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dimanche, décembre 04, 2011

Hounds and Hares

Alice

[Hm hm hm. How good is the M1K?]

Dice: 7 d10 TN6 (3, 5, 6, 6, 8, 9, 9) ( success x 5 )

Alice


There are a number of philosophical treatises circulated in very, very select circles on the sociology of the kindred. They are amusing little party anecdotes, and the authors are either searching for truth or for final death in a blaze staked out on a rooftop for endangering the masque (what will the lion do when the beasts at the watering hole can distinguish the lion's gold from the grass's? what will the wolf do in gray woods when the deer can distinguish the wolf from the trees before the wind aids?). They are titled obnoxious things, as philosophical treatises always are, but they are also titled precise things, brilliant things, and some of them are written in the diction of another century. Most of them do not count the beast - that which is essentially vampiric, that which binds the kindred into a brotherhood or a sisterhood - as something which seeks out society. As far as it goes, perhaps they're right, and the beast has no patience for friendship, or fraternity, for courtesy or for social mores; and yet, some of these philosophical treatises speak on the subject of coterie; some very daring treatises even touch briefly on the subject of the Sabbat pack, and the bonds that blood will tie around a domitor and her slave; some speak in elevated tones of the mutual blood bond, which cannot be broken, for truly blood is thicker than, and some speak in tones of disdain -

The point is that these philosophical treatises in general have a low opinion of the 'drive' vampires have to speak one with the other, dismissing it almost wholly. Some say that it's a mere hold-over from humanity, something the sun beat into the kindred, and that the kindred are only kindred because they all share a precipice which they all balance on until they begin to fall (which they all also do).

They're not very uplifting, these philosophical treatises, and they'd dismiss what has begun to happen at the arcade museum in San Francisco, with all of its penny-machines, its dioramas, its fortune, which is namely this: Alice and Luce get together to gossip and spend time with someone they (probably) do not disdain; perhaps they get together to plot; perhaps they get together to scheme.

When Luce arrives in the arcade tonight there is music playing over the loudspeakers, tinny, stuttering music from the turn of the century, music with some swagger, music with some plaintive drive to something sweeter, and she finds the Malkavian sitting on the bench set up toward the back, near a game involving tattooed wrestlers and a crocodile, not far from the gilloutine, and she may for one instant think that she has come across a fun-house mirror, something that catches and twists -

Because the Malkavian is her doppelgangar, a gleam of golden curls caught up by a confection of ruddy orange flowers, which flop languidly down and across her smooth forehead. The curls have been gathered at the nape of a long neck, the elegant sweep of which is exposed, as are is the hunger-sharp hollow of her throat. The Malkavian is her doppelgangar, the symmetry of her features cool, nearly alien, flushed with a blush of warmth that makes her sculpted perfection seem (shine [luminous]) real. This is one of the fashionistas. This is one of the glitterati. This is one of the club-going, high-on-something, strung-out royalty. When Luce's shoes click on the ground of the penny arcade museum, she looks up and away from a board game she has been setting up, and smiles, languid in her flawlessness.

Luce probably has to wonder if this is her usual expression: if she also smiles with that air of cocky rebelliousness, of amused remove - or if that's just how Alice is feeling, pleased with her mimicry.

"Hello, ma belle! I have brought gifts from the past to go with the present. Presents for the present and the presence that is present. Heh."














Luce

This night last she spent an hour staring at herself in the mirror, searching through the pieces visible for the pieces invisible; whatever was underneath her skin. Whether you could glimpse it from this angle, or that one. Whether she would be required to toss a look over her shoulder, slinging downward, to see what she meant to see. Peeled off her clothing - from the thigh-high leather boots to the pins cinching her hair into place - and burned it all. The metal heels remained; and the rivets of the jeans, though these were warped by the heat. Nevermind how a vampire learns somehow to bear the presence of flame. The Sabbat manage. Certainly someone civilized can withstand their measured dance from a calculated distance.

And here another mirror; a strange one, immediate and perfect and changed, because it does not move with her as she moves; the arch of a long, lean back, the lift of an arrogant chin; the curl of the corner of her mouth, which makes her look as if she were drinking down a secret you were not quite good enough to hear.

"Ciao, bella." This after a moment's survey; admiration for the completeness of the mask. Fascination, perhaps, for the way her body moves when she is not pinned watching it, as Alice greets her. "Or perhaps I should say, bellissima. Would that be too-too self-involved? Still I am impressed, by everything - " her arms opening in a sweep. "except the flowers. Though I suppose we need something to mark us apart."

The twist of her mouth curves wider, sparks a certain gleam in her pale gaze.

"I have a present of sorts, too." Hands on the chain of a long cross-shoulder bag, she shifts it forward and circles, leaning a hip against the wrestlers, still just now in their little diorama. There is the faint jingle of coins from the creature's right front pocket. Tonight, she came prepared.

Alice


Luce knows that Alice is not tall. Most older vampires are not and those who are were freaks (were giants [kings] among men, were notable). Alice is diminutive. Alice is small and compact, but now when she lifts her hand to touch her fingertips to the spill of flowers (they whisper against her fingertips, hushabye, hushabye, like crepe paper, like a high school winter wonderland's snowflake decoration) the eye believes that Alice must reach that high to touch her brow. The eye believes that Alice is tall, leggy, rangy; that her frame is spare, and elegant, and lean, a hound's frame, the shape of someone nearly androgynous, lovely and modern and too thin to quite manage statuesque. She thoughtfully pulls on one of the petals and it unribbons, unravels, falling in a curl of paper or fabric over one eyebrow, circling her blue eye with the same artfulness as a geisha's careful headdress. Alice

"Thank you. I'm practicing being Helen. Though you wound, fanged creature," she says, and her voice is her own, is the beauty of shadow on a shifting sea, of firelight on melted chocolate; it sparks, a cinder, a gloss of cheerful self-mockery: "The flowers make the look, darling," and she lifts her head, casually shaking the trailing curl of paper out of her eyes. They're Luce's eyes, but they're not Luce's eyes. There's something in them when Alice is wearing her face that is not in them when Luce looks in the mirror.

She pats the bench, invitingly, on the other side of the playing board. It's a game of hares and hounds, set up next to a box of tarot cards - much-stained and much-used, worn, smelling of cigarette smoke and perfume dried into baby power, but not quite having shucked all hints of pine and musk and labdanum.

Alice sits up straight and folds the long (endless) spill of her legs at the ankles. She is wearing a pair of suede slouch boots, gray as the fog that rolls in from the harbor, and then she tucks her feet away beneath the bench, her lips slightly parted, her wide-set eyes bright with interest. She looks ready to be pleased, as if whatever vibrance her skin plays a sheath to is about to be drawn.

"A present of sorts? I'm usually wary of the phrase 'of sorts,' especially when coupled with 'a present'; I find it's a phrase beloved of cads, you know? But I'm intrigued."










Luce

"You should be wary, of any present I bring. I once brought my brother a beautifully wrapped box full of snapping turtles. One took a chunk out of his cheek. If he's still rattling around in some nursing home, I expect he still has the scar.

"This one - though - is at once charming and harmless. It will either interest you, or occasionally prove to be a minor irritant. Like a stone in the back of your shoe; one that digs into your heel - faintly - during those moments when you cannot drop your sang-froid, lest some royal personage take offense at the sudden curl of your lips."

