see from a block away.

He turns the sharp corner on the quiet street, heads down the last half-block to the place he was forced to park the Lexus. The dull glimmer of the uniforms' cruiser lights wash bright off the dull brick buildings opposite him, but there's no clear line of sight from there to here.

The street is deserted.

And except for the rangy adolescent boy - hoodie up to conceal face and hair, forearms braced on his thighs, shoulders slumped forward,in that boneless insoucience kids have - except for that kid sitting on the hood, his Lexus is unmolested.

Eddie Vakoj

Eddie had gone through the motions. Plastered that fake-as-hell 'Yes I understand Lieutenant, You aren't a pasty douchebag Lieutenant, I really do wish I could be you, Lieutenant, Yes, you are just 'big boned', Lieutenant'- face on and waited for the department drone to buzz off. All the while holding Father Martin at St. Luke's Cathedral on hold- having paused in the middle of a question and answer session about this or that word on the wall. No intention at all of stepping like an elephant all over this case. None at all.

Fuck but he hates those... anyone who could stand in a room like this, teetering on the edge of sanity as it was, and be that bland surely came from the anus of Hell itself. Just to swallow some of Eddie's time.


Washington he gets a bit more sincere with. Not from trust. Trust isn't Eddie's way. Hasn't been in a long time. Its really just leverage. Washington is from another department. Street guy, like himself. He's not likely to have leverage.

He's tired. Retinas burning by the time the soles of his snakeskin boots click their way down the sidewalk to his car. He's alert, is Eddie. Always paying attention. After noticing the kid on his car he doesn't even slow down. No hitch in his step. No flicker of 'hey- that's mine!' he simply tools down the street.

Long, cable- strong fingers flicker in a cunning, often repeated dance: Cigarette-lighter-pack and lighter back in pocket as he takes the first drag- snap cig between two fingers- and the dance ends.

Only when he reaches the car- is close enough to get a better look at the kid. Note tell- tale weapon bulges- does he actually let on that its his car.

Tendrils of smoke leap from his lips as he whistles between his teeth and hooks a thumb over his shoulder. (off) The thumb says.

With his other hand he withdraws his keys.. but the motion is slightly slow. Taking advantage of the fact that his hand is closer to the baton at one hip the longer it takes for him to take the keys out. Eddie's getting older. That means slower. That means he thinks ahead to keep up with the young.

"Live around here?" Mild.

Eddie Vakoj

(Perception+alertness, perception spec: details)

Dice: 7 d10 TN7 (1, 1, 2, 4, 5, 6, 9) ( fail )

L. Stillwell

He walks slowly down the street. Makes no moves to identify himself as the owner of the car, studies the slope-shouldered kid from a distance and sees nothing to suggest any weapons, no immediate, obvious threat.


It's quiet now. There's traffic in the middle distance, the sound of the officers at the barrier bantering back and forth, though that's slow now. Lazy, tired. Too late for this shit one of them tells the other, voice echoing softly against the bricks, mostly background noise here. He can hear the hum of the streetlamp on the opposite corner, the dull song of some crickets, all the sounds dampened by the cool fog rolling off the bay.

And as he walks up, the kid glances over, down the street. The hint of a pale profile, at once sharply defined and finely made, against the soft give of the gray knit hood. Just the sweep of a cheek, the gleam of an eye, the lift of a pale brow is enough to tell him both: not a boy and not a kid.

Live around here? he asks, mild, hand still close to his baton, reaching for his keys.

"Not far, actually." She gives him a rather more direct look then, she slips from the car's hood. She's so thin, so slight it barely moves, but she is as tall as he might've estimated from a distance - an inch or two or three shy of six feet. As her feet hit the sidewalk, she bends down to scoop up the strap of a messenger bag up from the ground, lifts it carelessly over her head, and settles it over her body so that the strap bisects her chest and the bag hits her at the narrow hip.


Her clothes are dark, but not unrelentingly black. A fitted olive jacket, unbuttoned, over a heathered gray hooded cardigan, half-fastened, over a t-shirt from some Take Back the Night march somewhere in the midwest. And jeans. And well-laced black leather boots. Ordinary.

Except: he'll notice the details. The gray hoodie is not cheap cotton jersey sweatshirt, but a fine gaunged silk-cashmere blend sweater. The boots are lambskin. "I have a studio a few blocks away. Do you have a minute - " a brief flicker of pale eyes to his hands, the baton. Something at his flank. Then back to his face. Her fine mouth quirks. " - or three, detective?"

She breathes out. Adds, as nearly an after thought, "I promise I'm not a reporter."

L. Stillwell

Per + Empathy

Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (3, 4, 5, 8, 8, 9) ( success x 3 )

Eddie Vakoj

"Not a reporter..." He purses his lips, pale eyes (startling in an olive complexion) sweep up and down the street- anything to avoid sweeping his own car for tags or stickers.. something to identify it as a cop's car. Fraternal Order sticker? No. In fact... no. He's certain. Damn sure. Some of the places he's got to park, some of the people he's got to meet.. he knows he doesn't have any such identifying marks on the vehicle.


...That's when his hand brushes against the gold badge at his hip. Sure, he was wearing a well worn leather jacket. It all happens in the space of that same glance down the street. Checking his six, as it were.

His eyes lock back on the girl. Wom... woman? Maybe.

"...you know the other option that leaves, right?" That dumb polack was a big guy.. two hundred pounds easy. This one won't get solved that easy.

Even so, faced with the impossibility of this slip of a creature overcoming the mobster Eddie had been courting, his eyes still flicker across her fingertips and the toes of her boots.. Then his deep voice prowls through the space between them again.

"Give ya a lift." He flicks a hand toward the passenger side door. The realistic second option was that she was a witness.

L. Stillwell

That amuses her; the hint of bemusement that slipped across her glossed mouth blossoms then, opens up and sparks something sharp, something living in her own eyes. Also pale, clear blue, though less startling against her porcelain skin.

"I'm not that, either," she returns, the skein of laughter subsumed in the texture of her voice. There's a hint of something foreign in the texture of her vowels, but it never fully surfaces. Just gleams below. " - but I wouldn't mind a lift."


There are three pins affixed to the canvas strap of the dull olive messenger's bag bisecting her torso. The topmost says: This guitar kills fascists. in clean, sensible font. The middle has Thy Fearful Symmetry written in classically Gothic lettering, silver on black. And the last proclaims: Dumbledore's Army in Gryffindor colors, red on yellow.

He indicates the passenger's door, and she circles the car to stand beside it. Waits for him to unlock the doors before she slips inside. There are two navy blue cigarette butts and the butt of a thinly wrapped cheroot on the ground by his front tire, and the scent of tobacco and cloves in her fine blond hair.


Eddie Vakoj

The doors beep in electronic welcome- and Eddie promptly fumbles his keys. Just long enough to get a slightly closer look at the fresh cigarette butts on the ground. His own smokes have a hint of clove to them- he knows the smell. Decides the cheroot is hers.. he doesn't pocket the butts, knowing the vast majority of that CSI shit doesn't really happen. But he's got good eyes. One butt could have been clamped with teeth, the other smeared with lipstick.. small differences... but the difference between three people hanging around his car and two carries more weight. So he checks. Long enough to pick up his keys and no more.


California is a place of nice driving late at night. Cool. Foggy. Accommodating. It gives him plenty of opportunity to watch his passenger a little more closely.

"So. What's up, kiddo?"

Kiddo. He's not that old. Even was probably handsome once. He's too tired, too intent, and too hard for that now. Aging badly.

L. Stillwell

The girl isn't wearing make-up, not tonight. The long sweep of lashes framing her eyes is - pale, blond. She's lovely, though not in a California way. There's nothing easy about it, and nothing artificial. She's had no work done. Her mouth is too fine, the bridge of her nose a hint too broad for a plastic surgeon to have had his hands on her. And breasts, well - she appears to have none to speak of.

In the passenger's seat, she settles her messenger bag in her lap. Just as he watches her, close and sharp, she glances around the interior of the car. Breathes in, deeply, as she settles into the seat. Doesn't bother with the seatbelts, though. She does not even think to reach for one.

"Kiddo?" - that sharpness enters her voice, brights her eyes as she glances up at his reflection in the rearview mirror. She breathes out a narrow band of air, sharp from the diaphragm, "You're not that old, Detective. And I'm not that young, either."

A moment's silence, all fog bound, interrupted by direction. ("I think it's a left up here.") So the neighborhood is not entirely native. Or maybe she's not used to traveling it as a passenger in a car. There are odd one-ways all through the warren of old warehouses and cheap squats, after all.

" - so, this is going to sound odd. Really odd." Casts a sidelong glance at him, expelling another breath for the masquerade of it, all at a go as if she were nervous. There are no other physical signs. She does not tap her fingers. Her pulse isn't racing. Her pale gaze remains steady in the rearview mirror, there looking back whenever he glances away from the fogbound street and up to meet it. "Do you like noir, Detective? Fiction. Carroll John Daly. Raymond Chandler. Mickey Spillane?"

Eddie Vakoj

Eddie doesn't drive like he shaves. That is to say, not sloppy. He drives like someone who repeats the department's aggressive driving course at least once a year, with lots of practice in between. Every motion is smooth and precise, wicked hands taking a sure and confident delight in the process of going from A to B. There have definitely been after market upgrades to the car other than the radio. Nothing flashy. Nothing that didn't serve a purpose. An additional obscure -ometer or two. Whatever they are.


Bursts of static mussed murmurs and mutters and the occasional curse word flicker and pass between their voices as the two speak and roll down the street. Eddie's attention does indeed pass across her hands. Check for shuffling of the feet- the ordinary signs of nerves. Every detail snapped up as though his eyes were mouths- though he makes no great show of such things.

"Ma'am it is..." He says it like its a concession. His rumbling voice somewhat dry. Frayed around the edges. He turns left.

"It does sound odd. Mickey Spillane? Ugh." Cream green eyes flicker at her face, then back to the road. Leaving a hint of white teeth in a smile that was certainly supposed to be comforting in their wake. Its a brief encouragement. Trained in. "I don't really read myself back into the job, truth be told. Though I do still have a soft spot for Mario Puzo. Why do you ask?"

Eddie Vakoj

(Remove "Why do you ask." Instead there's just an expectant silence.)

L. Stillwell

Ma'am it is - . She offers a choked laugh immediately after, halfway to a guffaw, though most of it is contained in her skin. Subsumed into the frame of her shoulders, the narrow line of her body - not boneless, not now. More precise. "I think I deserved that." Wry. But she doesn't correct him. And she doesn't offer her name, not yet.

She is aware of the space she takes up in the world. He glances at her hands; no fidgeting. Just the gleam of a silver band around her right thumb, and a thin, braided gold band around her left index finger. Her fingers are long and fine, still on the surface of the messenger bag in her lap. The nails are painted an electric, metallic blue, and the enamel on the left index and right middle finger has started to chip from wear.

"Mmm - " a meditative noise, her response to his opinion of Spillane. And another flash of a look for Puzo. The hint of a nod. She knows the name, if not the work. The silence after Mario Puzo is as much of an invitation as anything, so she flexes her fine fingers once, and launches into the story. Her voice is still wry, a self-deprecating half-smile curving her fine mouth.