It is then that Luce folds her spare frame into the seat opposite and unclicks the latch on her bag, which is small and chic, a waterfall of metal discs worked thin as fabric. The reflections dance light across Alice's eyes; highlighting the fall of the paper flower. While the Toreador fishes an iPhone from the bag, sleek and black, she leans over the game of hounds and hare, a note of consideration drawing her brows together as glances over the board, then takes in the stained box of Tarot cards. Soon enough, she has withdrawn the phone from the bag, turns it over in her long-fingered hand like a card-shark might a deck of cards, letting them fall through his fingers in a running gesture of splayed elegance.

The phone requires warmth, a certain human something to make the screen spring to vibrant life. And Luce's does, of course, right in her hand, without after-market tampering by some enterprising little coterie of Nosferatu.

"Here," three little movements of her thumb, and a voice mail message plays a tinny version of Ravel's Ondine. The playing itself is both mad and masterful; the flaws entirely in the crackle of the wireless signal, the limitations of the speakers engineered into the little black box.

"A recent arrival. Your clanmate. Dear little Gwen," says dear little Luce, " - was quite beside herself to check and recheck his credentials, even after he had been granted access to the August halls of the charming PacBell, with its - " pause, she was raised in Paris, you see. Every winter solstice they had a candle-lit ball in chambers at Versailles. The halls of the Louvre opened secretly from midnight to four a.m., for the enjoyment of a select few. And the Queen of San Francisco offers them - " - early 21st century swimming pool. And other assorted amenities."

Ondine stops. Two more movements of her thumb introduce the first movement of the Rachmaninoff piano concerto No. 3. The low, moving first notes, the movement of black clouds across a darkling sky; and blood below, on a winter tide - some precise, rising promise.

Her attention returns to the board. "Do you know, I used to play this game with my Sire."

Alice

Alice's senses sharpen; specifically, her hearing. This was always the easiest aspect of the Disciplines for her. Her very first night - her very first moments, un-breathing but waking, when she stared at the wreck of her sire, wracked with all too human guilt, telling her she couldn't leave, telling her things that she found completely unacceptable and so tried to refuse to accept - she heard too much and couldn't stop hearing and if she hadn't already been driven mad (if she hadn't already been mad) by Malkav's lineage lying sluggish in her veins, consciously pushed because the body'd fallen from the habit and had already forgotten how, then it would've driven her mad. In the many, many years since that first night, she's relied on heightened senses more than she'd care to say, relied on them to hear a footfall in the dark, relied on them to hear a conversation whispered around the corner, the sound of a ghoul breathing where no ghoul should breathe, the sound of a neck being snapped, the click of a pistol, the drawing of a knife. And it's always been helpful when it comes to music; you hear it better when you can't hear every aspect of the instrument. Of course, this is music as played through a cellphone.

She doesn't speak until it's quiet done, and her head has cocked to the side, just so, a distinctly Aliceish gesture. The faint (poisonous) smirk during Luce's pause, coupled with the lift of her eyes from Luce's hand, the mild and black-ice glitter something in them, is just the kind of look most kindred would fear from a harpy. It's cruelty, prepared to do great harm with blunt honesty; with arch, sly criticism. It's more effective than words, in its way.

But it fades, of course; the look was for the pause; whatever reaction to the potential pebble-in-shoeness of a clanmate with artistic brilliance she has is subsumed or minute.

"The musician is very good," she says. "And as much as it pains me to admit, admission to the halls of PacBell is not difficult to acquire. Security seems lax, until it is needful," which is double-edged, in its way. "What's his name?"

Luce used to play Hounds and Hares with her Sire, and that causes a smile to bloom; causes Alice's borrowed eyes to gleam faintly. "Did the game favor him or did the game favor you?"









Luce

"Mostly they're empty. Those halls. I had not quite imagined how little society there would be here. I suppose that is to be expected on the West Coast - anarchs to the south, the vasty wilderness full of wolves and yetis to the north." This wry; a glance thrown in just the right direction to espy the GOLD RUSH mechanique, sitting still and rusting and silent just now, in the dark they share.

"The pianist is Francis Mercer. He brings the complications of human fame along with him, though perhaps you have not heard of him. They come and go so quickly." This from the creature who has not yet passed her natural lifetime. "I met another, too. Purported to be a Tremere, so I am now told. Though he shares the shadowbinders' affliction, which might explain his terrible state of dress. Or his churlishness.

"I'm less sure of that one. Be wary around him, should he emerge - well, wherever it is the warlocks go, when go they do."

--

Then a shift; a clear-eyed glance back toward Alice, a half-dozen lights reflecting in Luce's luminous gaze. This look, straight on, not remotely coy.

"Always him." The admission is serene, coupled with a narrow curl of narrow shoulders, nearly insouciant. A little kiss of a grin playing at the edges of her mouth. "I was, he told me, always too impetuous. Though he found that charming, or so he claimed. Within reason, of course."

The last brings out the smile on her mouth; curves it wider than it seems like to go. This is a secret of the face they both wear tonight; how wide that grin can go, sudden-like.

"Do you remember Eleanor's loose end?" This, more clear-eyed, the wide grin fading as she glances out over the mechanical menagerie, her posture on the bench shifting as she considers. "The girl I mentioned, wandering around like a bleating sheep, hungry and lost. I'm sending her to him. A little polish would do her good."

Alice

"I regret the passing of the fortune hunter's time," Alice says, and indeed, she sounds a touch regretful; "Now they are all ensnared in their webs, content; there is little left of boldness." Her borrowed nose crinkles and she casts a brief glance heavenward, and truly, she could be art - some drugged-out, languorous, carnivorous madonna in gold, some meditation on innocence at the tipping edge of corruption; it's something about the eyes, the slant of her high cheekbones, and she might have been a flower girl, come from California, dreaming on opiates. She might have been -


"Frankly, I am looking forward to leaving this planet when science fiction becomes reality; when the next great thrust toward the marvelous has set fire to man's imagination - " and her lips curve, and she blinks, slowly, then -

Her expression changes at the name. Francis Mayer. "Him! I do know his name! I wonder - " and she holds off, the Hare piece in her long-fingered hands, her eyes distant with trying to remember. Alice hasn't particularly followed Francis Mayer's career, but he has a career; she is trying to remember what engagements he has had, if any of them have begun in the sunlight, and if so, when. She is trying to place his humanity. It is automatic, and is subsumed by a chuckle at the warning of the Tremere without a reflection (ironic, and yet suiting). "His churlishness? Oh dear. What did he say? I wonder if Broderick likes him. If he does, you'll know that he's not a proper Tremere. Do you know that Brody actually embraced a boy just because he'd be unsuiting to his clan?"

Always him. Alice has placed the hare down on her side of the board; has turned the side with the hound pieces toward Luce, has unfolded her long limbs and she draws one knee up to her chest, looping an arm around.

"You're sending her to him? Do you expect him to ghoul her or to help her be less of a potential snaggle?" Alice asks, her wide eyes steady and briefly unblinking, reflective and luminous - water-lily eyes; dream-girl eyes.








Luce

"Men still hunt fortunes, I think," returns the Toreador. " - and kingdoms, too. Though they seem more apt to do so with financial instruments, real estate, and the sort of enforces who seem to have actual granite soldered onto their bones at the ends of their rather large chins. And broken noses, many times over.

"The ones slaving over a pack of derivatives, those are the ones we should all fear. What if, after all, I am forced to destitution, or cheap shoes, by someone's financial machinations?" The creature's hair is loose tonight; a long coil of it curved over her right shoulder. She reaches up to tuck a few strays behind her left ear, then reaches down to make a move. Hunting.

Impetuous, rather as she mentioned. Perhaps that is a point of pride. A look at me of the sort her blood are prone to do. "He did not know me from Princess Grace; and yet he demanded of me the location of a book store. One where he could look up myths and legends. I recommended City Lights for light reading, or the University books at Berkeley for more scholarly treatments, and mentioned that there were some specialized places, which I would recommend if he could be more specific about the particular myths and legends he found intriguing.

"As he was unable to supply the particular myths and legends, I directed him to the yellow pages. He found this rather offensive. Unfortunately. I do not know whether that makes him a proper Tremere or not. But that seems remarkable cruel of - " a pause; a sharp twist of her half-smile. "Brody.

"As for the girl, no. I - " a sharp pause, a supple shrug. " - offered her a choice. Bound her myself, in the end. Do you remember, when last we spoke, I asked about whether you had met a skinchanger? I am afraid I have attracted the attention of one. The girl will be safer away from me. And may smooth the way for my return, should I find a swift one necessary."

Alice

"Is it hunting if you can pretend that it's all in your head; if you never need leave your armchair?" Alice returns. "And before cheap shoes, there is always thievery, up through the underground; I know you have a cat burglar outfit." Her smile is cheshire (oh Alice; soon to disappear, hm?), without restraint; very nearly a goblin's grin.

Luce makes a move. Impetuous, and perhaps it's a point of pride - or perhaps it's a facade, like so much of what Luce presents; Luce, who reveals her self while hiding herself; Luce, who is an interesting shape to wear, shadow to cast, the mind slides away. Alice studies the board, the smile fading to a more comfortable (still [held]) expression while she listens. "How strange; you hardly look like you'd know anything about myths and legends at all. And Brody is remarkable in his cruelty," this last, murmured. Cream, laced with arsenic.

Alice moves one of her three hounds, the one to the left, and her move is careful; when she draws her hand back, she taps her fingers against her knee, resting her chin on her arm, one two threefour five six seveneight.

She watches Luce's face when Luce shrugs at Tara's fate, at the blood-binding of her, and then she lifts her head, sitting up straight indeed (humanity is a mask [we all wear it]), mouth gone firm with surprise. "Really? Why do you think you have? Did you catch it peeing in the front yard of your haven and howling?"

- there, the slight uplift of one corner of her (Luce's) mouth, which in no way takes anything from what seems to be an impulsive (and unhappy) reaction at the thought of Toreador being stalked by some beauty-loving wolf-monster.









Luce

"Most hunting happens in your head. In the place between your head and another's. In this case, in the space between one head ballooning in an armchair, and millions of others, decidedly less considered. The question is - is always - how far you can push before you - " and lo, another curl of her shoulders, resignation or something like it, to the fate of the world, ever dark. Or no. It is there somewhere under the skin of her commentary, like a virus, like an infection -

"Well, a question we, and they, ask again and again and again, as if we had not ever learned the use of a mirror, or the meaning of a circle."

And Alice, sharp-eyed, watchful Alice will see perhaps a certain tension in the Toreador's mouth, a certain forced tone beneath her apparently casual decision to bind the girl Tara. Someone she would never think about embracing. Some relief, too, at the excuse to rid herself of an unwelcome burden. Not a boon: a responsibility. Some people were never meant to be slaveholders.

Alice half-smiles with Luce's mouth; the tension in Luce's frame - in her shoulders and her spine, now evident for the briefly easing of it - loosens, as she laughs once, full-throated and clear and all-too human that. Too adult to be girlish, but young.

"No," mastering herself, a half-moment later. "Nothing like that. Though I believe it has peed on me. It does not seem the wilderness sort. I have been - " a pause, here, thoughtful, " - considering whether they might have an - opposing force of their own kind. Some other skinchanger; something else that wears a human mask."

samedi, octobre 29, 2011

Museé Mechanique

Luce

The Musee Mechanique is alive with noise tonight. Not human noise, precisely, but the bleeps and whirls, the electromechanized hums, the tinned whir of antique machinery. The loop-de-loo of the Magic Hindoo Head swirling in the dull yellow light of its antique cabinet, the grimy, crank-a-drink song of an out of tune player piano. Luce is standing in front of the VITALIZER - tall and angular, in (somewhat) clothes tonight, worn jeans and a crisp white oxford buttoned up beneath a long charcoal gray cardigan whose lapels have been lined with glossy dark fur, fake or real.

Her hair is loosely pulled back from her face, with a feathery, windswept look but for newly cut bangs that will be gone this night next. She looks young, sharp only when she smiles, her make-up clean and simple. Her eyes are darker somehow, the irises nearly opaque. The air she gives off is that of a mod French school girl circa 1968, halfway between the Sorbonne and the protests on the left bank.

The VITALIZER takes her quarter and hums. It promises no electricity, demands that they STAND CLOSE for relief of their tired aching feet.

The arcade is closed but for the pair of them. A private party, the owner was persuaded to throw. Half the machines are on, though. Gleaming and grinning and whirling in their frames, giving the otherwise empty arcade the full glow of carnival atmosphere it usually has during business hours.

"I trust you weren't menaced by feral dogs on the way here?" The edge of her smile, that contained amusement, dark blonde brows making perfect arcs above the drowning dark (tonight) blue eyes, as Alice (or whatever face she wears, tonight) finds her admist the attractions, such as they are. "There's neither a pool nor a gun range, but I find the Hindoo Oracle rather more congenial company than all those silent ghouls of the mad queen."

Alice


This is the kind of place that people come because they'd like to conjure ghosts out've the tacky antique, the unnatural mechanical, the entertaining tricks of another era. This is the kind of place that people come because they want to be washed in ambience, in atmosphere, in curiousity, Curiousities, because they'd like to fold themselves up into the cabinet. This is the kind of place that people come to say they've seen not because they're looking necessarily to have fun. This is the kind of place where people come, now, to mock, to exclaim over faded charms, to smirk and nudge each other, and of course Alice is not smirking (yet), nor even nudging Marie-Hélene in the ribs, remember when.

And it is Alice, today. Alice, wearing the face she was wearing when she died how every many years ago, the Valentine heart face with too-large eyes, unsettlingly direct. Her skin is as pale as a ghost's, as a porcelain doll's, but her mouth is red on purpose, red like the wrong answer to the right question, baby, red like little red riding hood dipped in wolf's blood and dried, like a starlet, baby, like an un-kind princess. Not long before just now, someone stared at her mouth, then stared, startled, at her throat when she spoke: like how could that sound come from a woman with a smile like that, right?

"As incredible as it seems, I managed neatly to avoid such a fate. I won't go into specifics, but suffice to say that Batmanesque maneuvers were required. I flit from balcony to balcony, convenient gargoyle to convenient gargoyle, I made certain my beltthingy had those hookthingies." Alice grins, and it's a vibrant-thing, brights her dark eyes when she comes up whisper-soft behind Luce, peers briefly at the VITALIZER.

"OH!" Alice snaps her fingers, aw-shucks. "I remember now! I had a drinking game to play - a sort of half-bet half-game. Every time one of our brethren discusses wild dogs, and mentions fleas, owe a shot..."