The hint of it that he can see in profile, the way it deepens the curve of her pale cheek. "Well, see. I'm not a writer myself, but I do some freelance work. Editing, sometimes. Literary translations, mostly. I have an old friend who's three-quarters of the way through a rough draft of a novel. It's set in the near-future, a bit of a dystopian thing. Like Phillip K. Dick?

"It's sharp. It's smart. Has the potential to be something - meaningful. I could go on and on about it, but the thing is, a huge part of the plot follows this detective, this police investigation. Closely observed. This writer, he's an agoraphobic. Wouldn't leave the house if it was on fire, see? I've told him a hundred times that he needs to go to the local PD, see if he can interview a few cops. Shadow someone. Make sure he's writing from a real place rather than remaking Raymond Chandler. But he won't."

A narrow, helpless shrug of her shoulders. "So it's up to me. I have this police scanner in the studio. The neighborhood's shit." Her reference to the murder is so oblique it is virtually opaque. But it's there. "And I thought, I could find myself a detective. Maybe one who'd let me follow along. Like the way you wrote baseball box scores when you were a kid, you know? From the play by play on the radio."

Eddie Vakoj

He's silent for a time. His adherence to the study of her body language derailed by what is to him, a disappointing revelation. A tourist. Joy.

He shifts gears and makes a right turn.

"Okay... and you thought finding a detective right outside a crime scene was the best way to go about this? I mean, the department offers ride along programs, even riding with detectives could be arranged- and I think you'd find the people there a lot more receptive that guys just coming off a shift."

Its a white lie. This is overtime. Still, one stark black eyebrow climbs its way up Eddie's forhead as he looks back to the girl again.

L. Stillwell

She makes a soft noise, the girl. A quiet click - of negation, of disappointment - against the roof of her mouth and shakes her golden head just once. Her voice is soft, almost reproving.


"That's not what I'm looking for, Detective. Not a ride-along. Not a even a ride," is there a spark of humor, darker now, in the sweep of her profile in his direction. "Not whatever your bureaucrats might spit-polish and throw at me. I want a guy who's tired off his shift and works at three a.m., not three p.m. I don't - I'm not looking for that. I want the fucking human mess of it."

The creature turns, stretches to look back between the driver's and passenger's seats, through the rear window. The finely gauged hood catches on her hair as it slips down, pooling at the nape of her neck over the messy knot into which she has twisted her hair. "And this thing - " she continues, as she turns back. "Back there? I live here.

"Speaking of which, this corner's fine. Just think about it. Give me a call and I'll buy you coffee. Or don't. I'm okay with that, too."

She opens an inner pocket of the messenger bag, and flicks out a small white business card, by way of offering.

L. Stillwell

Presence 1: Charisma + Performance + WP. (Justification: wants to know what the cops know about the murder.)

Dice: 6 d10 TN7 (4, 8, 8, 8, 9, 9) ( success x 6 ) [WP]

mercredi, septembre 28, 2011

Encore.

Tara Holly

Maybe Tom was here, she thinks. Her partner in crime has been missing in action for over a week. She's looked in the alleyways and asked if anyone had seen a man who fit the given description. Of course, the reply she gets is that that particular nerd has been missing for a long time. Why you lookin', princess? Let the cops do that shit.

Tara was interrupted in her search by some man who was handing out flyers for a house party. Sick beats. The booze was free, and baby they needed all the fly honeys they could get. Skip forward, and this is where we actually open the scene. It's a house party. The music is loud and, true to form, the booze really is free and Tara is content to exploit this fact. She's got a little red plastic cup and she's chatting up some frat boy who is all but stumbling all over himself. He mentions some movie she made and her cheeks flush. Her eye makeup is a little heavier than probably necessary, but she'll have wiped half of it off by the end of the evening. Her shorts are short, but she's got one of those off-the-shoulder tee shirts on. Cute sandals and all. Fergie is bumping on the stereo. Tara can't get drunk enough to make that go away.

Luce

So: house party. God knows how she got here, but she looks like she belongs. Tall and thin, wearing black jeans fitted to her narrow frame and a loose, sleeveless tunic, glittering with golden thread. Two thin golden straps bisect the sharp architecture of her shoulders. Her hair is pulled back from her features, swept into a complex little knot that is now coming loose, sliding from its moorings to the nape of her neck.

The evening is cool outside, but the press of bodies and electronic equipment, the supple flush of free, cheap booze conspire to make the warren of dark rooms inside flusteringly hot. The frat boy chatting up Tara has already removed his t-shirt, leaving him in a slightly stained wife beater, dark with sweat beneath his arms, at the small of his back.

The stranger isn't sweating, though. Not as she bends down to him, smiling cresting on her precisely made mouth with a knife-blade ease and says something into his ear that first makes him stiffen and then makes him flush, a deeper, duskier hue than Tara.

And then has him shouldering past the young woman, disappearing into the crowd. "He wasn't worth it," the stranger tells her, stepping down the last step on the rickety staircase into the position the frat boy occupied. The illusion of impossible height disappears with that step. Now she is merely tall, the heels of her strappy red sandals are no more than a couple of inches. "If he fucks with you tonight, though, you let me know."


Tara Holly

The frat boy wanders off and Tara's blush is forgotten in favor of a wide smile and a flash of her teeth. Like the rest of her, it's well-proportioned. Not obscenely white, but that natural sort of white. She's the kind of pretty girl whose lifestyle might ensure that she doesn't stay really pretty for really long. Or, who knows, maybe she'll luck out and leave a pretty pretty corpse. The corners of her mouth stay perked when she drawls out, "dayum, sweetheart, what did you tell him?"

She looks up, and appraises what she sees, namely in the way any other woman looks at someone liek Luce at a party. They don't like to admit it, but the widening of her eyes, the way the corners of her mouth don't quite downturn in a frown but instead wear that vestigial smile. "'sides, they ain't ever worth it, I'm Tara," she offers Luce her hand. the drink is transferred to her free hand so she can shake with her right. Her eyes stay with the other female. The one with the golden curls and the phenomenal complexion. The only woman whose makeup hasn't started to sweat off from being so close to everyone else.

Luce

Luce is not proportioned like Tara. The frame the other woman surveys is nearly boyish, sharp and narrow, a thing of desire even these nights only to fashion designers. The cut of gleaming shift suggests - perhaps - some hint of cleavage. Nothing that would be celebrated in a men's magazine, in the era when every small breasted woman in California goes out for implants.


"I said," she begins, lifting her precise little chin in a sharp, confident gesture as she cuts forward a half step, then drops her mouth to Tara's ear. "Il faut être toujours ivre. Pour ne pas sentir ," and there's a rhythm to the words, more prominent since Tara does not understand them; has to struggle to mark where one word ends and another begins.

The language is lovely, though. Consonants catch in the back of her throat, then roll across her tongue. The vowels inflected high in her soft palette. " L'horrible fardeau du Temps - qui brise vos épaules - et vous penche vers la terre," but there is something alive about it. Something inexorable; one line has to follow from the next.

Tara can perhaps tell that it is a recitation; incantatory, a poem or a prayer. "- il faut vous enivrer sans trêve."

This close, Tara can see the translucent pallor of the strange woman's skin. There's some hint of warmth underlying it. The glimmering tank casts a thousand points of light back on her translucent skin. The creature's eyes are fast on Tara's face. Or, rather, on the precise point where her jaw meets her throat.

The stranger inhales - sharply, once, nostrils flaring this close to Tara's skin - before stepping back, returning Tara some measure of personal space. "I don't think he liked Baudelaire." And then she laughs, mouth curving with a humor that is both sharp and genuine as she extends a cool hand to Tara. "You can call me Luce. Charmed, I'm sure."

Tara Holly

Now, Luce, darling, you've been around long enough to know what happens when you speak French to people who don't speak French. They don't look confused, they don't look embarrassed or try to fumble something back, they just melt. This close, she can notice the important things. The pallor of the woman's skin, the underpining warmth that feels almost familiar [and it makes her want to drink, it makes her want to get shithoused so she can forget that physical longing, that pang of something. Coke was easier to ditch]. halfway through, there is that smile again. She's not tall enough to walk a runway, and she's a bit too fat for it.

Nevermind that she's proportioned like a sculpture. Nevermind that her body is a work of art. Forget all of that, she is a woman, and not some adolescent child, so the likelihood of her being on any major runway show is slim. But she can be a pinup, and there's more money to be made there. she's got a few more years until she's too old for that. She turns her head to the side and drains the rest of that red plastic cup of hers. Never leave your drink unattended, never drink anything you didn't mix yourself.

Charmed, I'm sure, she says.
"You'd be right," she says. She laughs, and wants to kick herself for whatever just came out her mouth. Funny how that can creep into laughter, "it's great t'meetcha Luce. Are you one of these guys' friends? Or did you get a street invite, too? I don' think the DJ is as good as they were saying he was, all I've heard is freakin' Daft Punk and Fergie."

Her pulse picks up. Tara looks for a place to- "do you want a drink?"

Luce

"The DJ's shit." Luce declares, the brightness of laughter still glittering in her eyes. Pale, those eyes, pale blue. Tonight they are absolutely framed by smokey shadow, smudged blacks and smoked purples, which give her a bruised, decadent edge. As she might eat anything the world threw at her, and then demand more just to piss someone off. Nevermind the fucking consequences. "So's the booze. I think they've given up putting the roofies in the drinks are are sticking them in the bottles, now. Blackout amnesia for everyone."


Look at this, concordance. Her smile sharpens. The traces of a glittering gloss linger at the edges of her smile, but otherwise her mouth is a nude pink. "I liked the energy upstairs." Expensive mascara darkens her pale eyelashes to a thick, sweeping black fringe. She sweeps a glance back up the stairs she descended. " - on the dance floor. For a little while. Then whatever kept them together fell apart and it all went to shit.

"Things fall apart. The center cannot hold. Mere anarchy loosed upon the world, and all that rot." She has amused herself again, that much is clear from the low noise in her throat. Tara offers a drink; pulse picking up, looking around. Luce cannot take her eyes off Tara. It's gravitational. What the hell did Dostoevsky say? Oh, yeah. Beauty will save the world.

"What I could do with is a smoke. Care to join me?"

Luce

"The DJ's shit." Luce declares, the brightness of laughter still glittering in her eyes. Pale, those eyes, pale blue. Tonight they are absolutely framed by smokey shadow, smudged blacks and smoked purples, which give her a bruised, decadent edge. As she might eat anything the world threw at her, and then demand more just to piss someone off. Nevermind the fucking consequences. "So's the booze. I think they've given up putting the roofies in the drinks are are sticking them in the bottles, now. Blackout amnesia for everyone."

Look at this, concordance. Her smile sharpens. The traces of a glittering gloss linger at the edges of her smile, but otherwise her mouth is a nude pink. "I liked the energy upstairs." Expensive mascara darkens her pale eyelashes to a thick, sweeping black fringe. She sweeps a glance back up the stairs she descended. " - on the dance floor. For a little while. Then whatever kept them together fell apart and it all went to shit.

"Things fall apart. The center cannot hold. Mere anarchy loosed upon the world, and all that rot." She has amused herself again, that much is clear from the low noise in her throat. Tara offers a drink; pulse picking up, looking around. Luce cannot take her eyes off Tara. It's gravitational. What the hell did Dostoevsky say? Oh, yeah. Beauty will save the world.

"What I could do with is a smoke. Care to join me?"