Alice wanders deeper into the arcade, her shadow long, until she finds the very accurate palm reading machine. Her body gives every indication of being suddenly delighted, slow-waking, and sometimes it is easy, easy to forget that Alice isn't alive at all, such is her control of a certain elegant vivacity:

"You know. I don't understand silent ghouls, there but for the grace of, as if they had no life - only there to stand; it's quite too? There is such a thing as good service, but that isn't it. That's - la, I ramble, because I am nervous about my future. These machines always have my number, punch my ticket. We have a war on, these oracular machines and I."

"How are you, Luce, love? Any luck yet hunting down the items on your, um," vague, "list?"










Luce

And Luce comes stalking after; in her long black boots, the leather fitted to her calves, the clip of heels sharpened against the concrete. She has her hands in her pockets, distending the shape of the cardigan, pulling it open like a balloon around her tall, narrow figure. Her own shadow longer- jointed strangely here and there, as if she were made of clockworks herself, stick limbs and nobbly joints, able to fold backwards like an insect - until the angle of the light is behind her rather than aslant, and her multipartite shadows resolve into one, which is merely long. Which stalks ahead of her like a silent herald sewn onto the bottom of her booted feet.


"You should have a mask with horns to match the belts and hooks. Perhaps a leather tail to double as a whip."

There are a half-dozen tableaus between the Vitalizer and the Palm Reader. Mechanized dioramas where you can watch Marie Antoinette's wee head fall, repeatedly, into a woven basket beneath a mini guillotine, while a paper crowd cheers and a tinny marseillaise creaks up from a half-forgotten music box below. And so on. Luce pauses at the next tableau, the Opium Den, her hand cool on the glass. No oils on her skin, so no handprints on the glass, just the shadow of her reflection outlined against the moving figures within.

"I'm well enough; though this city is such a curious place. I have not tracked down anything on my list, but have found a new bookstore, named Hidden Gems, down an alley in Lower Pacific Heights. Open late on the third Tuesday of every month. Few customers, just a slippered old shopkeeper waiting for grace or bankruptcy, I expect.

"You should make the trip." Three long necklaces hang down the center of her narrow frame. Two strands of pearls, and a long, workmanlike chain linked through a small bronze clockwork gear, tangled together with the rest. They clink softly as she moves. "I brought you a present: a second edition of the English translation of the Dabestan-e Mazaheb by David Shea and Anthony Troyer. And I have a drum somewhere, if you'd like it."

Then she drifts closer, her shadow jagged in front of her, watching the glowing eyes of the mechanical palmist as she and Alice dual. "Your drinking game does not sound practical. We would soon drain those unfortunate silent ghouls, and be left with the terrible dilemma of turning on our elders or being named poor sports for quitting too soon.

"But what does your fortune say?" This is murmured aslant, the cut of her (dark) eyes sidelong, lingering on the long soft curve of Alice's heart-shaped jawline.


And quieter, still. "Tell me true: have you ever seen one of them? The wolves?"

Alice

"A present? Exciting!" The dark-eyed creature (with the delicate ankles) gives Luce a somewhat ironic glance. "Is San Francisco making you feel it; the States's brand of Orientalism? If so, we should go to the under-city."

The hand of a man is the make of his life, the Palmistry machine says, and Alice fishes a penny from the pocket of her smock. She is wearing a smock, loose, blousy, curling in at the very edges, tight at the wrists but billowing at the elbows, of a fabric that might be a touch too summery for the chill Day-of-the-Dead-is-nearly-arrived nights, though beneath that she is wearing another layer, something that might actually be an excuse for warmth. There is no candle here, no bonfire, no sign of life or fever to fall back to when one is feeling doubtful. They are like snakes, vampires, the lamia: cold-blooded.

The penny goes clink; Alice splays her hand against the black inked handprint. The machine chinks; it whirrs. It does not give her a card as it should, and she is smirking, smirking when she glances sidelong at Luce: "Apparently, it is shy, has nothing to say for itself at all, come on you silly thing," and she knees the machine, letting another coin tumble into mechnical guts, re-start the process. This time a little card flicks out like a snake's tongue, quickly, bending against Alice's lower-thigh.

She takes it, glances at it as she answers Luce's second question: "Once. And from a distance. No, twice - the second time, I was told afterward; it looked just like a man to me. Pascal has seen more. I know Broderick has; he will wax on about remember the dark times, blah blah, the streets full of blood, dramatic and prickish. Although I'm sure very honest."

She glances up, and smiles. Open. "If I were a man, I would be assured of a good job, a rainy day, and a dark stranger. Were I woman, a sea-journey and a baby."





Luce

"Do you mean, literally, a city under this city?" Luce glances down at her feet, skeptical. The Musee Mechanique is after all on a pier, the Mission built over piled garbage and sludge poured into the bay. She knows this from the evening newspapers, the back and forth between engineers and developers, the worst-case-scenarios the seismologists discuss hidden in their pages. And she glances over them, ink on her fingertips, looking rather more openly for blood, murders, gallery openings. The usual.

That skepticism she wears like so: a mask that touches her eyes and her mouth, a certain light that men might think naughty or playful or challenging. It is something else; more animal than human, or rather than animal in the human in the monster. All prove-me-wrong. "Or perhaps more figuratively, the city inside the city. The back-alley clubs in Chinatown, with portly Mandarin - or Cantonese? - bodyguards? That under-city I have visited, but only as a tourist, mind. Passing-through."

She is slung against the frame of The Opium Den, mouth still curled though, bemused now as Alice's prediction comes true. Her insight into the vagueries of fortune tellers. Even the antique, mechanical sort. The faint huff of a quiet laugh flares her nostrils.

"If the streets were full of blood, I wonder that anyone stayed. Or perhaps this was when they were building the streets?" The question is rhetorical.

"I have a - " she pauses, delicately, between the words, fingers worming into the front pocket of her jeans for another pair of pennies. " theory about them, the lupines, based loosely on the old Cathar heresy." Hands over two old pennies nipped between her delicate fingers, so that Alice can have another go at the mechanical palmist.

"Do you know anything about them, the Cathar? They believed in two gods, one of the spirit and one of the material world. Loosely linked, I imagine, to the Zoroastrianism through the Gnostic heresies of North Africa."



Alice


"Yes. The city swallowed at the beginning of last century. I've always half-believed the Nosferatu were responsible, if anything other than an act of God was." Alice smiles, reminiscent, the dark muse lit from within, though truth is that in 1906 she was not in San Francisco, she did not have to deal with the terror of havens suddenly haven-no-longer, she did not have to deal with the wreckage, the fingers of sunlight which slaughtered many, the ruins of a flamboyant city, the fires. Like Hell.

The rhetorical question she does not answer, although she gives Luce a querying lift of an eyebrow as she steps lightly away from the Palmistry machine. The fortune she tucks into her pockets, and she keeps her hands in them, playing with her coins, jingle, jangle, jingle, although she grins (sweet, just shy of a dimpled thing) at Luce, accepting the Toreador's offer of two more pennies: circles back, ready to give the thing another try. Alice enjoys predicting the future. Alice enjoys predicting what people in the future will predict about the past, as well, though that game's beginning to become disconcerting, and rather than having a humanizing effect, she can feel it making her more alien. How alien she is become is not something Alice gives much thought to. That is not her fashion of introspection.

"I know nothing at all about the Cathar. Is that your theory, then; that the lupines believe in two gods, a material and a spiritual? The spiritual is perhaps ruled by the Moon?" She frowns, slightly, as she the first penny goes clink-clank, and then the next: "Or maybe the material would be ruled by the Moon. It's a god that you can see in the sky, after all. A physical presence. Ha. I wonder if they'd be able to stand it -- sent-up in a rocket-ship to stand on the cold rock?"

The somewhat poetic flight of fancy aside, the slope of Alice's shoulders, the slant of her glance is a listening one.




Luce

"I should like that, then. The city underneath, the ruin of it. And all the better if the Nosferatu were behind it. We might find a few down there. And I wonder what they would say - " all musing, rhetorical, the words floating at the time of her palette, lingering in the hum of her mouth.

"Ahh, the Cathar. They were slightly more complicated than simply two-gods-to-be-worshipped. They believed that a divine spark lived in each human being, but that it was encased in a fleshy corpus, chained to the material world, imprisoned inside it.

"That may be the best metaphor, I think: prison. The material world, they believed, was created by a lesser deity - the devil, the demiurge, a usurper god - and ruled entirely by his corrupt servants.

"Though they called themselves Good Men or Good Christians, the Catholics deemed them heretics because the Cathar denied the divinity of Jesu Christo. There was nothing godly in the flesh; true divinity lived only in the wholly spiritual spark trapped inside our corrupt bodies, in this corrupt prison of the world.

"And so, the Cathar believe sought to break the bonds of their fleshy prison; to transcend and escape it when they died, so that they might live in the bosom of god rather than be reborn into corrupt flesh.

"The lupines seem to hate the world; eschew civilization, seek to bring down what man builds that I wonder if they are like the Cathari - trying to destroy the prison of the material world, human works, and all such things - in order to transcend this prison of flesh, or destroy it somehow. Become wholly spiritual."

A faint, delicate shrug near the end of the long discourse. "There are those among the Sabbat who embrace Cathar beliefs, and see themselves as the true servants of the corrupted demiurge. So they revel in the sins of the flesh. Sink themselves into all manner of corruption and attempt to draw others into such sins."

A brief, sharp glance back to find and meet Alice's dark, reflective eyes. The supple wick of her mouth curving open, the lights of the machines glazing over her own gaze, marking them shifting pools of reflected light. "There is, I promise, more to this than idle speculation." The spark of humor underneath, humming through her frame.

samedi, septembre 17, 2011

Breaking and entering.

Luce

The letter is waiting for Alice when she arises one September night. The air bright and cool, crickets singing in the background, their autumn song, though seasons mean less here than most places she has lived. The moon is low in the east, half a white disc gleaming through the evening's rolling fog.

There is a smudge of motor oil on the right-ward corner, and a particular sigil stamped into the smear of red wax that seals the envelope. A familiar sigil.

Inside:

Alice -

Have arrived in SF. Learning the neighborhoods. Do not feel like playing the pretty pretty princess with the high-brows. Would love to get re-acquainted with you first.

Fancy a spot of breaking and entering?

10:30ish, 734 Thornton Street, Rear. Tenderloin.

- Luce

Alice

There is a letter waiting for Alice when she arises one September night. Her mouth curves faintly when she has read it. Her smile is not a cool thing, understand, though her skin is cool. Her smile is a secret thing, girlish, wondering, and it suits the shape of her face: the broad brow, the pointed chin, the large eyes and eyebrows like the outline of bird's wings against a sunset, the mouth that some have thought is just a little too large. She summons her ghoul who is a man with a keen mind and a keener thirst (for strength, for borrowed immortality, for addiction; addictive substances - he is not mad; not yet; no more than any ambitious creature is) and has him take the letter and gives him a direction. Go by Pascal's house. See if he is home, but do not engage. Leave me a voicemail.

10:30ish, 734 Thornton Street, Rear. Tenderloin.

Alice knows San Francisco well. She would. She has spent a number of years in the city ruled by the mad (intolerably [someone will need to do something, and as everybody else is foolish or whipped]) Toreador, and she knows the way the sidewalks buckle from earthquake and erosion, she knows the way the buildings fit together, the way the streets fit against the hills and knot around each other, so it does not take her a long time to find the place.

Alice: she does not wear her own face, but it is a face that Luce may yet recognize. The suggestion of sunburn - the freckles; the Spanish-golden hair, the thick, caterpillar furry eyebrows; the sullen ripe-Pomegranate mouth; the height! The slightly stooped shoulders! The gangling legs! Alice doesn't look like Alice at all, and she certainly doesn't look like a vampire, but she slinks out've the dark behind the -

?

- and carefully avoids the cracks.





Luce

The ? is an old building, brick and mortar and stone, with flourishes that tell Alice it was built in the early days of the previous century, when masons still carved columns out of marble and windows were framed in solemn gray stone. Somewhere high an inscription says: CARNEGIE and beneath it a beaten quote about the life of the mind, unreadable in the gloom, except for the odd, angular shapes of the letters stamped into the solid fieldstone.


The majestic old windows have sprouted contemporary appendages. Fans, air conditioning units. Wires snaking outward, inexpertly stapled to the stone. Some are covered over with brown butcher's paper and others are covered over with plywood. The stately stone steps have a make-shift wooden ramp snaking up them for handicapped accessibility. It is dark with age, a temporary solution made permanent.

A small sign in the front names the place CHAVEZ BRANCH SAN FRANCISCO LIBRARY. It has been covered in obscene graffiti no one has bothered to scrub clean.

The alley is even more graffiti-covered, dark and still tonight, with a single long puddle snaking down the center of the broken asphalt.



Alice-who-is-not-Alice finds Luce leaning against the back of the library, dressed all in dark clothes. Black jeans and a black jacket, black boots with no more than the necessary heel, practical things. A gray knot hoodie beneath the black jacket, dark too, the hood pulled up to cover her blond hair. For she has only her own face to wear; no other.

It is scrubbed clean, though. Free of make-up. Pale brows and pale lashes framing gimlet eyes, fixed on Alice the moment the changed-monster enters the alleyway.

Gods love her, but she's smoking. Something fine, tonight, and the smoke tinged with spice and faintly sweet, superior to many of her choices. She throws it away as Alice comes close. The cherry hisses as it hits the long serpentine puddle bisecting the alley.

"Good to see you. Even if I don't get to [i]see[/i] you yet." She lifts her chin toward the back of the building. One of the windows set 8 or 9 feet off the ground is just cracked open. The lights are off.

"Budget cuts. Closes at 5 p.m. in summer. 4 p.m. in winter. Can you believe it? The things a girl has to do to borrow a book."


Alice

The sad nonfiction truth is that libraries aren't all that valuable in a capitalist society that is winding down (tick, tick, tick). There are alarmists who're saying that the end's come. There are alarmists who're saying that the end's already here. These alarmists don't care very much about the libraries, either. There will probably not be alarms. There will probably not be cameras turned on. They won't want to squander power, when they've so little. And inside the library, it'll probably be dark as the devil's asscrack. The window that's just cracked open looks that dark. Alice smiles at Luce and though it isn't her face, it's a mobile face, expressive. Her teeth are no sharper than they should be, and no whiter. The two front teeth overlap, just slightly crooked, like the smile (rebel girl [mafia courtesan]).