Luce
"The DJ's shit." Luce declares, the brightness of laughter still glittering in her eyes. Pale, those eyes, pale
blue. Tonight they are absolutely framed by smokey shadow, smudged blacks and smoked purples, which
give her a bruised, decadent edge. As she might eat anything the world threw at her, and then demand more
just to piss someone off. Nevermind the fucking consequences. "So's the booze. I think they've given up
putting the roofies in the drinks are are sticking them in the bottles, now. Blackout amnesia for everyone."
Look at this, concordance. Her smile sharpens. The traces of a glittering gloss linger at the edges of her
smile, but otherwise her mouth is a nude pink. "I liked the energy upstairs." Expensive mascara darkens her
pale eyelashes to a thick, sweeping black fringe. She sweeps a glance back up the stairs she descended. " -
on the dance floor. For a little while. Then whatever kept them together fell apart and it all went to shit.
"Things fall apart. The center cannot hold. Mere anarchy loosed upon the world, and all that rot." She has
amused herself again, that much is clear from the low noise in her throat. Tara offers a drink; pulse picking
up, looking around. Luce cannot take her eyes off Tara. It's gravitational. What the hell did Dostoevsky say?
Oh, yeah. Beauty will save the world.
"What I could do with is a smoke. Care to join me?"
Tara
"The DJ really is shit," she has to laugh about it. Her eyes are a grayish greenish blue something tonight. She
had not originally anticipated it, "but I probably should head upstairs later if the place gets okay. I figure if I
can't dance, I might as well drink until the music is tolerable."
Does she want to go outside and grab a smoke?
Now, that's the question. Does hse want to go get a smoke. The blonde reaches up and wraps one lock of
blonde hair between her fingers and she half twirls. It's something that makes her look vapid, but she doesn't
quite notice. She finds her shoes damnably interesting for a second. Tara laughs. "I'd love t'go on outside
with ya. Sounds like a plan."
Luce
"Cool. C'mon." Look how easy it is. Luce shifts position, slings an arm around Tara's shoulder begins
walking with her through the shifting crowd of the house party, toward the front door. The gesture is loose
and companionable rather than possessive. The final shot of the heroines in a heist movie walking off into
some tropical, golden sunset - that sort of unfettered arrogance, all the world at their feet.
She dips her head to Tara's ear just once, as they breeze past the (forgotten?) frat brother who had been
chatting up Tara as Luce walked up. And murmurs, the edge of a grin slicings its way into the tenor of her
voice, more heard than seen. "Now he's sorry he ran away. Fucker." - in a tone of that is somehow
gleaming and bemused, a sunset glow.
They stop once, more. This time Luce untangled her long, pale arm from around Tara's shoulders and
hip/shoulders her way into the closed off mudroom that doubles as a coat closet. Two minutes later she's
back, now wearing this crisp black military style blazer with all manner of buttons, buckles, epalettes and
other insane little Napoleanic flourishes, over her loose golden tank. Winding a long, loose assemblage of
threads that vaguely resembles a deconstructed scarf around her neck to finish the look, she pauses long
enough to ascertain whether Tara brought with her anything beyond her assets and those short-shorts that
requires retrieving from the mudroom, then pushes the front doors open to the concrete covered
driveway/patio fronting the old duplex.
The party has already spilled out here. The herbaceous scent of marijuana and hashish lingers in the air,
and they have to walk around a puddle of vomit that someone has helpfully circled with empty beer bottles
like miniature road construction barrels.
The dull thump of the engineered drum beats backing Fergie's howler monkey voice is audible through the
bones of the building, but there's more, too. The ordinary night music, the street opening up around them.
The great open sky.
Luce snaps open her beaded black clutch and thrusts a small pack of cigarellos into Tara's hand as she dives
deeper into the bag, looking for a lighter. "Now, you get to tell me all about yourself. What the hell brought
you out here tonight? You come with somebody?"
Tara
She doesn't walk out with a purse or a coat. She's sans-accessories, but the sense of glamor comes from
that naturally beach-kissed hair, the flawless complection, and the way that everything seems so natural. It's
in her pulse, with the way it is steady and methodical and a little too hard in her throat. Sh eknows when to
laugh, and she knows when to nod. She dodges puddles of puke and finally, finally they're out where they
can get some air and a second hand high.
"All about me?" Tara replies. The cigarellos are in her hand and Tara looks them over. She looks at the
packaging, wonders if they're grape or wine or some other sweet and delightful flavor that lets you forget that
you're smoking tobacco. They load up nicely, too. Doesn't just have to be tobacco, though. She takes out
two. Offers the pack back, "Well, Luce, I ain't terribly interesting."
A moment passes.
"I take that back, I am pretty interestin'. I came out here 'cus I needed t'get my mind off some stuff. Job
problems. Man problems. Woman problems. I figured, Hell, isn't anything some good company and free
booze can't fix, right?"
She doesn't realize it, but there's longing in that statement. It pulls in the corners of her eyes, drips at the tips
of her words when she mentions woman problems. She can't come out and say it, because she can't come
out and explain it. There is that double-edged sword there. Her free hand digs a lighter out of her back
pocket- one thing she learned from her (soon to be) ex- always carry a lighter. She offers it up.
"And I'm from Georgia. Ah was thinkin' about opening a burlesque club out here? Or at least startin' a show.
We need something classy not trashy, and sexy not slutty," says the woman who has some questionable
content floating around online.
Luce
Perception + empathy
Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (2, 2, 2, 3, 4, 9) ( success x 1 )
Luce
Cherry, for god's sake. These things are cheap and they spiked with cherry flavor and stuffed with a mixture
of tobacco and marijuana. More tobacco than marijuana, but enough pot to get more than a contact high.
"Sorry," the other woman remarks, glancing up from the depths of her chick little clutch. There's a brief
impression of her spreading little grin - white teeth, gleaming, glossy lips. "Left the real Cubans are home."
That's when she locates her lighter, palms it and is about to toss it, easily, to Tara. This is not a Zippo, but a
flameless lighter with an electric element that sparks and flares hot enough to light the tobacco without an
open flame.
In lieu of tossing it, though, she flips the lighter up and clicks it on, holding it up to light Tara's cigarello with a
practiced illusion of gallantry.
"She's not worth it," Luce remarks, commenting on Tara's woman problems as she lights a cigarello of her
own. The crumpled remains of the pack and the light are relegated to the clutch, which she tucks familiarly
back under her right arm. " - whoever the fuck she was." The last comes out with a cloud of smoke, sweet
and fragrant.
"Dancer, eh? Can you can-can? Still working on that show, or just dreaming about it?"
Tara
"I ain't ever smoked a Cuban. I had an Arturo Fuente Hemingway once. They aren't too bad- they smoke
nice. It's a smooth kinda taste," she leans in and lights up quite nicely. There's something classy about that.
She raises her brows, cocking her head to the side, wearing some flattered smile that curves up a little more
on the right than it does on the left.
And this is how it starts. She takes a drag and tips her head back. There is something to be said about the
way a woman looks when she's smoking. It passes past her lips and into the air. There's just enough
marijuana in those cigarellos that it gives those wants and needs and drives a little motivation to... stay where
they needed to be. Gone. Forgotten. Back in the past where they needed to be.
"... and I know. Jus' doesn't feel like it yet," she inhales, "and I am a dancer. I ain't half bad, but... you know...
right now I'm jus' workin' at a club until I can get some capital. I ain't much for grant writin' though, besides,
you think the government would pay for a club full of mostly topless women? I have some choreography
down, but music choices are a bitch."
Luce
"Woman after my own heart," Luce returns, standing close but casual, leaning back - just - against the rough,
crumbling brick of the house so that the finer threads of the art-project of a scarf catch and pull in the broken
facing of the brick. "Sometimes I'll pick up a pack of cloves. But mostly, I want to enjoy my tobacco.
Cubans, though. Nothing better. I get that Fuentes are made in the tradition, but there's something about the
damned air in Cuba. Maybe its the Copacabana. Maybe it's something else.
"I'll hook you up sometime." This with a quick, narrow shrug. Out here, faced with the glitter of the city
edging about the dark haze of the sky, the creature's pale blue eyes do stray from Tara. Linger at the horizon
as she inhales a mouth(lung)ful of smoke. And she smokes - speculatively, slowly, as if breathing were the
sort of novelty that offered her some remembered, sensual pleasure.
Where Tara is shaped just right - golden, curvaceous - Luce is a creature of angles. As if the gods owned
only a park of straight edges when they were making her. That is, until she leans back against the hard, flat
plane of the building behind them. Then she goes practically boneless, the sort of inverted, broken-down-doll
curve that fashion magazines favor, particularly in their heroin-chic issues.
She glances back then, down; like sparks across the surface of her pale eyes, framed by the artful smear of
dark liner, dark shadow, dark lashes.
"Saving up the capital to start a club is pretty daunting. In a city like this, especially. Real estate's worse than
it is in Paris. But if you had an act together - even a couple of numbers - it would just be a matter of finding a
few venues where they'd let you on the stage. That's just a matter of pounding on doors. Or pounding a few
heads.
"Not that I'd know. I've never been a performer."
Tara
"Well, it's not like I'd know, either, I've never been to Paris," she laughs and takes a long drag off of her
cigarello. There is something to be said about the way one's lungs work. The other woman is lovely.
Gorgeous. All angles and long limbs and artful makeup.
She's classy. And let's face it, she has an eternity to have pretty girls like Tara look at her like she's a
godsend. Like she's got something that Tara doesn't- a worldly knowingness. A lack of heartbeat. Something.
"But I think I could manage pounding some heads or some doors. She has a flush to her cheeks.
"We should trade numbers or something, if I get the show up and running, I wouldn't mind having a bit of a
familiar audience... so what brought you here?"
Luce
Now Luce shifts closer; does that arm-around-the-shoulders thing she did inside. If she were a man, the
presumption would be depthless. They have known each other a half-hour. Tara's not-quite-drunk and
not-quite-high but half-way between the too, with an engaging flush of blood beneath her cheeks. Capillaries
open so close to the skin that Luce can almost smell it on her. In her. Underneath the chemical co-mingling
of pot and cheap cherry tobacco.
So here: she doesn't pretend to stretch, just straightens a bit, reaches out a drapes a long arm around Tara's
shoulders. Tugs her closer, hugs her closer - not like a would-be lover, though there's a certain aching
intimacy to the gesture - but like a coach after a game, like a best friend, about to whisper a secret. Like their
bodies should be closer. Maybe she just wants to feel the warmth.
Cool fingers brace against Tara's upper arm.
"Paris is no different than San Francisco. Or Savannah. Or Boston," tipping her head sideways as she
watches the street through dark lashes. "Just older. And French, which means you get to see bare breasts
on broadcast television and marathons of awful Jerry Lewis movies." She slouches there, discoursing on
Jerry Lewis, head tipped sideways, the elaborate knot of her hair beginning to fall free, and turns her head,
thirty degrees maybe, the edge of another grin half visible in Tara's peripheral vision, nose a half-inch from
the shell of the Georgia girl's ear.
How the fuck many have there been?
"And me? I was just here to lose myself in the crowd and the music for a while. You find the right place, the
right crowd, the right band, the right DJ - there's something kinetic about it. Something physical, like you're
all moving to the same impulse. Like one great big heart pumps for the whole ugly organic mass.
"Didn't find that here tonight, but what the hell. I met you. So the night was hardly wasted."
Luce
Now Luce shifts closer; does that arm-around-the-shoulders thing she did inside. If she were a man, the
presumption would be depthless. They have known each other a half-hour. Tara's not-quite-drunk and
not-quite-high but half-way between the too, with an engaging flush of blood beneath her cheeks. Capillaries
open so close to the skin that Luce can almost smell it on her. In her. Underneath the chemical co-mingling
of pot and cheap cherry tobacco.
So here: she doesn't pretend to stretch, just straightens a bit, reaches out a drapes a long arm around Tara's
shoulders. Tugs her closer, hugs her closer - not like a would-be lover, though there's a certain aching
intimacy to the gesture - but like a coach after a game, like a best friend, about to whisper a secret. Like their
bodies should be closer. Maybe she just wants to feel the warmth.
Cool fingers brace against Tara's upper arm.
"Paris is no different than San Francisco. Or Savannah. Or Boston," tipping her head sideways as she
watches the street through dark lashes. "Just older. And French, which means you get to see bare breasts
on broadcast television and marathons of awful Jerry Lewis movies." She slouches there, discoursing on
Jerry Lewis, head tipped sideways, the elaborate knot of her hair beginning to fall free, and turns her head,
thirty degrees maybe, the edge of another grin half visible in Tara's peripheral vision, nose a half-inch from
the shell of the Georgia girl's ear.
How the fuck many have there been?
"And me? I was just here to lose myself in the crowd and the music for a while. You find the right place, the
right crowd, the right band, the right DJ - there's something kinetic about it. Something physical, like you're
all moving to the same impulse. Like one great big heart pumps for the whole ugly organic mass.
"Didn't find that here tonight, but what the hell. I met you. So the night was hardly wasted."
Tara
"Ah don' think that I could stomach that many Jerry Lewis movies for the fashion. It just... isn't... worth it,"
Luce shifts closer and Tara responds in kind. She scoots closer to that being close isn't that big of a stretch.
It's comfortable. It's relaxed. It's something that's been a long time coming.
She's sold intimacy before. She's stuffed money in her pockets and her G-strings and played other for all they
are worth. She's made money doing all sorts of things and this is preferable; it's close without having to be
close. It's comfortable without being too comfortable. Her skin is warm; she's even got the right texture on her
skin. Smooth.
How many have there been before?
"Well, Miss Luce, I am sorry to hear that the music disappoints.. that's the thing about music, though, it's...
like... it's like an easier time. A simpler time, somethin' base. We all know how to move. Can't really figure out
what it is, but... you know... I think dancin' like there shoulda been upstairs is probably a little closer to what
we are then, you know, a waltz."
Luce
"I don't know - " the other creature tosses back as she takes another lungful of smoke. "You ever waltzed? It
was perfect for its time. Scandalously close. But just far enough that you could feel that - " here she pauses.
Inhales sharply through her nose, close to the shell of Tara's ear. " - corona of heat from someone else's
body without being warmed by it. I suppose it was perfect for its time." She hmmms with the speculation,
voice going a bit thin with distance. Memory. Thought, maybe.
"You wanna get out of here? My car's a block away."
Tara
"Guess it's the difference between what's implied and what's said upfront," and there it is, the understated
awe. The understated all sorts of things. She can barely get out her words at that point, and there is that
warmth again. She inhales sharply, doesn't quite laugh it off at that moment. And maybe it's the cigarello or
the booze or whatever, nothing sounds better than heading out to the car, "let's ditch this place, maybe
sometime you can prove that waltz thing to me."

Tara
Luce
"I don't know - " the other creature tosses back as she takes another lungful of smoke. "You ever waltzed? It
was perfect for its time. Scandalously close. But just far enough that you could feel that - " here she pauses.
Inhales sharply through her nose, close to the shell of Tara's ear. " - corona of heat from someone else's
body without being warmed by it. I suppose it was perfect for its time." She hmmms with the speculation,
voice going a bit thin with distance. Memory. Thought, maybe.
"You wanna get out of here? My car's a block away."
Tara
"Guess it's the difference between what's implied and what's said upfront," and there it is, the understated
awe. The understated all sorts of things. She can barely get out her words at that point, and there is that
warmth again. She inhales sharply, doesn't quite laugh it off at that moment. And maybe it's the cigarello or
the booze or whatever, nothing sounds better than heading out to the car, "let's ditch this place, maybe
sometime you can prove that waltz thing to me."
Luce
"I never learned how to waltz." This is later. First, Luce loosens the noose of her arm from around Tara's
shoulders and slides her cool hand down the young woman's arm. Snags her hand and tugs her after, the
dead leading the blonde, you see. Luce's nails are clipped short, but polished a metallic sage green, which
sheens gold beneath the streetlights. Her fingers twine with Tara's briefly, then she lets go, leading without
pulling.
They have a block, a block and a half to walk down the dark street, and they can hear the pulse of the beats
from the house party all the way, fading in the distance. In the middle of the next block, Luce directs Tara to
her car (It's the red one. The convertible.) The car is an old Ford Falcon - not as iconic as the mustange, but
gorgeous all the same. The top is down, and there's a jumble of things in the narrow back seat. What looks
like a blue tarp crumpled on the floor, an old floral sheet, mismatched shoes, magazines, though perhaps not
the ones Tara might expect, books, maps. And for all that mess, not a single damn fast food wrapper. Luce
grabs a bundle of clothes and papers from the passenger's seat and tosses them into the back on top of the
mess, then opens the door for Tara. And shuts it after she's settled into the seat. Like a fucking gentleman.
So: later, as she eases the car away from the curb, as they drift into traffic, she says [i]I never learned to
waltz.[/i] "Had a boyfriend who was a dancer, once. Then something happened and he could get it back.
That spark you need, the one that makes it live inside you, what you're doing. So he hated it. I'd dream that
he might take me dancing. Or anywhere really.
"But he was a fucking bastard." Luce drives with one hand on the wheel, her left. Her other arm is flung out
along the seat, tucked around Tara, like they were starring in an inversion of a 50s movie.
The music on the stereo isn't 50s music, though it could've been made before Tara was born. Some old 90s
noise-core band, this dense wall of sound, guitars and feedback thick enough that it seems nearly physical,
topped by pair of dreamy female voices in a stoned sort of harmony, slipping in an out of the oddly lovely
melodies. The only way you could dance to it is to close your eyes and move.
"You live around here?" A side glance, then. Idling at a pointless traffic light on a dark street.
Tara
"That makes two of us," she says, she even grins when she says it and she saunters on down the way. She's
pleased beyond pleased. Her fingers twine with the other female's, but she continues onward. There is
silence. All that calm, demure whatever goes away when she sees the car.
Because, let's face it, Tara's not demure. She can pretend, but she's never been too demure. She gets
herself on over at the car; it's beautiful, iconic. She's tinkered under the engine of one of these, let grease get
under her nails and listened to it purr like some wanton slut. Tara knows how to satisfy a car. Tara knows her
way under the hood. Tara runs her fingers over the pretty paint. She eases her way on into the car. The
blonde woman crosses her legs, settles back like she belongsin the passenger seat.
"I do live 'round here. I've got an apartment that's actually... like... three blocks out of the way. It's not much,
but it's pretty nice all things considered. This place really ain't that bad."
Luce
If Tara knows how to satisfy a car, she knows, too, that gorgeous as it is, this particular car isn't satisfied.
The leather's nice and the paint is gorgeous, but there's a strange, cantankerous little whine in the engine
when it idles, a handful of other small things that any responsible owner would fix. Which Luce hasn't
touched.
Hell, the rag top doesn't work. It won't go up, it won't come down. It's permanently stuck in the frame.
Hence, the tarp bundled in the narrow back seat. Hence, that absurdly floral sheet. So the city's pigeon
population doesn't shit all over the seats.
Tara admits to living nearby. Luce gives her a sidelong look, and hits the turn signal. It ratchets back and
forth, waiting for the endless light to change.
"You gonna invite me over?"
Tara
"Well, that depends, darlin', you gonna let me fix your car, too?" she asks, and looks over at the female
driving the car behind her, "'cus I don't mind company, my place is probably closer than yours, but that
engine's got at least five thousand miles left before you gotta get 'er serviced and she breaks down and-"
She laughs, "Yeah, someone told me once that dancin' ain't always gonna pay the bills, so you gotta learn a
skill, you know?"
Her cheeks are pink, and she's finished off her cigarello at that. She licks her fingers and pinches the little bit
of glowing ember left on the smoke.
Luce
"Javier told me I treated this car like shit. Wasn't worthy of it, you know? Me, I figured he was talking to hear
himself speak." There's a certain wry quality to her voice as she glances back, takes in both Tara's pink
cheeks and the guttered smoke in her hand.
"Tell you what," inserts Luce, below the ambient sound of the street noise, her voice - insinuating itself
between them. In the vowels - voiced high in the palette, resonant in the back of her throat - and the
consonants, the suggestion of a half-hidden French accent gleams. " - ask me about the engine again in the
morning, would you? Now, right or left - "
And so on, light-handed and responsive as Tara reels off the directions to her place.
Luce
Auspex 2 Per + Empathy
Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (2, 3, 5, 8, 9, 10) ( success x 4 ) [WP]
Tara
"Well Javier is a dumbass, and you're better off without him," matter of fact. This is how Thelma and Louise
starts, or ends. The female gestures off to the left, "I'll ask ya about the car in the morning. Turn that way."
Just a little pale, that aura. It's the only thing about her that isn't bright.
Luce
"Oh, no. He wasn't the boyfriend. Just a kid I met in Tulsa, who gave as good as he got." That is with a
brief, razor flash of a grin. It slices across her well-formed little mouth, exposes the perfect rows of her white
teeth. Brings a certain reflected light to her eyes as she glances at the golden little peach beside her.
Nothing remarkable. Except.
Maybe - maybe later - Tara will remember that moment of recognition. A certain stillness beside her as she
gazes off into the side mirror, the city lights bobbing in reflection like faerie fire. The evening is cool and
cloud, an orange glow above them now, nothing like the few pale stars bright enough to struggle through the
bastard glow of even the darker neighborhoods. Like this one, half the streetlights burned out, trash in the
gutters, the sagging faces of Edwardian and Victorian homes guttered in the darkness. The historic buildings
with peeling pain and graffiti scrawled in barely literate Spanish across the frontispieces.
That's it. Tara - loose, twitchy, giggly Tara - struggling with addiction, written over with loss, halfway drunk
and halfway stoned guides says - over there - and they pull into a likely illegal parking space in the shadow of
a building opposite Tara's own. The engine coughs a bit before it dies. Tara can read that cough as easily,
one imagines, as a doctor can a child's. Can tell the difference between the croup and a cold. To Luce, it is
just the noise the latest car makes when the key turns to kill the engine.
Here, for the first time, Luce allows Tara to take the lead. It's her place after all. Her stoop. Her stairs,
maybe. Her keys to be rattled out and fitted into locks. The sound of a shooting from the neighbors, but it's
electric, electronic, backed by a booming soundtrack. Just spillover from a late night movie through the
half-open windows. Here, Luce is quiet. That meditative state a brisk walk on a cool night brings out in a
drunk, maybe.
It could be awkward, but it isn't, somehow. Tara drifts down a familiar path, an erratic planet with an eccentric
orbit. And Luce follows behind, lean and watchful and hungry.
Some shadow darkening her pale, clear gaze says that she might just devour Tara as soon as the front door
closes behind them.
Tara
Gave as good as he got. It's rare, rare enough in fact that she raises her brows. Mirrors that razor grin before
she half melts. Perfect, perfect teeth and maybe she'd remember that look in the morning. Maybe she woiuld
remember that it's a familiarity in front of her that reminds her of someone she'd been trying to forget. Not the
pretty blonde woman, not the undead lady who literally kidnapped her.
[Tara doesn't know it, but the word was Stockholm syndrome. There was a big gap in her memory. She
knows that the mugging was a lie. She knows that none of that happened, but she still doesn't know how she
ended up in a van on her way to Eleanor's. She has no idea. And the longer that she spends away, the more
she seems to realize that maybe, maybe that wasn't right. Maybe that was infatuation with the idea that things
would change. That Tara finally had a damned outlet. Best case scenario occurred. She's been forgotten and
it isn't that bad.]
She shows up at the front door of the place and she unlocks the front door. It's up the stairs, past the place
where there is supposed to be a door man. The fucker's sleeping in the bathroom, or maybe he's fucking a
prostitute. Who knows. It doesn't matter, because her hips sway when she walks up the stairs, and she
doesn't have to actually go that far. Her door is solid wood and the floor should be, too... except that the
apartment building is old and decrepid. The floor was scuffed all to Hell. Apartment D7. When the door
swings open, the apartment smells a little like dust. Her mail has piled up and she doesn't seem to really
care. Tara crouches and tosses it on the counter towards an immaculate kitchen. The place could very well
be a nice apartment, but it's passed through so many hands that the finer points of its architecture have been
covered by years of white paint.
"I've been outta town."
The door shuts behind her.
Luce
"Nice place."
The door closes. Luce already has a hand on Tara's left arm, hand curved around her wrist, the delicate
points of two long fingers pressing into the radiocarpal space. Contact is lost, and as Tara scoops up the
accumulated mail and tosses it onto the counter, her guest has paused at the door. If there's a deadbolt, it's
been turned. If there's a chain lock, it has been set. As the mail lands in a soft pile on the bare countertop,
Luce snags Tara's wrist again, harder this time, and pulls the other girl firmly back into her orbit.
I've been outta town - and here her guest laughs; low, the sound formed deep in her throat. "Have you?"
because she does not - not for one minute - believe that story.
The apartment is dark, full of long shadows cut through by silvery boxes of light where the ambient glow of
the street shines in through the windows, through the sheered curtains or half-drawn shades. If Tara has
bothered with a light, she'll see how it gleams off the stranger's skin; as if she were made of fired china, the
faintest, translucent glow gleaming from within. And she'll see that for a half-second before Luce reaches out
in the same arc of motion to shut off whatever light Tara turned on.
Some things were meant to be done in the dark.
"Come here." No mistaking the note of direction in her voice.
Tara
If there is a deadbolt, it locks. If there is a chain lock, it is set. There is, and they are set. It's a common
sound, and somewhere in the back of her head she registers that it's happening and that she's not the one
who is locking the door. She smiles, and amidst the turning off of lights and keeping them on, she catches a
look at her skin. The way it's china smooth. Translucent.
Cold.
The light is off again. There is tension in her arm once Luce snags her wrist, harder, but not... too hard. She
is back into orbit and she tries not to giggle, "I have."
The floor creeks as she comes over. No stumbling. There's a persistent cricket outside. The nightbors above
Tara's apartment are either fighting or dancing or both. Come here, she says, and it's quite clear that Tara
might not be the one in charge here. Her mind wanders to the garage sale signs in her living room. She
thinks about whether or not she's goten all the blood up, and she thinks God, finally, something worth it. Even
though she doesn't know what it is. Her only thoughts are on satisfaction. We digress.
"Yeah?" close enough now that Tara's all but touching the other woman. there but not quite.
Luce
The eccentric little moon back in her immediate orbit. There Tara floats, thinking about blood and garage
sales and - and - first the left wrist is caught up, then the right. Then the stranger is pushing Tara firmly back
against the wall, lifting her hands to shoulder level or higher, pinning them against the whitewashed wall as
she steps into Tara's lush, warm little body.
There's strength in her arms, and a sort of fatalistic grace to her sinuous presence. She'll never fall off those
heels. The strength coiled in those matchstick arms and toothpick legs is unexpected but undeniable. She
steps in closer, left knee between Tara's thighs as her mouth finds - not Tara's mouth, but her cheek, then the
line of her jaw, just her lips at first, then her teeth, dull, human, scraping lighting over Tara's skin, snagging
the lush pout of her lower lip before her chin drops further.
The bridge of her nose rests against Tara's chin; she pushes, half-nuzzle, half-seeking, firmly upward to
expose the long line of Tara's throat to her plundering mouth. Breathes out a long sighing breath cool
enough to bring up goosebumps on the girl's warm flesh, never releasing her wrists, never shifting her knee
except to push in closer. To pin her more firmly against the wall.
"You know what I am." This close, Tara can feel the vibrations of the stranger's voice, throaty with want. The
French accent heavier for it. Luce snags some soft part of Tara's throat between her teeth, presses her