But her voice is her own - low, contralto, compelling; the sort of voice that interacts with the subconscious. A hook, an instrument, a lovely turn of phrase.

"Ha. They always begin with the books," Alice says, by way of answer: "They begin with the books -- then they move on to harder spines, and more vital: snap, snap, snap! It's really nice to see you, Luce. Look. Before I ally-oop you, do you have a pen?" Alice sounds pleased when she says she is pleased (or whatever) and Alice sounds somewhat weary and mildly annoyed when she speaks about books and considering when she asks for a pen.

Her eyes gaze -- after briefly settling on the Toreador's face -- has lifted to the window; to all of the windows, shuttered and locked and barred; and she folds her arms over her chest.

"Who wrote the book?"







Luce

There is no concealing the voice, and the Toreador is the softest of skins; easily hooked. A beat falls in between them where she simply - closes her eyes - and listens, look. The voice against the traffic, framed by the sudden alert of a siren sharpening through the gloom.


A-ooo-woo. A-ooo-woo.

Someone's dying in the distance, but here there's just quiet. The odd echo bouncing back to them, words muffled to indistinction. The humn of the electrical boxes and, oddly clear, the threaded sounds of the local Spanish-language radio station, advertising Italian Whoopers are your local Burger King.

"Like a Girl Guide," says the blond, "I come prepared." Lifting her right arm as she tugs at the flat, dark canvas band bisecting her torso, she pulls around the flat shape of a gray patterned messenger bag blooming black fractal flowers across its surface. Pulls it around to rest it on the angular plane of a narrow him and finds two things: pen and a cheap gas station notebound, spiral-bound at the top, no more than one inch by three. She tosses both to Alice - they are clipped together, pen nestled into the deformed metal spiral - as she turns to settle the bag from hip to back.

Then glances up at the building, too.

"Is that a thing?" - curious, after, clear gaze sweeping back down to the familiar mask Alice has chosen for the evening. "A thing-you-know? Girl Guides?" But the curiousity passes and Luce shakes her head inside the shroud of her gray hood. Her blond hair is slicked back from her face, leaving her high brow clear. "The book - is supposed to be a faithful transcription of the lost letters of Pierre de Castelnau.

"But maps, - ahh. They have a map room here. And I have wall space."

Alice

They should be wearing leather pants and uncomfortable boots and corset tops. At least: this is the new truth given to humanity by countless vampire-cum-werewolf-cum-fairy-cum-witch books about sassy supernaturals and their sinfully delicious escapades, naturally told with wry self-awareness and too-busy-for-this-shit flair. They aren't because they're not fictional. Luce is in all black. Alice is grunge. A grunge pair of jeans, a grunge shirt, grunge arm-warmers, a pin through one of her ears, the lie that is the gold hair slicked back so it's a razor's edge dream, a hint of buried treasure.

Luce throws the notebook and Alice pulls her gaze away from the library. She catches it and convinces the pen to come out've its metal cage, uncapping it with her molars (careless). The notebook gets tucked under her arm, and Alice squats down, scraping the pen's nib against pavement. It's not really the kind of pen for writing on things that aren't paper, so she sketches a couple of quick lines (careful) to test it until something shows in the dark. Her eyes gleam when she looks back up at Luce, using the pen to put her hair up in a cat burglar approved bun.

This is an alley, and, as with all alleys, there are (no alley cats, but plenty of rats. There's a Chinese restaurant or an Italian deli nearby, something with meat and) boxes slumping against the adjacent building, leaning against a wall. The snake of water comes from them: slithers out've the crevices, like a flood-story dragged out've the mountains into the lonely valley. There's also a three-legged chair; it looks as if it was struck by lightning or stabbed.

"Girl Guides? Doesn't ring a bell," she says, moving (quietly) to stand just beneath the window-that-is-ajar. She lifts her eyebrows (rakish [arch]), and weaves her fingers together in a cradle. She is not as tall as she seems right now. Luce knows that. Still: she is stronger -- strong when the blood makes her so -- than one would think, no matter her mask. Strong enough to launch a little thing like Luce an extra foot or so if she can't actually reach. "Let me guess. They do good and guide the elderly. Perhaps they crochet and bake cookies and treat poison oak and bandage injured paws."





Alice

ooc: FF.

Alice

ooc: ack, wait, never mind. it got it all. hee.

Luce

"I think you have the gist of it. They would also build fires in the wilderness and eat tinned soup. Collect metal for the war effort. Wear sashes and salute the flag in parades when the parades were short of soldiers because they were all dying somewhere else."


This is perhaps too specific to be speculative. It is all offered as Luce scrapes the sole of her boot off on the edge of the library's back door's back stoop, careful, before stepping into the cat's cradle Alice has made of her hands.

Before Alice boosts her all the way up, Luce reaches back and pulls out a thin-hafted flashlight, metallic blue and holds it in her mouth - between her teeth. Right now, they are too dull for mortal fantasies of night-stalkers.

"Merci " - she mouths around the flashlight, with the practiced skill of a cigar smoker, before she is lifted up up and away. And Luce is slight: taller than the [i]actual[/i] Alice by very nearly a foot, but so thin she must have been living on lemon water, and cigarettes and sunlight and blood and no more than that in the months before her death and rebirth. See? paper thin; up over the threshold. The sash sticks a moment before she pushes it yawning open, then grabs, firmly, the metal frame and half-lifts, half-centipedes herself inside.

There is a quiet crash from the interior as she blunders into something solid. And then, the faint glow from the beam of her flashlight darting over the dark surface of the window like some faerie-thing skimming the surface of a solemn forest pond.

"I'll get the door - !"

Her voice is compounded, echoing off utilitarian tile. A bathroom, them. Moment's later, a solid thud is followed by a fusillade of cursing. En Français. But dead tissue cannot bruise, the wounds from her blunder into the dark line of urinals are minimal, and within five minutes, the back door is sweeping open, Luce leaning out, long arm along the metal bar.


Her hood has fallen down; her blond hair gleams in the available light.

Alice


Alice sharpens her hearing until it's like a knife across a whettstone and it'll cut (and some sounds'll cut, too, but she is used to that sort of pain, she is well able to unbraid it from useful sounds - a footstep that shouldn't be accompanied by a lack of breath; the breathing of a human nightstalker; the click of a weapon being readied), so her voice is as soft as a dandelion's ghost-halo: "No problem."

Her voice is flattened to something generic and American which conceals her roots. Maybe she's just lived long enough hearing the sound of the Colonials and speaking their language that it's easy to let their accent become hers, to adapt.

The back door's hinges squeak; Alice turns from her intense and unblinking consideration of the building's sides, and drops her arms down to her sides. There is no need for impatience -- no need for patience; Alice does not linger in the alley, but joins Luce inside the library's backroom. Her pupils dilate, adjusting to the new texture of dark.

There is a smell in libraries. Alice inhales it, then she licks the tip of her index finger and holds it up as though testing the wind.

"Let's see. If I know libraries - if I know this library - the map room will be somewhere out-of-the-way, inconvenient to copiers and careless of archives."

There is a moment's adjustment and then Alice's finger drops to one side, pointing like a compass: directing them out've the little caged area full of books and broken furniture that hasn't quite managed to make it out to the alleyway yet and to the left.

There is a trail of something sticky, some plastic trashcans that some librarian or volunteer will wheel out when they feel like it and don't have too much else to do. A rank smell, sewage. The library opens up as if it has wings: might as well assume it does - and only one way looks dingy enough (smells mouldy enough) to house archives and maps. There's a door, too, and it may well be locked to keep the public out. There are chips on its wooden frame, someone's carved their name into the bottom.

To get to the door that separates the serious people's rooms, a mini-maze of shorter shelves, of desks with thick and already very near to obsolete computers chained to the ground just in case anybody gets ideas.

There is a light in the front foyer: pale, watery - it almost hurts the eyes; bulks up the shadows.

"Hell," she says. "Would you run away from this place if you were a book?"




















Alice

ooc: ARGH, FORMATTING.

Luce

"In a heartbeat."




So returns Luce, in the same space her heartbeat would have occupied, once-upon-a-time, when the muscle was still necessary and functional. "If books had hearts; and legs to run away to go with their solid spines."



The look she flashes is solid, then. It connects, first with the opening wings of the library as they emerge from the rank miasma suffusing the back room into the public collection space proper; then with Alice's profile. Her chosen profile, new and different. Not her own.



By now the Toreador has pulled her hood back up over the gleaming crown of her head, settling dark shadows over the sharp cast of her features. The gray is softer than the crowding darkness that lurks in the stacks, full of aging soft and moldering pages, that dry-paper-smell of old books, old glue, old leather softening together, beginning its slow, storied collapse in upon itself. She walks with her hands in the pockets of her jacket, her well-turned mouth stretched into a line of flat distaste.



"Books require wooden shelves. Rolling ladders attached to frames on the walls, deeply set leather furniture and wide, solid desks. Those brass lamps with green glass hoods, and a pair of wide windows near the front - oh, look! a card catalogue. - " she offers the aside in passing, running her thumb along top of the rusting green metal frame, " - incising the afternoon sun in distinct wedges along the deep pile carpet, down the gleaming wooden floors.



"So that the dust dances in the sun."




The map room is locked and secured; the handle gives a distinctive click-click-click as she reaches out to test it. There is a dusty window they could break, but instead Luce pulls a set of keys with a splintered wooden key fob that says MAP ROOM from her left pocket.



She flashes a brief and brilliant smile; it scribes a certain brilliance across the stark lines of her heart-shaped face. And too: it shows her teeth. Alas, voyeurs, these are still dull and human. Just white enough to gleam.



"I'm looking for the historical ones. Neighborhoods. Detailed as they come. Maybe every fifteen years. Or Twenty-five? Enough to see the city, and see how it changed. There's an All Night Prime Copy Plus that does blueprints three blocks away."

















Alice

Alice regards the dark and hushed library, her head tilted just so. She is listening, you see. She is listening to the skitter of rat-nails against pipes, she is listening to what the pipes are saying, she is listening to the fzz, fzz of a fraying electrical wire, and she tilts her head back so she can regard the eaves, a sleeping pigeon which has got in somehow or the other, feathers rustling, hushing, and then she turns her head sharply to the other side, staring hard toward the backdoor, attention fixed and unmoving. After a moment: she turns on her heel, rejoins the Toreador in time to be witness to the revelation of the key (a philosophical treatise by Mme -- ).

"Hmm." Noncommittal, this sound. Lovely, of course - but noncommittal. "It's difficult to trust maps; they've been drawn by somebody thinking about something. Especially the older ones. There is a house that isn't on any map because the man -- I forget his name. His wife left him for the man who lived in that house." Alice smiles, and the sun-burned, gold-and-freckled Spaniard's (half-blood's) face echoes it: a pouty sort've smile that isn't hers.

Then she sets to work with a will, walking her fingers across drawers until she finds what she thinks she wants. Alice is finicky, counting carefully before she drags out some maps, arraying them on a desk the maproom is thoughtfully provided with.

"Tell me, why San Francisco - now? Is it in the maps?"

Luce

"No," that's easy, turning back, glancing up. Inside the library, she transferred the flashlight from mouth to pocket and they have been followed by a moon - a yellow one - gliding over the dropped ceiling in the ugly little warren of backrooms, gleaming high in the stacks when they reached the main floor. Now she has shifted it back to her mouth, and speaks around it again, teeth closed over the metal.


There is enough light from the foyer - that bleary gleam of yellow light - filtering through the dusty stacks and the dustier window to illuminate the map room, but sometimes one needs precision. [i]This[/i] year and not the next. " - it's not the maps. I'd want these anyplace I planned to stay for more than a couple months. Sometimes I'm looking for the absences, sometimes, as much as the presences?

"Sometimes it's clusters. Clusters of crimes or clusters of names or - well. Or what's been where. How it's changed." She murmurs this as she, too, works. Identifying dates, checking them off against some list in her head. Pulling out precise, dusty streetmaps that have not been touched in years, adding these to the nest slowly forming on the pair of metal desks in the center of the room.

And then stops. Turns, briefly, the arc of her flashlight crawling over the wall above Alice's head, then dropping as she pulls it out of her mouth.

"Why San Francisco? Believe it or not, - and just between us - a dead fleshcrafter and a 1963 estate auction bring me here. Just now." And she laughs, low, not so musical as Alice's dulcet tones.

"What brought you back?"

She was in Paris, once.

The City of Lights, bright enough, sometimes, that you could pretend to forget you had lost the sun.


Alice


Alice pauses when the flashlight touches the wall above her head. Tinkerbell, the original, looking as if she needs to be clapped back to life. Or something for young boy's to giggle over in the dark. Hey, hey. What does that look like to you? YOU know. So say it. No, you say it. He he he.

The flashlight touches the wall above her head; Alice pauses. The light is Tinkerbell, the original, but in dire need of some clapping back to life. The light is a mildly titillating shape for boys to giggle over in the dark. What does it look like. He He He. You say it. No, you. Her eyes close, briefly, and she casually reaches back to grasp her ankle, a living gesture, to pull on it, stretch her hamstrings, whatever. The pen is doing its job, holding her hair out of her face, and she has acquired a marker from the top of one of the filing cabinets in the MAP ROOM, taps ita gainst her thigh. Her eyes are bright with interest when Luce gives her reason for San Francisco, San Francisco Now. "Things belonging to the fleshcrafter or one of its minions, once? Or things said creature was interested in?"

Her expression is thoughtful and still. Her true face is still hidden, but Luce might perhaps imagine it so: cameo-still, etched stark against the dark of the map room -- the dingy walls and dented metal cabinets. The heavy age-blackened chairs. "I always grow sick of the Old World; it began to curdle my blood - " Alice says, offhand. There is a needle hidden in her voice -- something carelessly let fall. There is a grin in her voice, too: something that straddles the boundary between simmeringly bright and dark with vibrance. Her questions never sound as if they're rhetorical. " - and where is the world newer than California? This mad nation. God help me, I find it interesting to see. Is this the land Caine walked out've first or the place he visits last?"

"And Pascal likes this city;" she can't quite - or doesn't feel like it's necessary to - quell a frown; a crease of forehead. "Or did. I should tell you the climate has shifted again."




Alice

The flashlight touches the wall above her head; Alice pauses. The light is Tinkerbell, the original, but in dire need of some clapping back to life. The light is a mildly titillating shape for boys to giggle over in the dark. What does it look like. He He He. You say it. No, you. Her eyes close, briefly, and she casually reaches back to grasp her ankle, a living gesture, to pull on it, stretch her hamstrings, whatever. The pen is doing its job, holding her hair out of her face, and she has acquired a marker from the top of one of the filing cabinets in the MAP ROOM, taps ita gainst her thigh. Her eyes are bright with interest when Luce gives her reason for San Francisco, San Francisco Now. "Things belonging to the fleshcrafter or one of its minions, once? Or things said creature was interested in?"