tongue against the pulse at the base of her throat. Twists her hands, both of them, more firmly around Tara's
wrists. "Little ghoul. And what I want to know is, what the fuck" The words are oddly gentle, but there's a
sudden, constricting flash of anger behind them. " - sort of game do you and your master think you're
playing? I want to know who the hell she is, and what the hell is going on here."
Her teeth, not yet sharp, close firmly over that leaping pulse. They do not break the skin.
"And I want to know. Now.
Tara
First the left, then the right, comfortable at first but her warning bells are going off. Quiet at first, annoying and
persistent until it gets louder. There's strength in Luce's arms, and Tara does push back- she's stronger than
she looks but her heart isn't in it. She shouldn't be that strong, but then gain she does have those
ever-so-perfect proportions. Of course it would cover muscle tone, right? And she's hopeful. That's what's
most palpable. She pushes back. Tara spreads her legs, and it doesn't quite register, any of it.
Her pulse is beating hard, but still steady. Not faster, not yet, just louder. The pace will eventually pick up,
and it does- poco a poco- and she pulls in. Her lips want to meet Luce's, but they don't each motion is
punctuated with a gasp, a push, some inhalation. It doesn't hit her until she pushes back, until her accent
becomes distinctly French. Tara's jaw tenses, her eyes narrow, and the lights stay dark. She does push now.
Her shoulders move, her lower half moves, but doesn't actually move. And Tara might be strong, unnaturally
so, but she is in a position that she didn't quite want to be in. She knows what places are vital, and she knows
what will kill her if she moves wrong. There's a word for what she is now. The word is ghoul, she assumes.
Maybe it's another word for pet. Realistically, it's a flesh-eating monster that preys on others. Luce can feel
her swallow.
"Ohshit," is all she can manage to get out amidst a futile struggle that inevitably stops for now. What game is
she playing? What are they doing, what does her master think she's doing-
"Eleanor doesn't even care," she replies, and it's spiteful and wounded and jilted, "she doesn't even know
where I am, she hasn't-oh god, you're going to kill me, aren't you?"
She looks at the garage sale signs again. Namely, the posts. Her heart is beating too fast. Her skin is
simultaneously to cold and too warm all at once.
Luce
Now Luce pushes blood into her body. Feeds her strength. Tara's warmth is an intoxicant, but more
immediate is the urge to survival, the surge of black, substrate rage at the thought of being bound, somehow,
to another again. If anything, her grip on Tara's wrists grows more firm as the southern girl struggles against
that burgeoning sense of unease rising through the haze of her buzz.
"Eleanor." Luce returns, this note of clear, righteous anger still blazing in her voice. "Eleanor Givens?
You're hers?" Because if nothing else, she has heard the names of her clan-mates in the city. Her mouth
moves from Tara's through, chin rising, the bridge of her nose against the girl's jaw pushing upward, exposing
as much of her soft white throat as can be exposed. Wariness edges through the anger. The sharp edge of
a question she does not yet know to ask. Her pale gaze narrows, the dark fringe of her sooty lashes framing
the blazing clarity of her eyes.
"I want you to listen very closely." Sinuous. "You're going to tell me everything. Absolutely everything. The
truth," the faint edge of a smile; teeth against her skin. And these, these are sharp as needles, inhuman, " -
and nothing but. Because I can see if you're lying, just as I could see exactly what you are, little ghoul.
"And if you lie to me. And if you tell me one false thing - "
Well, the vampire leaves the consequences to the young woman's imagination.
Luce
Presence 1 - Awe
Dice: 6 d10 TN7 (2, 2, 3, 5, 7, 8) ( success x 3 ) [WP]
Tara
Consequences could be well and good and dire. She could die. She could live, and that could be worse. This
is how these things could get terrible quickly. She grits her teeth, tips her head up and looks at the ceiling.
This could be it. The point is clear and obvious.
Luce is not pleased with her. It makes her stomach turn. She's not sober enough for this, and here it is her
mind is racing and going in circles and she can't figure out how to push back and how to get out of this and
now? No. No, this is different. She wants to tell her everything. She wants to keep doing what Luce tells her,
and hangs on every word.
"I won't lie to you," she says. Doesn't even shake her head because too much of her throat is exposed and it
all feels so dangerously feral, "but I don't... I don't really... I don't know anything."
Luce
"But you do know something. You know about Eleanor. You know about me. You know exactly what I am."
Luce's voice is sweeter somehow. Not sweet, but gentler, right? Soft and inexorable, nearly coaxing. "You
know what the first rule of Fight Club is, don't you, Tara?"
And the stranger kisses her, softly, just under the chin.
Tara
"Don't talk about Fight Club," and there she gets that kiss. Just under the hin. She exhales a shuddering,
wanting sound. She doesn't relax and she doesn't melt. She just tilts her head up a bit more so that there is
easy access, "is this some kind of test? I don't know about you. I just met you."
Funny, because it sounds an awful lot like I am trying very, very hard to not acknowledge what you are. It
sounds an awful lot like you hav to be fucking with me, this is a trick. It sounds an awful lot like Please, don't
tell Eleanor [Tell her (she won't care)]. Benefit of being a little high, a little drunk, a little addicted and wanting.
She's easier to read than a fourteen year old's diary. It must be refreshing to be so simple.
Luce
"That's the first rule of being Kindred too, Tara. " Her voice is low, wrap-around the spine low. "The very first
rule they teach you when you wake up dead. The second rule is: nothing's fair. Anywhere, ever, but we'll
stick with the basics.
"How many times have you had Eleanor's blood? When was the last time you saw her?" There's a softness to
the questions, A certain piquant curiosity, that hardens as she reminds Tara, " - and don't lie to me." Here
she pushes Tara more firmly against the wall, draws her teeth across the other woman's vulnerable throat.
"I'll know if you lie to me."
Tara
And that's how it feels, too. Her fists clench and she lets her mind wander. The clock in the kitchen ont eh
refrigerator only brings a quiet blue glow to the already dark apartment. It's not enough that she can really
see any better, but it's just enough that she can tell by the changes in lighting when the minutes tick away.
that, because of the lack of light, it's no longer midnight. The night isn't so young anymore. How many times?
"Once," she said. It's quiet, "just once... I haven't seen her since August. Since the beginning of August. She
told me I couldn't leave, Broderick took Tom away, we explained some things and then I got to leave. I tried to
look for her- is she okay?"
Luce
"Christ - " Luce curses quietly, somehow disarmed by the last thing Tara says. [i]I tried to look for her. Is she
okay? [/i] Breathes out a ragged breath, cool against Tara's flesh.
And listen: she does breathe, in and out as if blood still moved through her lung, hungry for oxygen. As last
she frees Tara; lets her wrists go, drops a long-fingered hand to the girl's hair. Twines her thumb through the
loose, curls, the drying sweat. Brushes, almost tenderly, a few strays away from her temple, an absent
gesture.
Now it is the vampire's turn to close her eyes. She still stands close, feeling Tara's warmth. Listening to the
doubled beat of her heart, the harsh sound of breath in the girl's throat. The break of - worry, fear, want in
her voice.
" - for [i]fuck's[/i] sake."
Then draws in another breath. "I'm sorry Tara." - and kisses her again. Not wanton, now, almost chaste,
almost soothing. "You've gotten the worst deal. And it's going to get worse before it gets better, but I'm
going to do my damnedest to give you a choice.
"Right now, you're a danger. You're a danger to yourself, because you know both too little and too much.
And you're a danger to us, because you know just enough. So my options," a short, sharp pause. " - they're
limited. But I'm going to lay them out for you. And I know you're fucked up. And it aches. And it's late. And
you just wanted someone to drag you out of your skin tonight so you could forget just how much it aches right
now, and you got me instead.
"But you have to make a choice. Option A. I'll take you back to Eleanor, tonight. She'll bind you. And you
won't run away again. Or - " a hard swallow. Option B. You go under lock and key, a sort of witness
protection program until I find someone willing and able to erase your memory of us. Then you go back to
your normal life. Maybe you find a small town, waitress for a while before you remember your dream again.
Option C. I make you mine."
Luce
"Christ - " Luce curses quietly, somehow disarmed by the last thing Tara says. I tried to look for her. Is she
okay? Breathes out a ragged breath, cool against Tara's flesh.
And listen: she does breathe, in and out as if blood still moved through her lung, hungry for oxygen. As last
she frees Tara; lets her wrists go, drops a long-fingered hand to the girl's hair. Twines her thumb through the
loose, curls, the drying sweat. Brushes, almost tenderly, a few strays away from her temple, an absent
gesture.
Now it is the vampire's turn to close her eyes. She still stands close, feeling Tara's warmth. Listening to the
doubled beat of her heart, the harsh sound of breath in the girl's throat. The break of - worry, fear, want in
her voice.
" - for fuck's sake."
Then draws in another breath. "I'm sorry Tara." - and kisses her again. Not wanton, now, almost chaste,
almost soothing. "You've gotten the worst deal. And it's going to get worse before it gets better, but I'm
going to do my damnedest to give you a choice.
"Right now, you're a danger. You're a danger to yourself, because you know both too little and too much.
And you're a danger to us, because you know just enough. So my options," a short, sharp pause. " - they're
limited. But I'm going to lay them out for you. And I know you're fucked up. And it aches. And it's late. And
you just wanted someone to drag you out of your skin tonight so you could forget just how much it aches right
now, and you got me instead.
"But you have to make a choice. Option A. I'll take you back to Eleanor, tonight. She'll bind you. And you
won't run away again. Or - " a hard swallow. Option B. You go under lock and key, a sort of witness
protection program until I find someone willing and able to erase your memory of us. Then you go back to
your normal life. Maybe you find a small town, waitress for a while before you remember your dream again.
Option C. I make you mine."
Tara
[Insert witty comment about swallowing]
Dice: 7 d10 TN6 (1, 2, 4, 5, 7, 8, 9) ( success x 2 )
Tara
It's almost soothing, but it's not. It comes close, or close-ish, but it doesn't wipe the look she had off her face.
It would have been easier to be some grand, awkward plot. Some great act of treachery and backstabbing on
her part to gain her dormitor's favor- keep tabs on other Toreador. Keep her friends close, her rivals closer It
would be so, so much easier... but one can get the distinct impression that she is no mastermind. She is no
great technical mind, no creature of great and practiced guile.
Right now, she's just a girl in her entryway with soft lips and light hair who is handing on every word. She
holds her right elbow with her left hand. She's got the worst deal, it's gonna get worse. She inhales- and let's
make no mistake, she notices the breathing. She notices that inhale and exhale pattern because Tom didn't
breathe. But Luce doesn't look like a walking corpse. Luce isn't degrading. She's alive and well right here in
front of her. She swallows, "I don't want you to get hurt... and it's not fair to ask you to do that. I... I should
probably go back."
A moment passes, and it's but a brief and shining one, "what happens when she gets tired of me?"
Luce
Luce breathes out again; wry. Her mouth twisting into a faint smirk. "I can take care of myself," she says,
pulling away at last. Slipping her hands free of Tara's blond hair. Sobering as Tara asks what happens when
Eleanor gets tired of her.
The other creature just - shrugs. A narrow shrug, lined with tension. "I don't know what happens when she
gets tired of you. She could kill you. She could shut you in the basement and starve you to death. Or give
you a job as her maid and let it go at that. There are some rules that protect Kindred.
"None that protect ghouls."
Tara
[Pretend like that doesn't scare you to death! Courage!]
Dice: 3 d10 TN7 (7, 8, 8) ( success x 3 )
Tara
"So what guarantee do I have that you won't get bored and kill me?"
Luce
"You haven't got a guarantee. I told you, Tara. You've been dealt the worse hand of cards anyone could be
dealt. I know that. I've been there. All you have are your instincts and your choices. You ability to make a
choice," quiet, not precisely tender anymore, but somehow heartfelt. "Once you're bound, some of that
disappears. You'll love me. Or Eleanor. In an unnatural way. If you know what it is, maybe you can manage
it. Find a way to live inside it without it eating you alive.
"The only difference between me and Eleanor - the only objective, measureable difference that you can know
and taste and see with your own eyes, the only difference you can trust is that I'm giving you a choice, and
she didn't. And I mean the choices. If you want to forget us, I'll do my damned to find someone who can
make it happen. You might have to spend a couple months holed up someplace, maybe more, but I'll do my
damnedest to let you make that choice."
Tara
"I don't want to forget about this, I... that's happened already. And there are gaps. And there'll be gaps, and
it's fine until someone tells ya to start looking for the holes. I can't do that," she insists. Her hands come up
and she wipes her eyes with the heel of her right hand, then with her wrist to get the other eye. "Second rule
of fight club... I need to go back. Things will be okay, because I'll make them okay."
And at that moment, the game changed, because the argument she had with Tom. The conversations they'd
had all become false. They hadn't asked for this, either of them. Neither party had a choice in what had
happened to the, until now and right now? Right now, at least she has a choice. She laughs, and the sound is
halfhearted, "sorry about ruining dinner."
Luce
"I'll get over it. I'm sorry we fucked up your life." There's a pause. "Tara. If you don't go back, I'll know. And
I can find you, anywhere in this city. If you can't bring yourself to go back, my number's on the card. I'm
going to let you see to your mail. Get yourself together.
"It really is the only way."

samedi, septembre 17, 2011

Breaking and entering.

Luce

The letter is waiting for Alice when she arises one September night. The air bright and cool, crickets singing in the background, their autumn song, though seasons mean less here than most places she has lived. The moon is low in the east, half a white disc gleaming through the evening's rolling fog.

There is a smudge of motor oil on the right-ward corner, and a particular sigil stamped into the smear of red wax that seals the envelope. A familiar sigil.

Inside:

Alice -

Have arrived in SF. Learning the neighborhoods. Do not feel like playing the pretty pretty princess with the high-brows. Would love to get re-acquainted with you first.

Fancy a spot of breaking and entering?

10:30ish, 734 Thornton Street, Rear. Tenderloin.

- Luce

Alice

There is a letter waiting for Alice when she arises one September night. Her mouth curves faintly when she has read it. Her smile is not a cool thing, understand, though her skin is cool. Her smile is a secret thing, girlish, wondering, and it suits the shape of her face: the broad brow, the pointed chin, the large eyes and eyebrows like the outline of bird's wings against a sunset, the mouth that some have thought is just a little too large. She summons her ghoul who is a man with a keen mind and a keener thirst (for strength, for borrowed immortality, for addiction; addictive substances - he is not mad; not yet; no more than any ambitious creature is) and has him take the letter and gives him a direction. Go by Pascal's house. See if he is home, but do not engage. Leave me a voicemail.

10:30ish, 734 Thornton Street, Rear. Tenderloin.

Alice knows San Francisco well. She would. She has spent a number of years in the city ruled by the mad (intolerably [someone will need to do something, and as everybody else is foolish or whipped]) Toreador, and she knows the way the sidewalks buckle from earthquake and erosion, she knows the way the buildings fit together, the way the streets fit against the hills and knot around each other, so it does not take her a long time to find the place.

Alice: she does not wear her own face, but it is a face that Luce may yet recognize. The suggestion of sunburn - the freckles; the Spanish-golden hair, the thick, caterpillar furry eyebrows; the sullen ripe-Pomegranate mouth; the height! The slightly stooped shoulders! The gangling legs! Alice doesn't look like Alice at all, and she certainly doesn't look like a vampire, but she slinks out've the dark behind the -

?

- and carefully avoids the cracks.





Luce

The ? is an old building, brick and mortar and stone, with flourishes that tell Alice it was built in the early days of the previous century, when masons still carved columns out of marble and windows were framed in solemn gray stone. Somewhere high an inscription says: CARNEGIE and beneath it a beaten quote about the life of the mind, unreadable in the gloom, except for the odd, angular shapes of the letters stamped into the solid fieldstone.


The majestic old windows have sprouted contemporary appendages. Fans, air conditioning units. Wires snaking outward, inexpertly stapled to the stone. Some are covered over with brown butcher's paper and others are covered over with plywood. The stately stone steps have a make-shift wooden ramp snaking up them for handicapped accessibility. It is dark with age, a temporary solution made permanent.

A small sign in the front names the place CHAVEZ BRANCH SAN FRANCISCO LIBRARY. It has been covered in obscene graffiti no one has bothered to scrub clean.

The alley is even more graffiti-covered, dark and still tonight, with a single long puddle snaking down the center of the broken asphalt.



Alice-who-is-not-Alice finds Luce leaning against the back of the library, dressed all in dark clothes. Black jeans and a black jacket, black boots with no more than the necessary heel, practical things. A gray knot hoodie beneath the black jacket, dark too, the hood pulled up to cover her blond hair. For she has only her own face to wear; no other.

It is scrubbed clean, though. Free of make-up. Pale brows and pale lashes framing gimlet eyes, fixed on Alice the moment the changed-monster enters the alleyway.

Gods love her, but she's smoking. Something fine, tonight, and the smoke tinged with spice and faintly sweet, superior to many of her choices. She throws it away as Alice comes close. The cherry hisses as it hits the long serpentine puddle bisecting the alley.

"Good to see you. Even if I don't get to [i]see[/i] you yet." She lifts her chin toward the back of the building. One of the windows set 8 or 9 feet off the ground is just cracked open. The lights are off.

"Budget cuts. Closes at 5 p.m. in summer. 4 p.m. in winter. Can you believe it? The things a girl has to do to borrow a book."