Her expression is thoughtful and still. Her true face is still hidden, but Luce might perhaps imagine it so: cameo-still, etched stark against the dark of the map room -- the dingy walls and dented metal cabinets. The heavy age-blackened chairs. "I always grow sick of the Old World; it began to curdle my blood - " Alice says, offhand. There is a needle hidden in her voice -- something carelessly let fall. There is a grin in her voice, too: something that straddles the boundary between simmeringly bright and dark with vibrance. " - and where is the world newer than California? This mad nation. God help me, I find it interesting to see. Is this the land Caine walked out've first or the place he visits last?"

Alice

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Alice

The flashlight touches the wall above her head; Alice pauses. The light is Tinkerbell, the original, but in dire need of some clapping back to life. The light is a mildly titillating shape for boys to giggle over in the dark. What does it look like. He He He. You say it. No, you. Her eyes close, briefly, and she casually reaches back to grasp her ankle, a living gesture, to pull on it, stretch her hamstrings, whatever. The pen is doing its job, holding her hair out of her face, and she has acquired a marker from the top of one of the filing cabinets in the MAP ROOM, taps ita gainst her thigh. Her eyes are bright with interest when Luce gives her reason for San Francisco, San Francisco Now. "Things belonging to the fleshcrafter or one of its minions, once? Or things said creature was interested in?"

Her expression is thoughtful and still. Her true face is still hidden, but Luce might perhaps imagine it so: cameo-still, etched stark against the dark of the map room -- the dingy walls and dented metal cabinets. The heavy age-blackened chairs. "I always grow sick of the Old World; it began to curdle my blood - " Alice says, offhand. There is a needle hidden in her voice -- something carelessly let fall. There is a grin in her voice, too: something that straddles the boundary between simmeringly bright and dark with vibrance. " - and where is the world newer than California? This mad nation. God help me, I find it interesting to see. Is this the land Caine walked out've first or the place he visits last?"

"And Pascal likes this city;" she can't quite - or doesn't feel like it's necessary to - quell a frown; a crease of forehead. "Or did. I should tell you the climate has shifted again."





Luce

"Things it found interesting," returns Luce, pupils huge in the darkness, devouring the clear light of her eyes, where the ambient glow catches across the vitreous humor, makes them shine. "It made laborious notes, counting lot numbers, volumes, sales prices. Combing probate records and newspaper clippings for this: Five lots. Fifty books, missing Out of ten thousand sold in a long-forgotten auction of someone's life's collection. Either he was an heir cheated out of an extra thousand dollars, or - "


but the or is left with an unfinished shrug. Or this. Or: a vampire travels across the vastness of the country, lodges herself in all these make-shift cities with strange names, ringed by the same mad sprawl, populated by the same sad nightcreatures, wormed through with the same sad enemies, drives long down the arterial highways, hides the day sleeping in the truck of her car, the carefully shuttered, locked, barred and battened bathroom of a cheap hotel, all these indignities for this.

" - there's something there. I'll find out which."

Then, then she makes a noise, something like recognition. The [i]Old World[/i] and curdling blood. As a girl she'd dreamed of Paris. London, even during the worst days of the blitz, even with the Nazis marching down the Champs-Elysées. When de Sausanne suggested she return to the land of her birth, though, she was ready to go.

And she would share that, see - lift her voice, twine recognition around Alice's offhand responses, eyes and ears sharp, listening for the groove into which the needle that spikes through her liquid voice falls.

Except - [i]the climate has shited again[/i] - Luce stills, lifts her head, chin first, dilated eyes flashing back to touch Alice's face. Her eyes. "What do you mean?"

See: she is quiet. Expectant. Serious - what strange war has she walked into? - eyes open.

Alice

This will likely not be the last time Alice inquires into the lot numbers, volume, sales prices, the sale of something potentially interesting, something potentially false lead down a dark road where a trap is waiting to close, something potentially illuminating, a curiousity. Alice claims that she finds the New World interesting, and is not the New World a place where the Curiousity Show, the travelling Carnival of Curiousities, found itself a strong, thick root and branched out through the public psyche? Isn't this the birthplace of the X-Files, of a curiousity that thrives of improbability? But for now, the Malkavian does not pursue. She makes a thoughtful sound in the back of her throat and lets it lie.

This is a thing. That people communicate with noises that don't quite shape themselves into words sometimes. This is something the writer's forget, the artists can never quite capture. The language of posture, the language of noise that is not language.

Alice doesn't answer immediately. The girl -- she looks like a girl now; she always looks like a girl, like someone who'd be carded by some bartenders, just because she could pass for a highschooler depending on the makeup, regardless of how old she was when she, regardless of how old she is now that she -- gazes off into the distance. Easily distracted, or just - listening again: listening for the sound of a heartbeat. Listening for the telltale echo of a palm against floor. Listening for a stirring, for a movement, for the skitter of a rat too nearby, beady eyes spying, chewed-up ears listening, listening. Alice's sire is paranoid. Alice is not paranoid. Alice is cautious: but how often does it look like the same thing?

She inhales, because she has let that become habitual. Easy to pretend to bad habits when those habits are actually yours. And then she says, "Well." A pause. Alice can be brutally frank. "To be brutally frank," and her mouth smirks, but her eyes do not bother to echo the pretty curve:

"I mean that things are not well here. You have heard, I think, of the starry lady's obsession with the lupines; a war, some years back, which drove them up and out? That constellation set; others rose. But now that first: it is rising again -- you see?"

Less prettily -- and lowly: "There was an emergency meeting called in Elysium; blood was spilled. Don't count that building safe when you visit; the foundation is a rotten; step lightly."





Luce

"Rumors." She admits to: of the starry lady's obsession with the changing-wolves. "Threads of rumors. They seemed like tall tales, something out of the Old West. The Magnificent Ambersons. True Grit, see? How the West was Won." Unwise to discount them, says her mouth, silently, pulling thinly across her teeth, distorting the perfect little curve of it, the supple twist at the corners.


"I am disappointed to find that too little was made of them, rather than too much." Luce breathes too; this habit of being in the same space of their prey. The wolf sliding among the sheep, see, wearing every inch of their skin. Dropping its muzzle to the grass now and then. And this is why she smokes: to remember the rhythm of it, breathing. "Though perhaps not surprised. Thank you." And that last, see, listen: it is heartfelt. It lingers in her throat.

"I wrote before I arrived. Sent one of the letters de Sausanne gave me. The Madame letter rather than the Monsieur, you see. She told me that the train would be safe as houses, if I needed transportation. So perhaps it should be considered safe as Elysium. An institution with the same foundation."

And then: a lilt of her pale head, a sweep of her pale hands. The maps piled in the center of the metal desks. "But I think we have a start, here. If you come with me to the copy place, I can drop you someplace, after. The car I have now - " here she pauses, inhales a cloud of dust, " - it's a convertible. No roof; open to the night. Fucking brilliant ride."

A beat; a minute movement of her narrow shoulders.

"Except when it rains," and a noise like swallowed laughter in the back of her throat. " - the roof-thing that folds away does not fold back up."