Alice

The sad nonfiction truth is that libraries aren't all that valuable in a capitalist society that is winding down (tick, tick, tick). There are alarmists who're saying that the end's come. There are alarmists who're saying that the end's already here. These alarmists don't care very much about the libraries, either. There will probably not be alarms. There will probably not be cameras turned on. They won't want to squander power, when they've so little. And inside the library, it'll probably be dark as the devil's asscrack. The window that's just cracked open looks that dark. Alice smiles at Luce and though it isn't her face, it's a mobile face, expressive. Her teeth are no sharper than they should be, and no whiter. The two front teeth overlap, just slightly crooked, like the smile (rebel girl [mafia courtesan]).

But her voice is her own - low, contralto, compelling; the sort of voice that interacts with the subconscious. A hook, an instrument, a lovely turn of phrase.

"Ha. They always begin with the books," Alice says, by way of answer: "They begin with the books -- then they move on to harder spines, and more vital: snap, snap, snap! It's really nice to see you, Luce. Look. Before I ally-oop you, do you have a pen?" Alice sounds pleased when she says she is pleased (or whatever) and Alice sounds somewhat weary and mildly annoyed when she speaks about books and considering when she asks for a pen.

Her eyes gaze -- after briefly settling on the Toreador's face -- has lifted to the window; to all of the windows, shuttered and locked and barred; and she folds her arms over her chest.

"Who wrote the book?"







Luce

There is no concealing the voice, and the Toreador is the softest of skins; easily hooked. A beat falls in between them where she simply - closes her eyes - and listens, look. The voice against the traffic, framed by the sudden alert of a siren sharpening through the gloom.


A-ooo-woo. A-ooo-woo.

Someone's dying in the distance, but here there's just quiet. The odd echo bouncing back to them, words muffled to indistinction. The humn of the electrical boxes and, oddly clear, the threaded sounds of the local Spanish-language radio station, advertising Italian Whoopers are your local Burger King.

"Like a Girl Guide," says the blond, "I come prepared." Lifting her right arm as she tugs at the flat, dark canvas band bisecting her torso, she pulls around the flat shape of a gray patterned messenger bag blooming black fractal flowers across its surface. Pulls it around to rest it on the angular plane of a narrow him and finds two things: pen and a cheap gas station notebound, spiral-bound at the top, no more than one inch by three. She tosses both to Alice - they are clipped together, pen nestled into the deformed metal spiral - as she turns to settle the bag from hip to back.

Then glances up at the building, too.

"Is that a thing?" - curious, after, clear gaze sweeping back down to the familiar mask Alice has chosen for the evening. "A thing-you-know? Girl Guides?" But the curiousity passes and Luce shakes her head inside the shroud of her gray hood. Her blond hair is slicked back from her face, leaving her high brow clear. "The book - is supposed to be a faithful transcription of the lost letters of Pierre de Castelnau.

"But maps, - ahh. They have a map room here. And I have wall space."

Alice

They should be wearing leather pants and uncomfortable boots and corset tops. At least: this is the new truth given to humanity by countless vampire-cum-werewolf-cum-fairy-cum-witch books about sassy supernaturals and their sinfully delicious escapades, naturally told with wry self-awareness and too-busy-for-this-shit flair. They aren't because they're not fictional. Luce is in all black. Alice is grunge. A grunge pair of jeans, a grunge shirt, grunge arm-warmers, a pin through one of her ears, the lie that is the gold hair slicked back so it's a razor's edge dream, a hint of buried treasure.

Luce throws the notebook and Alice pulls her gaze away from the library. She catches it and convinces the pen to come out've its metal cage, uncapping it with her molars (careless). The notebook gets tucked under her arm, and Alice squats down, scraping the pen's nib against pavement. It's not really the kind of pen for writing on things that aren't paper, so she sketches a couple of quick lines (careful) to test it until something shows in the dark. Her eyes gleam when she looks back up at Luce, using the pen to put her hair up in a cat burglar approved bun.

This is an alley, and, as with all alleys, there are (no alley cats, but plenty of rats. There's a Chinese restaurant or an Italian deli nearby, something with meat and) boxes slumping against the adjacent building, leaning against a wall. The snake of water comes from them: slithers out've the crevices, like a flood-story dragged out've the mountains into the lonely valley. There's also a three-legged chair; it looks as if it was struck by lightning or stabbed.

"Girl Guides? Doesn't ring a bell," she says, moving (quietly) to stand just beneath the window-that-is-ajar. She lifts her eyebrows (rakish [arch]), and weaves her fingers together in a cradle. She is not as tall as she seems right now. Luce knows that. Still: she is stronger -- strong when the blood makes her so -- than one would think, no matter her mask. Strong enough to launch a little thing like Luce an extra foot or so if she can't actually reach. "Let me guess. They do good and guide the elderly. Perhaps they crochet and bake cookies and treat poison oak and bandage injured paws."





Alice

ooc: FF.

Alice

ooc: ack, wait, never mind. it got it all. hee.

Luce

"I think you have the gist of it. They would also build fires in the wilderness and eat tinned soup. Collect metal for the war effort. Wear sashes and salute the flag in parades when the parades were short of soldiers because they were all dying somewhere else."


This is perhaps too specific to be speculative. It is all offered as Luce scrapes the sole of her boot off on the edge of the library's back door's back stoop, careful, before stepping into the cat's cradle Alice has made of her hands.

Before Alice boosts her all the way up, Luce reaches back and pulls out a thin-hafted flashlight, metallic blue and holds it in her mouth - between her teeth. Right now, they are too dull for mortal fantasies of night-stalkers.

"Merci " - she mouths around the flashlight, with the practiced skill of a cigar smoker, before she is lifted up up and away. And Luce is slight: taller than the [i]actual[/i] Alice by very nearly a foot, but so thin she must have been living on lemon water, and cigarettes and sunlight and blood and no more than that in the months before her death and rebirth. See? paper thin; up over the threshold. The sash sticks a moment before she pushes it yawning open, then grabs, firmly, the metal frame and half-lifts, half-centipedes herself inside.

There is a quiet crash from the interior as she blunders into something solid. And then, the faint glow from the beam of her flashlight darting over the dark surface of the window like some faerie-thing skimming the surface of a solemn forest pond.

"I'll get the door - !"

Her voice is compounded, echoing off utilitarian tile. A bathroom, them. Moment's later, a solid thud is followed by a fusillade of cursing. En Français. But dead tissue cannot bruise, the wounds from her blunder into the dark line of urinals are minimal, and within five minutes, the back door is sweeping open, Luce leaning out, long arm along the metal bar.


Her hood has fallen down; her blond hair gleams in the available light.

Alice


Alice sharpens her hearing until it's like a knife across a whettstone and it'll cut (and some sounds'll cut, too, but she is used to that sort of pain, she is well able to unbraid it from useful sounds - a footstep that shouldn't be accompanied by a lack of breath; the breathing of a human nightstalker; the click of a weapon being readied), so her voice is as soft as a dandelion's ghost-halo: "No problem."

Her voice is flattened to something generic and American which conceals her roots. Maybe she's just lived long enough hearing the sound of the Colonials and speaking their language that it's easy to let their accent become hers, to adapt.

The back door's hinges squeak; Alice turns from her intense and unblinking consideration of the building's sides, and drops her arms down to her sides. There is no need for impatience -- no need for patience; Alice does not linger in the alley, but joins Luce inside the library's backroom. Her pupils dilate, adjusting to the new texture of dark.

There is a smell in libraries. Alice inhales it, then she licks the tip of her index finger and holds it up as though testing the wind.

"Let's see. If I know libraries - if I know this library - the map room will be somewhere out-of-the-way, inconvenient to copiers and careless of archives."

There is a moment's adjustment and then Alice's finger drops to one side, pointing like a compass: directing them out've the little caged area full of books and broken furniture that hasn't quite managed to make it out to the alleyway yet and to the left.

There is a trail of something sticky, some plastic trashcans that some librarian or volunteer will wheel out when they feel like it and don't have too much else to do. A rank smell, sewage. The library opens up as if it has wings: might as well assume it does - and only one way looks dingy enough (smells mouldy enough) to house archives and maps. There's a door, too, and it may well be locked to keep the public out. There are chips on its wooden frame, someone's carved their name into the bottom.

To get to the door that separates the serious people's rooms, a mini-maze of shorter shelves, of desks with thick and already very near to obsolete computers chained to the ground just in case anybody gets ideas.

There is a light in the front foyer: pale, watery - it almost hurts the eyes; bulks up the shadows.

"Hell," she says. "Would you run away from this place if you were a book?"




















Alice

ooc: ARGH, FORMATTING.

Luce

"In a heartbeat."




So returns Luce, in the same space her heartbeat would have occupied, once-upon-a-time, when the muscle was still necessary and functional. "If books had hearts; and legs to run away to go with their solid spines."



The look she flashes is solid, then. It connects, first with the opening wings of the library as they emerge from the rank miasma suffusing the back room into the public collection space proper; then with Alice's profile. Her chosen profile, new and different. Not her own.



By now the Toreador has pulled her hood back up over the gleaming crown of her head, settling dark shadows over the sharp cast of her features. The gray is softer than the crowding darkness that lurks in the stacks, full of aging soft and moldering pages, that dry-paper-smell of old books, old glue, old leather softening together, beginning its slow, storied collapse in upon itself. She walks with her hands in the pockets of her jacket, her well-turned mouth stretched into a line of flat distaste.



"Books require wooden shelves. Rolling ladders attached to frames on the walls, deeply set leather furniture and wide, solid desks. Those brass lamps with green glass hoods, and a pair of wide windows near the front - oh, look! a card catalogue. - " she offers the aside in passing, running her thumb along top of the rusting green metal frame, " - incising the afternoon sun in distinct wedges along the deep pile carpet, down the gleaming wooden floors.



"So that the dust dances in the sun."




The map room is locked and secured; the handle gives a distinctive click-click-click as she reaches out to test it. There is a dusty window they could break, but instead Luce pulls a set of keys with a splintered wooden key fob that says MAP ROOM from her left pocket.



She flashes a brief and brilliant smile; it scribes a certain brilliance across the stark lines of her heart-shaped face. And too: it shows her teeth. Alas, voyeurs, these are still dull and human. Just white enough to gleam.



"I'm looking for the historical ones. Neighborhoods. Detailed as they come. Maybe every fifteen years. Or Twenty-five? Enough to see the city, and see how it changed. There's an All Night Prime Copy Plus that does blueprints three blocks away."

















Alice

Alice regards the dark and hushed library, her head tilted just so. She is listening, you see. She is listening to the skitter of rat-nails against pipes, she is listening to what the pipes are saying, she is listening to the fzz, fzz of a fraying electrical wire, and she tilts her head back so she can regard the eaves, a sleeping pigeon which has got in somehow or the other, feathers rustling, hushing, and then she turns her head sharply to the other side, staring hard toward the backdoor, attention fixed and unmoving. After a moment: she turns on her heel, rejoins the Toreador in time to be witness to the revelation of the key (a philosophical treatise by Mme -- ).

"Hmm." Noncommittal, this sound. Lovely, of course - but noncommittal. "It's difficult to trust maps; they've been drawn by somebody thinking about something. Especially the older ones. There is a house that isn't on any map because the man -- I forget his name. His wife left him for the man who lived in that house." Alice smiles, and the sun-burned, gold-and-freckled Spaniard's (half-blood's) face echoes it: a pouty sort've smile that isn't hers.

Then she sets to work with a will, walking her fingers across drawers until she finds what she thinks she wants. Alice is finicky, counting carefully before she drags out some maps, arraying them on a desk the maproom is thoughtfully provided with.

"Tell me, why San Francisco - now? Is it in the maps?"

Luce

"No," that's easy, turning back, glancing up. Inside the library, she transferred the flashlight from mouth to pocket and they have been followed by a moon - a yellow one - gliding over the dropped ceiling in the ugly little warren of backrooms, gleaming high in the stacks when they reached the main floor. Now she has shifted it back to her mouth, and speaks around it again, teeth closed over the metal.


There is enough light from the foyer - that bleary gleam of yellow light - filtering through the dusty stacks and the dustier window to illuminate the map room, but sometimes one needs precision. [i]This[/i] year and not the next. " - it's not the maps. I'd want these anyplace I planned to stay for more than a couple months. Sometimes I'm looking for the absences, sometimes, as much as the presences?

"Sometimes it's clusters. Clusters of crimes or clusters of names or - well. Or what's been where. How it's changed." She murmurs this as she, too, works. Identifying dates, checking them off against some list in her head. Pulling out precise, dusty streetmaps that have not been touched in years, adding these to the nest slowly forming on the pair of metal desks in the center of the room.

And then stops. Turns, briefly, the arc of her flashlight crawling over the wall above Alice's head, then dropping as she pulls it out of her mouth.

"Why San Francisco? Believe it or not, - and just between us - a dead fleshcrafter and a 1963 estate auction bring me here. Just now." And she laughs, low, not so musical as Alice's dulcet tones.

"What brought you back?"

She was in Paris, once.

The City of Lights, bright enough, sometimes, that you could pretend to forget you had lost the sun.


Alice


Alice pauses when the flashlight touches the wall above her head. Tinkerbell, the original, looking as if she needs to be clapped back to life. Or something for young boy's to giggle over in the dark. Hey, hey. What does that look like to you? YOU know. So say it. No, you say it. He he he.

The flashlight touches the wall above her head; Alice pauses. The light is Tinkerbell, the original, but in dire need of some clapping back to life. The light is a mildly titillating shape for boys to giggle over in the dark. What does it look like. He He He. You say it. No, you. Her eyes close, briefly, and she casually reaches back to grasp her ankle, a living gesture, to pull on it, stretch her hamstrings, whatever. The pen is doing its job, holding her hair out of her face, and she has acquired a marker from the top of one of the filing cabinets in the MAP ROOM, taps ita gainst her thigh. Her eyes are bright with interest when Luce gives her reason for San Francisco, San Francisco Now. "Things belonging to the fleshcrafter or one of its minions, once? Or things said creature was interested in?"

Her expression is thoughtful and still. Her true face is still hidden, but Luce might perhaps imagine it so: cameo-still, etched stark against the dark of the map room -- the dingy walls and dented metal cabinets. The heavy age-blackened chairs. "I always grow sick of the Old World; it began to curdle my blood - " Alice says, offhand. There is a needle hidden in her voice -- something carelessly let fall. There is a grin in her voice, too: something that straddles the boundary between simmeringly bright and dark with vibrance. Her questions never sound as if they're rhetorical. " - and where is the world newer than California? This mad nation. God help me, I find it interesting to see. Is this the land Caine walked out've first or the place he visits last?"

"And Pascal likes this city;" she can't quite - or doesn't feel like it's necessary to - quell a frown; a crease of forehead. "Or did. I should tell you the climate has shifted again."




Alice

The flashlight touches the wall above her head; Alice pauses. The light is Tinkerbell, the original, but in dire need of some clapping back to life. The light is a mildly titillating shape for boys to giggle over in the dark. What does it look like. He He He. You say it. No, you. Her eyes close, briefly, and she casually reaches back to grasp her ankle, a living gesture, to pull on it, stretch her hamstrings, whatever. The pen is doing its job, holding her hair out of her face, and she has acquired a marker from the top of one of the filing cabinets in the MAP ROOM, taps ita gainst her thigh. Her eyes are bright with interest when Luce gives her reason for San Francisco, San Francisco Now. "Things belonging to the fleshcrafter or one of its minions, once? Or things said creature was interested in?"

Her expression is thoughtful and still. Her true face is still hidden, but Luce might perhaps imagine it so: cameo-still, etched stark against the dark of the map room -- the dingy walls and dented metal cabinets. The heavy age-blackened chairs. "I always grow sick of the Old World; it began to curdle my blood - " Alice says, offhand. There is a needle hidden in her voice -- something carelessly let fall. There is a grin in her voice, too: something that straddles the boundary between simmeringly bright and dark with vibrance. " - and where is the world newer than California? This mad nation. God help me, I find it interesting to see. Is this the land Caine walked out've first or the place he visits last?"

Alice

ooc: 0_0

Alice

The flashlight touches the wall above her head; Alice pauses. The light is Tinkerbell, the original, but in dire need of some clapping back to life. The light is a mildly titillating shape for boys to giggle over in the dark. What does it look like. He He He. You say it. No, you. Her eyes close, briefly, and she casually reaches back to grasp her ankle, a living gesture, to pull on it, stretch her hamstrings, whatever. The pen is doing its job, holding her hair out of her face, and she has acquired a marker from the top of one of the filing cabinets in the MAP ROOM, taps ita gainst her thigh. Her eyes are bright with interest when Luce gives her reason for San Francisco, San Francisco Now. "Things belonging to the fleshcrafter or one of its minions, once? Or things said creature was interested in?"

Her expression is thoughtful and still. Her true face is still hidden, but Luce might perhaps imagine it so: cameo-still, etched stark against the dark of the map room -- the dingy walls and dented metal cabinets. The heavy age-blackened chairs. "I always grow sick of the Old World; it began to curdle my blood - " Alice says, offhand. There is a needle hidden in her voice -- something carelessly let fall. There is a grin in her voice, too: something that straddles the boundary between simmeringly bright and dark with vibrance. " - and where is the world newer than California? This mad nation. God help me, I find it interesting to see. Is this the land Caine walked out've first or the place he visits last?"

"And Pascal likes this city;" she can't quite - or doesn't feel like it's necessary to - quell a frown; a crease of forehead. "Or did. I should tell you the climate has shifted again."





Luce

"Things it found interesting," returns Luce, pupils huge in the darkness, devouring the clear light of her eyes, where the ambient glow catches across the vitreous humor, makes them shine. "It made laborious notes, counting lot numbers, volumes, sales prices. Combing probate records and newspaper clippings for this: Five lots. Fifty books, missing Out of ten thousand sold in a long-forgotten auction of someone's life's collection. Either he was an heir cheated out of an extra thousand dollars, or - "


but the or is left with an unfinished shrug. Or this. Or: a vampire travels across the vastness of the country, lodges herself in all these make-shift cities with strange names, ringed by the same mad sprawl, populated by the same sad nightcreatures, wormed through with the same sad enemies, drives long down the arterial highways, hides the day sleeping in the truck of her car, the carefully shuttered, locked, barred and battened bathroom of a cheap hotel, all these indignities for this.

" - there's something there. I'll find out which."

Then, then she makes a noise, something like recognition. The [i]Old World[/i] and curdling blood. As a girl she'd dreamed of Paris. London, even during the worst days of the blitz, even with the Nazis marching down the Champs-Elysées. When de Sausanne suggested she return to the land of her birth, though, she was ready to go.

And she would share that, see - lift her voice, twine recognition around Alice's offhand responses, eyes and ears sharp, listening for the groove into which the needle that spikes through her liquid voice falls.

Except - [i]the climate has shited again[/i] - Luce stills, lifts her head, chin first, dilated eyes flashing back to touch Alice's face. Her eyes. "What do you mean?"

See: she is quiet. Expectant. Serious - what strange war has she walked into? - eyes open.

Alice

This will likely not be the last time Alice inquires into the lot numbers, volume, sales prices, the sale of something potentially interesting, something potentially false lead down a dark road where a trap is waiting to close, something potentially illuminating, a curiousity. Alice claims that she finds the New World interesting, and is not the New World a place where the Curiousity Show, the travelling Carnival of Curiousities, found itself a strong, thick root and branched out through the public psyche? Isn't this the birthplace of the X-Files, of a curiousity that thrives of improbability? But for now, the Malkavian does not pursue. She makes a thoughtful sound in the back of her throat and lets it lie.

This is a thing. That people communicate with noises that don't quite shape themselves into words sometimes. This is something the writer's forget, the artists can never quite capture. The language of posture, the language of noise that is not language.

Alice doesn't answer immediately. The girl -- she looks like a girl now; she always looks like a girl, like someone who'd be carded by some bartenders, just because she could pass for a highschooler depending on the makeup, regardless of how old she was when she, regardless of how old she is now that she -- gazes off into the distance. Easily distracted, or just - listening again: listening for the sound of a heartbeat. Listening for the telltale echo of a palm against floor. Listening for a stirring, for a movement, for the skitter of a rat too nearby, beady eyes spying, chewed-up ears listening, listening. Alice's sire is paranoid. Alice is not paranoid. Alice is cautious: but how often does it look like the same thing?

She inhales, because she has let that become habitual. Easy to pretend to bad habits when those habits are actually yours. And then she says, "Well." A pause. Alice can be brutally frank. "To be brutally frank," and her mouth smirks, but her eyes do not bother to echo the pretty curve:

"I mean that things are not well here. You have heard, I think, of the starry lady's obsession with the lupines; a war, some years back, which drove them up and out? That constellation set; others rose. But now that first: it is rising again -- you see?"

Less prettily -- and lowly: "There was an emergency meeting called in Elysium; blood was spilled. Don't count that building safe when you visit; the foundation is a rotten; step lightly."





Luce

"Rumors." She admits to: of the starry lady's obsession with the changing-wolves. "Threads of rumors. They seemed like tall tales, something out of the Old West. The Magnificent Ambersons. True Grit, see? How the West was Won." Unwise to discount them, says her mouth, silently, pulling thinly across her teeth, distorting the perfect little curve of it, the supple twist at the corners.


"I am disappointed to find that too little was made of them, rather than too much." Luce breathes too; this habit of being in the same space of their prey. The wolf sliding among the sheep, see, wearing every inch of their skin. Dropping its muzzle to the grass now and then. And this is why she smokes: to remember the rhythm of it, breathing. "Though perhaps not surprised. Thank you." And that last, see, listen: it is heartfelt. It lingers in her throat.

"I wrote before I arrived. Sent one of the letters de Sausanne gave me. The Madame letter rather than the Monsieur, you see. She told me that the train would be safe as houses, if I needed transportation. So perhaps it should be considered safe as Elysium. An institution with the same foundation."

And then: a lilt of her pale head, a sweep of her pale hands. The maps piled in the center of the metal desks. "But I think we have a start, here. If you come with me to the copy place, I can drop you someplace, after. The car I have now - " here she pauses, inhales a cloud of dust, " - it's a convertible. No roof; open to the night. Fucking brilliant ride."

A beat; a minute movement of her narrow shoulders.

"Except when it rains," and a noise like swallowed laughter in the back of her throat. " - the roof-thing that folds away does not fold back up."